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contrived a false floor to his confessional and placed a metal
case of hot water beneath。 The trick succeeded; and the Saint
was deceived: 'God is very good;' he said with emotion。 'This
year; through all the cold; my feet have always been warm。'
〃'179'
'179' A。 Mounin: Le Cure d'Ars; vie de M。 J。 B。 M。 Vianney;
1864; p。 545; abridged。
In this case the spontaneous impulse to make sacrifices for the
pure love of God was probably the uppermost conscious motive。 We
may class it; then; under our head 3。 Some authors think that
the impulse to sacrifice is the main religious phenomenon。 It is
a prominent; a universal phenomenon certainly; and lies deeper
than any special creed。 Here; for instance; is what seems to be
a spontaneous example of it; simply expressing what seemed right
at the time between the individual and his Maker。 Cotton Mather;
the New England Puritan divine; is generally reputed a rather
grotesque pedant; yet what is more touchingly simple than his
relation of what happened when his wife came to die?
〃When I saw to what a point of resignation I was now called of
the Lord;〃 he says; 〃I resolved; with his help; therein to
glorify him。 So; two hours before my lovely consort expired; I
kneeled by her bedside; and I took into my two hands a dear hand;
the dearest in the world。 With her thus in my hands; I solemnly
and sincerely gave her up unto the Lord: and in token of my real
RESIGNATION; I gently put her out of my hands; and laid away a
most lovely hand; resolving that I would never touch it more。
This was the hardest; and perhaps the bravest action that ever I
did。 She 。 。 。 told me that she signed and sealed my act of
resignation。 And though before that she called for me
continually; she after this never asked for me any more。〃'180'
'180' B。 Wendell: Cotton Mather; New York; no date; p。 198。
Father Vianney's asceticism taken in its totality was simply the
result of a permanent flood of high spiritual enthusiasm; longing
to make proof of itself。 The Roman Church has; in its
incomparable fashion; collected all the motives towards
asceticism together; and so codified them that any one wishing to
pursue Christian perfection may find a practical system mapped
out for him in any one of a number of ready…made manuals。'181'
The dominant Church notion of perfection is of course the
negative one of avoidance of sin。 Sin proceeds from
concupiscence; and concupiscence from our carnal passions and
temptations; chief of which are pride; sensuality in all its
forms; and the loves of worldly excitement and possession。 All
these sources of sin must be resisted; and discipline and
austerities are a most efficacious mode of meeting them。 Hence
there are always in these books chapters on self…mortification。
But whenever a procedure is codified; the more delicate spirit of
it evaporates; and if we wish the undiluted ascetic spiritthe
passion of self…contempt wreaking itself on the poor flesh; the
divine irrationality of devotion making a sacrificial gift of all
it has (its sensibilities; namely) to the object of its
adorationwe must go to autobiographies; or other individual
documents。
'181' That of the earlier Jesuit; Rodriguez; which has been
translated into all languages; is one of the best known。 A
convenient modern manual; very well put together; is L'Ascetique
Chretienne; by M。 J。 Ribet; Paris; Poussielgue; nouvelle edition;
1898。
Saint John of the Cross; a Spanish mystic who flourishedor
rather who existed; for there was little that suggested
flourishing about himin the sixteenth century; will supply a
passage suitable for our purpose。
〃First of all; carefully excite in yourself an habitual
affectionate will in all things to imitate Jesus Christ。 If
anything agreeable offers itself to your senses; yet does not at
the same time tend purely to the honor and glory of God; renounce
it and separate yourself from it for the love of Christ; who all
his life long had no other taste or wish than to do the will of
his Father whom he called his meat and nourishment。 For example;
you take satisfaction in HEARING of things in which the glory of
God bears no part。 Deny yourself this satisfaction; mortify your
wish to listen。 You take pleasure in SEEING objects which do not
raise your mind to God: refuse yourself this pleasure; and turn
away your eyes。 The same with conversations and all other
things。 Act similarly; so far as you are able; with all the
operations of the senses; striving to make yourself free from
their yokes。
〃The radical remedy lies in the mortification of the four great
natural passions; joy; hope; fear; and grief。 You must seek to
deprive these of every satisfaction and leave them as it were in
darkness and the void。 Let your soul therefore turn always:
〃Not to what is most easy; but to what is hardest;
〃Not to what tastes best; but to what is most distasteful;
〃Not to what most pleases; but to what disgusts;
〃Not to matter of consolation; but to matter for desolation
rather;
〃Not to rest; but to labor;
〃Not to desire the more; but the less;
〃Not to aspire to what is highest and most precious; but to what
is lowest and most contemptible;
〃Not to will anything; but to will nothing;
〃Not to seek the best in everything; but to seek the worst; so
that you may enter for the love of Christ into a complete
destitution; a perfect poverty of spirit; and an absolute
renunciation of everything in this world。
〃Embrace these practices with all the energy of your soul and you
will find in a short time great delights and unspeakable
consolations。
〃Despise yourself; and wish that others should despise you;
〃Speak to your own disadvantage; and desire others to do the
same;
〃Conceive a low opinion of yourself; and find it good when others
hold the same;
〃To enjoy the taste of all things; have no taste for anything。
〃To know all things; learn to know nothing。
〃To possess all things; resolve to possess nothing。
〃To be all things; be willing to be nothing。
〃To get to where you have no taste for anything; go through
whatever experiences you have no taste for。
〃To learn to know nothing; go whither you are ignorant。
〃To reach what you possess not; go whithersoever you own nothing。
〃To be what you are not; experience what you are not。〃
These later verses play with that vertigo of self…contradiction
which is so dear to mysticism。 Those that come next are
completely mystical; for in them Saint John passes from God to
the more metaphysical notion of the All。
〃When you stop at one thing; you cease to open yourself to the
All。
〃For to come to the All you must give up the All。
〃And if you should attain to owning the All; you must own it;
desiring Nothing。
〃In this spoliation; the soul finds its tranquillity and rest。
Profoundly established in the centre of its own nothingness; it
can be assailed by naught that comes from below; and since it no
longer desires anything; what comes from above cannot depress it;
for its desires alone are the causes of its woes。〃'182'
'182' Saint Jean de la Croix; vie et Oeuvres; Paris; 1893; ii。
94; 99; abridged。
And now; as a more concrete example of heads 4 and 5; in fact of
all our heads together; and of the irrational extreme to which a
psychopathic individual may go in the line of bodily austerity; I
will quote the sincere Suso's account of his own self…tortures。
Suso; you will remember; was one of the fourteenth century German
mystics; his autobiography; written in the third person; is a
classic religious document。
〃He was in his youth of a temperament full of fire and life; and
when this began to make itself felt; it was very grievous to him;
and he sought by many devices how he might bring his body into
subjection。 He wore for a long time a hair shirt and an iron
chain; until the blood ran from him; so that he was obliged to
leave them off。 He secretly caused an undergarment to be made
for him; and in the undergarment he had strips of leather fixed;
into which a hundred and fifty brass nails; pointed and filed
sharp; were driven; and the points of the nails were always
turned towards the flesh。 He had this garment made very tight;
and so arranged as to go round him and fasten in front in order
that it might fit the closer to his body; and the pointed nails
might be driven into his flesh; and it was high enough to reach
upwards to his navel。 In this he used to sleep at night。 Now in
summer; when it was hot; and he was very tired and ill from his
journeyings; or when he held the office of lecturer; he would
sometimes; as he lay thus in bonds; and oppressed with toil; and
tormented also by noxious insects; cry aloud and give way to
fretfulness; and twist round and round in agony; as a worm does
when run through with a pointed needle。 It often seemed to him
as if he were lying upon an ant…hill; from the torture caused by
the insects; for if he wished to sleep; o
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