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contrived a false floor to his confessional and placed a metal



case of hot water beneath。  The trick succeeded; and the Saint



was deceived:  'God is very good;' he said with emotion。  'This



year; through all the cold; my feet have always been warm。'



〃'179'







'179' A。 Mounin:  Le Cure d'Ars; vie de M。 J。 B。 M。 Vianney;



1864; p。 545; abridged。















In this case the spontaneous impulse to make sacrifices for the



pure love of God was probably the uppermost conscious motive。  We



may class it; then; under our head 3。  Some authors think that



the impulse to sacrifice is the main religious phenomenon。  It is



a prominent; a universal phenomenon certainly; and lies deeper



than any special creed。  Here; for instance; is what seems to be



a spontaneous example of it; simply expressing what seemed right



at the time between the individual and his Maker。  Cotton Mather;



the New England Puritan divine; is generally reputed a rather



grotesque pedant; yet what is more touchingly simple than his



relation of what happened when his wife came to die?







〃When I saw to what a point of resignation I was now called of



the Lord;〃 he says; 〃I resolved; with his help; therein to



glorify him。  So; two hours before my lovely consort expired; I



kneeled by her bedside; and I took into my two hands a dear hand;



the dearest in the world。  With her thus in my hands; I solemnly



and sincerely gave her up unto the Lord:  and in token of my real



RESIGNATION; I gently put her out of my hands; and laid away a



most lovely hand; resolving that I would never touch it more。 



This was the hardest; and perhaps the bravest action that ever I



did。  She 。 。 。 told me that she signed and sealed my act of



resignation。  And though before that she called for me



continually; she after this never asked for me any more。〃'180'







'180' B。 Wendell:  Cotton Mather; New York; no date; p。 198。















Father Vianney's asceticism taken in its totality was simply the



result of a permanent flood of high spiritual enthusiasm; longing



to make proof of itself。  The Roman Church has; in its



incomparable fashion; collected all the motives towards



asceticism together; and so codified them that any one wishing to



pursue Christian perfection may find a practical system mapped



out for him in any one of a number of ready…made manuals。'181'



The dominant Church notion of perfection is of course the



negative one of avoidance of sin。  Sin proceeds from



concupiscence; and concupiscence from our carnal passions and



temptations; chief of which are pride; sensuality in all its



forms; and the loves of worldly excitement and possession。  All



these sources of sin must be resisted; and discipline and



austerities are a most efficacious mode of meeting them。  Hence



there are always in these books chapters on self…mortification。 



But whenever a procedure is codified; the more delicate spirit of



it evaporates; and if we wish the undiluted ascetic spiritthe



passion of self…contempt wreaking itself on the poor flesh; the



divine irrationality of devotion making a sacrificial gift of all



it has (its sensibilities; namely) to the object of its



adorationwe must go to autobiographies; or other individual



documents。







'181' That of the earlier Jesuit; Rodriguez; which has been



translated into all languages; is one of the best known。  A



convenient modern manual; very well put together; is L'Ascetique



Chretienne; by M。 J。 Ribet; Paris; Poussielgue; nouvelle edition;



1898。















Saint John of the Cross; a Spanish mystic who flourishedor



rather who existed; for there was little that suggested



flourishing about himin the sixteenth century; will supply a



passage suitable for our purpose。







〃First of all; carefully excite in yourself an habitual



affectionate will in all things to imitate Jesus Christ。  If



anything agreeable offers itself to your senses; yet does not at



the same time tend purely to the honor and glory of God; renounce



it and separate yourself from it for the love of Christ; who all



his life long had no other taste or wish than to do the will of



his Father whom he called his meat and nourishment。  For example;



you take satisfaction in HEARING of things in which the glory of



God bears no part。  Deny yourself this satisfaction; mortify your



wish to listen。  You take pleasure in SEEING objects which do not



raise your mind to God:  refuse yourself this pleasure; and turn



away your eyes。  The same with conversations and all other



things。 Act similarly; so far as you are able; with all the



operations of the senses; striving to make yourself free from



their yokes。







〃The radical remedy lies in the mortification of the four great



natural passions; joy; hope; fear; and grief。  You must seek to



deprive these of every satisfaction and leave them as it were in



darkness and the void。  Let your soul therefore turn always:







〃Not to what is most easy; but to what is hardest;







〃Not to what tastes best; but to what is most distasteful;







〃Not to what most pleases; but to what disgusts;







〃Not to matter of consolation; but to matter for desolation



rather;







〃Not to rest; but to labor;







〃Not to desire the more; but the less;







〃Not to aspire to what is highest and most precious; but to what



is lowest and most contemptible;







〃Not to will anything; but to will nothing;







〃Not to seek the best in everything; but to seek the worst; so 



that you may enter for the love of Christ into a complete



destitution; a perfect poverty of spirit; and an absolute



renunciation of everything in this world。







〃Embrace these practices with all the energy of your soul and you



will find in a short time great delights and unspeakable



consolations。







〃Despise yourself; and wish that others should despise you;







〃Speak to your own disadvantage; and desire others to do the



same;







〃Conceive a low opinion of yourself; and find it good when others



hold the same;







〃To enjoy the taste of all things; have no taste for anything。







〃To know all things; learn to know nothing。







〃To possess all things; resolve to possess nothing。







〃To be all things; be willing to be nothing。







〃To get to where you have no taste for anything; go through



whatever experiences you have no taste for。







〃To learn to know nothing; go whither you are ignorant。







〃To reach what you possess not; go whithersoever you own nothing。







〃To be what you are not; experience what you are not。〃







These later verses play with that vertigo of self…contradiction



which is so dear to mysticism。  Those that come next are



completely mystical; for in them Saint John passes from God to



the more metaphysical notion of the All。







〃When you stop at one thing; you cease to open yourself to the



All。







〃For to come to the All you must give up the All。







〃And if you should attain to owning the All; you must own it;



desiring Nothing。







〃In this spoliation; the soul finds its tranquillity and rest。



Profoundly established in the centre of its own nothingness; it



can be assailed by naught that comes from below; and since it no



longer desires anything; what comes from above cannot depress it;



for its desires alone are the causes of its woes。〃'182'







'182' Saint Jean de la Croix; vie et Oeuvres; Paris; 1893; ii。



94; 99; abridged。















And now; as a more concrete example of heads 4 and 5; in fact of



all our heads together; and of the irrational extreme to which a



psychopathic individual may go in the line of bodily austerity; I



will quote the sincere Suso's account of his own self…tortures。 



Suso; you will remember; was one of the fourteenth century German



mystics; his autobiography; written in the third person; is a



classic religious document。







〃He was in his youth of a temperament full of fire and life; and



when this began to make itself felt; it was very grievous to him;



and he sought by many devices how he might bring his body into



subjection。  He wore for a long time a hair shirt and an iron



chain; until the blood ran from him; so that he was obliged to



leave them off。  He secretly caused an undergarment to be made



for him; and in the undergarment he had strips of leather fixed;



into which a hundred and fifty brass nails; pointed and filed



sharp; were driven; and the points of the nails were always



turned towards the flesh。  He had this garment made very tight;



and so arranged as to go round him and fasten in front in order



that it might fit the closer to his body; and the pointed nails



might be driven into his flesh; and it was high enough to reach



upwards to his navel。  In this he used to sleep at night。 Now in



summer; when it was hot; and he was very tired and ill from his



journeyings; or when he held the office of lecturer; he would



sometimes; as he lay thus in bonds; and oppressed with toil; and



tormented also by noxious insects; cry aloud and give way to



fretfulness; and twist round and round in agony; as a worm does



when run through with a pointed needle。  It often seemed to him



as if he were lying upon an ant…hill; from the torture caused by



the insects; for if he wished to sleep; o
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