letters of cicero-第21部分

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ach。　After　two　he　went　to　the　bath。　Then　he　heard　about　Mamurra　without　changing　countenance。　He　was　anointed：　took　his　place　at　the　table。　He　was　under　a　course　of　emetics；　and　so　ate　and　drank　without　scruple　and　as　suited　his　taste。　It　was　a　very　good　dinner；　and　well　served；　and　not　only　so；　but　

〃Well　cooked；　well　seasoned　food；　with　rare　discourse：　A　banquet　in　a　word　to　cheer　the　heart。〃

Besides　this；　the　staff　were　entertained　in　three　rooms　in　a　very　liberal　style。　The　freedmen　of　lower　rank　and　the　slaves　had　everything　they　could　want。　But　the　upper　sort　had　a　really　recherche　dinner。　In　fact；　I　shewed　that　I　was　somebody。　However；　he　is　not　a　guest　to　whom　one　would　say；　〃Pray　look　me　up　again　on　your　way　back。〃　Once　is　enough。　We　didn't　say　a　word　about　politics。　There　was　plenty　of　literary　talk。　In　short；　he　was　pleased　and　enjoyed　himself。　He　said　he　should　stay　one　day　at　Puteoli；　another　at　Baiaee。　That's　the　story　of　the　entertainment；　or　I　might　call　it　the　billeting　on　metrying　to　the　temper；　but　not　seriously　inconvenient。　I　am　staying　on　here　for　a　short　time　and　then　go　to　Tusculum。　When　he　was　passing　Dolabella's　villa；　the　whole　guard　formed　up　on　the　right　and　left　of　his　horse；　and　nowhere　else。　This　I　was　told　by　Nicias。

XXX

To　ATTICUS　（AT　ROME）

MATIUS'S　SUBURBAN　VILLA；　7　APRIL

I　HAVE　come　on　a　visit　to　the　man；　of　whom　I　was　talking　to　you　this　morning。　His　view　is　that　〃the　state　of　things　is　perfectly　shocking：　that　there　is　no　way　out　of　the　embroglio。　For　if　a　man　of　Caesar's　genius　failed；　who　can　hope　to　succeed　？〃　In　short；　he　says　that　the　ruin　is　complete。　I　am　not　sure　that　he　is　wrong；　but　then　he　rejoices　in　it；　and　declares　that　within　twenty　days　there　will　be　a　rising　in　Gaul：　that　he　has　not　had　any　conversation　with　anyone　except　Lepidus　since　the　Ides　of　March：　finally　that　these　things　can't　pass　off　like　this。　What　a　wise　man　Oppius　is；　who　regrets　Caesar　quite　as　much；　but　yet　says　nothing　that　can　offend　any　loyalist！　But　enough　of　this。　Pray　don't　be　idle　about　writing　me　word　of　anything　new；　for　I　expect　a　great　deal。　Among　other　things；　whether　we　can　rely　on　Sextus　Pompeius；　but　above　all　about　our　friend　Brutus；　of　whom　my　host　says　that　Caesar　was　in　the　habit　of　remarking：　〃It　is　of　great　importance　what　that　man　wishes；　at　any　rate；　whatever　he　wishes　he　wishes　strongly〃：　and　that　he　noticed；　when　he　was　pleading　for　Deiotarus　at　Nicaea；　that　he　seemed　to　speak　with　great　spirit　and　freedom。　Alsofor　I　like　to　jot　down　things　as　they　occur　to　methat　when　on　the　request　of　Sestius　I　went　to　Caesar's　house；　and　was　sitting　waiting　till　I　was　called　in；　he　remarked：　〃Can　I　doubt　that　I　am　exceedingly　disliked；　when　Marcus　Cicero　has　to　sit　waiting　and　cannot　see　me　at　his　own　convenience？　And　yet　if　there　is　a　good…natured　man　in　the　world　it　is　he；　still　I　feel　no　doubt　that　he　heartily　dislikes　me。〃　This　and　a　good　deal　of　the　same　sort。　But　to　my　purpose。　Whatever　the　news；　small　as　well　as　great；　write　and　tell　me　of　it。　I　will　on　my　side　let　nothing　pass。

XXXI

To　ATTICUS　（AT　ROME）

ASTURA；　II　JUNE

AT　length　a　letter…carrier　from　my　son！　And；　by　Hercules；　a　letter　elegantly　expressed；　shewing　in　itself　some　progress。　Others　also　give　me　excellent　reports　of　him。　Leonides；　however；　still　sticks　to　his　favourite　〃at　present。〃　But　Herodes　speaks　in　the　highest　terms　of　him。　In　short；　1　am　glad　even　to　be　deceived　in　this　matter；　and　am　not　sorry　to　be　credulous。　Pray　let　me　know　if　Statius　has　written　to　you　anything　of　importance　to　me。

XXXII

To　ATTICUS　（AT　ROME）

ASTURA；　13　JUNE

CONFOUND　Lucius　Antonius；　if　he　makes　himself　troublesome　to　the　Buthrotians！　I　have　drawn　out　a　deposition　which　shall　be　signed　and　sealed　whenever　you　please。　As　for　the　money　of　the　Arpinates；　if　the　aedile　L。　Fadius　asks　for　it；　pay　him　back　every　farthing。　In　a　previous　letter　I　mentioned　to　you　a　sum　of　110　sestertia　to　be　paid　to　Statius。　If；　then；　Fadius　applies　for　the　money；　I　wish　it　paid　to　him；　and　to　no　one　except　Fadius。　I　think　that　amount　was　put　into　my　hands；　and　I　have　written　to　Eros　to　produce　it。

I　can't　stand　the　Queen：　and　the　voucher　for　her　promises；　Hammonius；　knows　that　I　have　good　cause　for　saying　so。　What　she　promised；　indeed；　were　all　things　of　the　learned　sort　and　suitable　to　my　charactersuch　as　I　could　avow　even　in　a　public　meeting。　As　for　Sara；　besides　finding　him　to　be　an　unprincipled　rascal；　I　also　found　him　inclined　to　give　himself　airs　to　me。　I　only　saw　him　once　at　my　house。　And　when　I　asked　him　politely　what　I　could　do　for　him；　he　said　that　he　had　come　in　hopes　of　finding　Atticus。　The　Queen's　insolence；　too；　when　she　was　living　in　Caesar's　trans…　Tiberine　villa；　I　cannot　recall　without　a　pang。　I　won't　have　anything　to　do　therefore　with　that　lot。　They　think　not　so　much　that　I　have　no　spirit；　as　that　I　have　scarcely　any　proper　pride　at　all。　My　leaving　Italy　is　hindered　by　Eros's　way　of　doing　business。　For　whereas　from　the　balances　struck　by　him　on　the　5th　of　April　I　ought　to　be　well　off；　I　am　obliged　to　borrow；　while　the　receipts　from　those　paying　properties　of　mine　I　think　have　been　put　aside　for　building　the　shrine。　But　I　have　charged　Tiro　to　see　to　all　this；　whom　I　am　sending　to　Rome　for　the　express　purpose。

I　did　not　wish　to　add　to　your　existing　embarrassments。　The　steadier　the　conduct　of　my　son；　the　more　I　am　vexed　at　his　being　hampered。　For　he　never　mentioned　the　subject　to　methe　first　person　to　whom　he　should　have　done　so。　But　he　said　in　a　letter　to　Tiro　that　he　had　received　nothing　since　the　1st　of　Aprilfor　that　was　the　end　of　his　financial　year。　Now　I　know　that　your　own　kind　feeling　always　caused　you　to　be　of　opinion　that　he　ought　to　be　treated　not　only　with　liberality；　but　with　splendour　and　generosity；　and　that　you　also　considered　that　to　be　due　to　my　position。　Wherefore　pray　seeI　would　not　have　troubled　you　if　I　could　have　done　it　through　anyone　elsethat　he　has　a　bill　of　exchange　at　Athens　for　his　year's　allowance。　Eros　will　pay　you　the　money。　I　am　sending　Tiro　on　that　business。　Pray　therefore　see　to　it；　and　write　and　tell　me　any　idea　you　may　have　on　the　subject。

XXXIII

To　C。　TREBATIUS　TESTA　（AT　ROME）

TUSCULUM　（JUNE）

You　jeered　at　me　yesterday　amidst　our　cups；　for　having　said　that　it　was　a　disputed　point　whether　an　heir　could　lawfully　prosecute　on　an　embezzlement　which　had　been　committed　before　he　became　the　owner。　Accordingly；　though　I　returned　home　full　of　wine　and　late　in　the　evening；　I　marked　the　section　in　which　that　question　is　treated　and　caused　it　to　be　copied　out　and　sent　to　you。　I　wanted　to　convince　you　that　the　doctrine　which　you　said　was　held　by　no　one　was　maintamed　by　Sextus　Aelius；　Manius　Manilius；　Marcus　　Brutus。　Nevertheless；　I　concur　with　Scaevola　and　Testa。

XXXIV

M。　CICERO　（THE　YOUNGER）　TO　TIR0

ATHENS　（AUGUST）

AFTER　I　had　been　anxiously　expecting　letter…carriers　day　after　day；　at　length　they　arrived　forty…six　days　after　they　left　you。　Their　arrival　was　most　welcome　to　me：　for　while　I　took　the　greatest　possible　pleasure　in　the　letter　of　the　kindest　and　most　beloved　of　fathers；　still　your　most　delightful　letter　put　a　finishing　stroke　to　my　joy。　So　I　no　longer　repent　of　having　suspended　writing　for　a　time；　but　am　rather　rejoiced　at　it；　for　I　have　reaped　a　great　reward　in　your　kindness　from　my　pen　having　been　silent。　I　am　therefore　exceedingly　glad　that　you　have　unhesitatingly　accepted　my　excuse。　I　am　sure；　dearest　Tiro；　that　the　reports　about　me　which　reach　you　answer　your　best　wishes　and　hopes。　I　will　make　them　good；　and　will　do　my　best　that　this　belief　in　me；　which　day　by　day　becomes　more　and　more　en　evidence；　shall　be　doubled。　Wherefore　you　may　with　confidence　and　assurance　fulfil　your　promise　of　being　the　trumpeter　of　my　reputation。　For　the　errors　of　my　youth　have　caused　me　so　much　remorse　and　suffering；　that　not　only　does　my　heart　shrink　from　what　I　did；　my　very　ears　abhor　the　mention　of　　it。　And　of　this　anguish　and　sorrow　I　know　and　am　assured　that　you　have　taken　your　share。　And　I　don't　wonder　at　it！　for　while　you　wished　me　all　success　for　my　sake；　you　did　so　also　for　your　own；　for　I　have　ever　meant　you　to　be　my　partner　in　all　my　good　fortunes。　Since；　therefore；　you　have　suffered　sorrow　through　me；　I　will　now　take　care　that　through　me　your　joy　shall　be　doubled。　Let　me　assure　you　that　my　very　close　attachment　to　Cratippus　is　that　of　a　son　rather　than　a　pupil：　for　though　I　enjoy　his　lectures；　I　am　also　specially　charmed　with　his　delightful　manners。　I　spend　whole　days　with　him；　and　often　part　of　the　night：　for　I　induce　him　to　dine　with　me　as　often　as　possible。　This　intimacy　having　been　established；　he　often　drops　in　upon　us　unexpectedly　while　we　are　at　dinner；　and　laying　aside　the　stiff　airs　of　a　philosopher　joins　in　our　jests　with　the　greatest　possible　freedom。　He　is　such　a　manso　delightful；　so　distinguishedthat　you　should　take　pains　to　make　his　acquaintance　at　the　earliest　possible　opportunity。　I　need　hardly　mention　Bruttius；　whom　I　never　allow　to　leave　my　side。　He　is　a　man　of　a　strict　and　moral　life；　as　well　as　being　the　most　delightful　company。　For　in　him　fun　is　not　divorced　from　literature　and　the　daily　philosophical　inquiries　which　we　make　in　common。　I　have　hired　a　residence　next　door　to　him；　and　as　far　as　I　can　with　my　poor　pittance　I　subsidize　his　narrow　means。　Farthermore；　I　have　begun　practising　declamation　in　Greek　with　Cassius；　in　Latin　I　like　having　my　practice　with　Bruttius。　My　intimate　friends　and　daily　company　are　those　whom　Cratippus　brought　with　him　from　Mitylenegood　scholars；　of　whom　he　has　the　highest　opinion。　I　also　see　a　great　deal　of　Epicrates；　the　leading　man　at　Athens；　and　Leonides；　and　other　men　of　that　sort。　So　now　you　know　how　I　am　going　on。

You　remark　in　your　letter　on　the　character　of　Gorgias。　The　fact　is；　I　found　him　very　useful　in　my　daily　practice　of　declamation；　but　I　subordinated　everything　to　obeying　my　father's　injunctions；　for　he　had　written　ordering　me　to　give　him　up　at　once。　I　wouldn't　shilly…　shally　about　the　business；　for　fear　my　making　a　fuss　should　cause　my　father　to　harbour　some　suspicion。　Moreover；　it　occurred　to　me　that　it　would　be　offensive　for　me　to　express　an　opinion　on　a　decision　of　my　father's。　However；　your　interest　a