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john ingerfield and other stories-第3部分

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sounding suspicious old dowagers; bribing confidential servants;

fishing for information among friends of the family。  By Jove; I

shall be able to join the Duke's staff as spy…in…chief to His

Majesty's entire forces after this!〃



〃What is she like?〃 asks John; without stopping his writing。



〃Like!  My dear Jack; you'll fall over head and ears in love with her

the moment you see her。  A little cold; perhaps; but that will just

suit you。〃



〃Good family?〃 asks John; signing and folding the letter he has

finished。



〃So good that I was afraid at first it would be useless thinking of

her。  But she's a sensible girl; no confounded nonsense about her;

and the family are poor as church mice。  In factwell; to tell the

truth; we have become most excellent friends; and she told me herself

frankly that she meant to marry a rich man; and didn't much care

whom。〃



〃That sounds hopeful;〃 remarks the would…be bridegroom; with his

peculiar dry smile:  〃when shall I have the pleasure of seeing her?〃



〃I want you to come with me to…night to the Garden;〃 replies the

other; 〃she will be in Lady Heatherington's box; and I will introduce

you。〃



So that evening John Ingerfield goes to Covent Garden Theatre; with

the blood running a trifle quicker in his veins; but not much; than

would be the case were he going to the docks to purchase tallow

examines; covertly; the proposed article from the opposite side of

the house; and approves heris introduced to her; and; on closer

inspection; approves her still morereceives an invitation to visit…

…visits frequently; and each time is more satisfied of the rarity;

serviceableness; and quality of the article。



If all John Ingerfield requires for a wife is a beautiful social

machine; surely here he has found his ideal。  Anne Singleton; only

daughter of that persistently unfortunate but most charming of

baronets; Sir Harry Singleton (more charming; it is rumoured; outside

his family circle than within it); is a stately graceful; high…bred

woman。  Her portrait; by Reynolds; still to be seen above the carved

wainscoting of one of the old City halls; shows a wonderfully

handsome and clever face; but at the same time a wonderfully cold and

heartless one。  It is the face of a woman half weary of; half

sneering at the world。  One reads in old family letters; whereof the

ink is now very faded and the paper very yellow; long criticisms of

this portrait。  The writers complain that if the picture is at all

like her she must have greatly changed since her girlhood; for they

remember her then as having a laughing and winsome expression。



They saythey who knew her in after…lifethat this earlier face

came back to her in the end; so that the many who remembered opening

their eyes and seeing her bending down over them could never

recognise the portrait of the beautiful sneering lady; even when they

were told whom it represented。



But at the time of John Ingerfield's strange wooing she was the Anne

Singleton of Sir Joshua's portrait; and John Ingerfield liked her the

better that she was。



He had no feeling of sentiment in the matter himself; and it

simplified the case that she had none either。  He offered her a plain

bargain; and she accepted it。  For all he knew or cared; her attitude

towards this subject of marriage was the usual one assumed by women。

Very young girls had their heads full of romantic ideas。  It was

better for her and for him that she had got rid of them。



〃Ours will be a union founded on good sense;〃 said John Ingerfield。



〃Let us hope the experiment will succeed;〃 said Anne Singleton。







CHAPTER II。







But the experiment does not succeed。  The laws of God decree that man

shall purchase woman; that woman shall give herself to man; for other

coin than that of good sense。  Good sense is not a legal tender in

the marriage mart。  Men and women who enter therein with only sense

in their purse have no right to complain if; on reaching home; they

find they have concluded an unsatisfactory bargain。



John Ingerfield; when he asked Anne Singleton to be his wife; felt no

more love for her than he felt for any of the other sumptuous

household appointments he was purchasing about the same time; and

made no pretence of doing so。  Nor; had he done so; would she have

believed him; for Anne Singleton has learned much in her twenty…two

summers and winters; and knows that love is only a meteor in life's

sky; and that the true lodestar of this world is gold。  Anne

Singleton has had her romance and buried it deep down in her deep

nature and over its grave; to keep its ghost from rising; has piled

the stones of indifference and contempt; as many a woman has done

before and since。  Once upon a time Anne Singleton sat dreaming out a

story。  It was a story old as the hillsolder than some of thembut

to her; then; it was quite new and very wonderful。  It contained all

the usual stock material common to such stories:  the lad and the

lass; the plighted troth; the richer suitors; the angry parents; the

love that was worth braving all the world for。  One day into this

dream there fell from the land of the waking a letter; a poor;

pitiful letter:  〃You know I love you and only you;〃 it ran; 〃my

heart will always be yours till I die。  But my father threatens to

stop my allowance; and; as you know; I have nothing of my own except

debts。  Some would call her handsome; but how can I think of her

beside you?  Oh; why was money ever let to come into the world to

curse us?〃 with many other puzzling questions of a like character;

and much severe condemnation of Fate and Heaven and other parties

generally; and much self…commiseration。



Anne Singleton took long to read the letter。  When she had finished

it; and had read it through again; she rose; and; crushing it her

hand; flung it in the fire with a laugh; and as the flame burnt up

and died away felt that her life had died with it; not knowing that

bruised hearts can heal。



So when John Ingerfield comes wooing; and speaks to her no word of

love but only of money; she feels that here at last is a genuine

voice that she can trust。  Love of the lesser side of life is still

left to her。  It will be pleasant to be the wealthy mistress of a

fine house; to give great receptions; to exchange the secret poverty

of home for display and luxury。  These things are offered to her on

the very terms she would have suggested herself。  Accompanied by love

she would have refused them; knowing she could give none in return。



But a woman finds it one thing not to desire affection and another

thing not to possess it。  Day by day the atmosphere of the fine house

in Bloomsbury grows cold and colder about her heart。  Guests warm it

at times for a few hours; then depart; leaving it chillier than

before。



For her husband she attempts to feel indifference; but living

creatures joined together cannot feel indifference for each other。

Even two dogs in a leash are compelled to think of one another。  A

man and wife must love or hate; like or dislike; in degree as the

bond connecting them is drawn tight or allowed to hang slack。  By

mutual desire their chains of wedlock have been fastened as loosely

as respect for security will permit; with the happy consequence that

her aversion to him does not obtrude itself beyond the limits of

politeness。



Her part of the contract she faithfully fulfils; for the Singletons

also have their code of honour。  Her beauty; her tact; her charm; her

influence; are devoted to his serviceto the advancement of his

position; the furtherance of his ambition。  Doors that would

otherwise remain closed she opens to him。  Society; that would

otherwise pass by with a sneer; sits round his table。  His wishes and

pleasures are hers。  In all things she yields him wifely duty; seeks

to render herself agreeable to him; suffers in silence his occasional

caresses。  Whatever was implied in the bargain; that she will perform

to the letter。



He; on his side; likewise performs his part with businesslike

conscientiousnessnay; seeing that the pleasing of her brings no

personal gratification to himselfnot without generosity。   He is

ever thoughtful of and deferential to her; awarding her at all times

an unvarying courteousness that is none the less sincere for being

studied。  Her every expressed want is gratified; her every known

distaste respected。  Conscious of his presence being an oppression to

her; he is even careful not to intrude it upon her oftener than is

necessary。



At times he asks himself; somewhat pertinently; what he has gained by

marriagewonders whether this social race was quite the most

interesting game he could have elected to occupy his leisurewonders

whether; after all; he would not have been happier over his counting…

house than in these sumptuous; glittering rooms; where he always

seems; and feels himself to be; the uninvited guest。



The only feeling that a closer intimacy has created in him for his

wife is that of indulgent contempt。  As there is no equality between

man and woman; so there can be no respect。  She is a different being。

He must either look up to her as superior to himself; or down upon

her as inferior。  When a man does the former he is more or less in

love; and love to John Ingerfield is an unknown emotion。  Her beauty;

her charm; her social tacteven while he makes use of them for his

own purposes; he despises as the weapons of a weak nature。



So in their big; cold mansion John Ingerfield and Anne; his wife; sit

far apart; strangers to one another; neither desiring to know the

other nearer。



About his business he never speaks to her; and she never questions

him。  To compensate for the slight shrinkage of time he is able to

devote to it; he becomes more strict and exacting; grows a harsher

master to his people; a sterner creditor; a greedier dealer;

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