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the three taverns-第8部分
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Of any other need it has of them
Than to make sextons hardy but no less
Are to themselves incalculably something;
And therefore to be cherished。 God; you see;
Being sorry for them in their fashioning;
Indemnified them with a quaint esteem
Of self; and with illusions long as life。
You know them well; and you have smiled at them;
And they; in their serenity; may have had
Their time to smile at you。 Blessed are they
That see themselves for what they never were
Or were to be; and are; for their defect;
At ease with mirrors and the dim remarks
That pass their tranquil ears。〃
〃Come; come;〃 said I;
〃There may be names in your compendium
That we are not yet all on fire for shouting。
Skin most of us of our mediocrity;
We should have nothing then that we could scratch。
The picture smarts。 Cover it; if you please;
And do so rather gently。 Now for Norcross。〃
Ferguson closed his eyes in resignation;
While a dead sigh came out of him。 〃Good God!〃
He said; and said it only half aloud;
As if he knew no longer now; nor cared;
If one were there to listen: 〃Have I said nothing
Nothing at all of Norcross? Do you mean
To patronize him till his name becomes
A toy made out of letters? If a name
Is all you need; arrange an honest column
Of all the people you have ever known
That you have never liked。 You'll have enough;
And you'll have mine; moreover。 No; not yet。
If I assume too many privileges;
I pay; and I alone; for their assumption;
By which; if I assume a darker knowledge
Of Norcross than another; let the weight
Of my injustice aggravate the load
That is not on your shoulders。 When I came
To know this fellow Norcross in his house;
I found him as I found him in the street
No more; no less; indifferent; but no better。
‘Worse' were not quite the word: he was not bad;
He was not 。 。 。 well; he was not anything。
Has your invention ever entertained
The picture of a dusty worm so dry
That even the early bird would shake his head
And fly on farther for another breakfast?〃
〃But why forget the fortune of the worm;〃
I said; 〃if in the dryness you deplore
Salvation centred and endured? Your Norcross
May have been one for many to have envied。〃
〃Salvation? Fortune? Would the worm say that?
He might; and therefore I dismiss the worm
With all dry things but one。 Figures away;
Do you begin to see this man a little?
Do you begin to see him in the air;
With all the vacant horrors of his outline
For you to fill with more than it will hold?
If so; you needn't crown yourself at once
With epic laurel if you seem to fill it。
Horrors; I say; for in the fires and forks
Of a new hell if one were not enough
I doubt if a new horror would have held him
With a malignant ingenuity
More to be feared than his before he died。
You smile; as if in doubt。 Well; smile again。
Now come into his house; along with me:
The four square sombre things that you see first
Around you are four walls that go as high
As to the ceiling。 Norcross knew them well;
And he knew others like them。 Fasten to that
With all the claws of your intelligence;
And hold the man before you in his house
As if he were a white rat in a box;
And one that knew himself to be no other。
I tell you twice that he knew all about it;
That you may not forget the worst of all
Our tragedies begin with what we know。
Could Norcross only not have known; I wonder
How many would have blessed and envied him!
Could he have had the usual eye for spots
On others; and for none upon himself;
I smile to ponder on the carriages
That might as well as not have clogged the town
In honor of his end。 For there was gold;
You see; though all he needed was a little;
And what he gave said nothing of who gave it。
He would have given it all if in return
There might have been a more sufficient face
To greet him when he shaved。 Though you insist
It is the dower; and always; of our degree
Not to be cursed with such invidious insight;
Remember that you stand; you and your fancy;
Now in his house; and since we are together;
See for yourself and tell me what you see。
Tell me the best you see。 Make a slight noise
Of recognition when you find a book
That you would not as lief read upside down
As otherwise; for example。 If there you fail;
Observe the walls and lead me to the place;
Where you are led。 If there you meet a picture
That holds you near it for a longer time
Than you are sorry; you may call it yours;
And hang it in the dark of your remembrance;
Where Norcross never sees。 How can he see
That has no eyes to see? And as for music;
He paid with empty wonder for the pangs
Of his infrequent forced endurance of it;
And having had no pleasure; paid no more
For needless immolation; or for the sight
Of those who heard what he was never to hear。
To see them listening was itself enough
To make him suffer; and to watch worn eyes;
On other days; of strangers who forgot
Their sorrows and their failures and themselves
Before a few mysterious odds and ends
Of marble carted from the Parthenon
And all for seeing what he was never to see;
Because it was alive and he was dead
Here was a wonder that was more profound
Than any that was in fiddles and brass horns。
〃He knew; and in his knowledge there was death。
He knew there was a region all around him
That lay outside man's havoc and affairs;
And yet was not all hostile to their tumult;
Where poets would have served and honored him;
And saved him; had there been anything to save。
But there was nothing; and his tethered range
Was only a small desert。 Kings of song
Are not for thrones in deserts。 Towers of sound
And flowers of sense are but a waste of heaven
Where there is none to know them from the rocks
And sand…grass of his own monotony
That makes earth less than earth。 He could see that;
And he could see no more。 The captured light
That may have been or not; for all he cared;
The song that is in sculpture was not his;
But only; to his God…forgotten eyes;
One more immortal nonsense in a world
Where all was mortal; or had best be so;
And so be done with。 ‘Art;' he would have said;
‘Is not life; and must therefore be a lie;'
And with a few profundities like that
He would have controverted and dismissed
The benefit of the Greeks。 He had heard of them;
As he had heard of his aspiring soul
Never to the perceptible advantage;
In his esteem; of either。 ‘Faith;' he said;
Or would have said if he had thought of it;
‘Lives in the same house with Philosophy;
Where the two feed on scraps and are forlorn
As orphans after war。 He could see stars;
On a clear night; but he had not an eye
To see beyond them。 He could hear spoken words;
But had no ear for silence when alone。
He could eat food of which he knew the savor;
But had no palate for the Bread of Life;
That human desperation; to his thinking;
Made famous long ago; having no other。
Now do you see? Do you begin to see?〃
I told him that I did begin to see;
And I was nearer than I should have been
To laughing at his malign inclusiveness;
When I considered that; with all our speed;
We are not laughing yet at funerals。
I see him now as I could see him then;
And I see now that it was good for me;
As it was good for him; that I was quiet;
For Time's eye was on Ferguson; and the shaft
Of its inquiring hesitancy had touched him;
Or so I chose to fancy more than once
Before he told of Norcross。 When the word
Of his release (he would have called it so)
Made half an inch of news; there were no tears
That are recorded。 Women there may have been
To wish him back; though I should say; not knowing;
The few there were to mourn were not for love;
And were not lovely。 Nothing of them; at least;
Was in the meagre legend that I gathered
Years after; when a chance of travel took me
So near the region of his nativity
That a few miles of leisure brought me there;
For there I found a friendly citizen
Who led me to his house among the trees
That were above a railroad and a river。
Square as a box and chillier than a tomb
It was indeed; to look at or to live in
All which had I been told。 〃Ferguson died;〃
The stranger said; 〃and then there was an auction。
I live here; but I've never yet been warm。
Remember him? Yes; I remember him。
I knew him as a man may know a tree
For twenty years。 He may have held himself
A little high when he was here; but now 。 。 。
Yes; I remember Ferguson。 Oh; yes。〃
Others; I found; remembered Ferguson;
But none of them had heard of Tasker Norcross。
A Song at Shannon's
Two men came out of Shannon's having known
The faces of each other for as long
As they had listened there to an old song;
Sung thinly in a wastrel monotone
By some unhappy night…bird; who had flown
Too many times and with a wing too strong
To save himself; and so done heavy wrong
To more frail elements than his alone。
Slowly away they went; leaving behind
More light than was before them。 Neither met
The other's eyes again or said a word。
Each to his loneliness or to his kind;
Went his own way; and with his own regret;
Not knowing what the other may have heard。
Souvenir
A vanished house that for an hour I knew
By some forgotten chance when I was young
Had once a glimmering window overhung
With honeysuckle wet with evening dew。
Along the path tall dusky dahlias grew;
And shadowy hydrangeas reached and swung
Ferociously; and over me; among
The moths and mysteries; a blurred bat flew。
Somewhere within there were dim presences
Of days that hovered and of years gone by。
I waited; and between their silences
There was an evanescent faded noise;
And though a child; I knew it was the voice
Of one whose occ
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