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the three taverns-第8部分

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Of any other need it has of them

Than to make sextons hardy  but no less

Are to themselves incalculably something;

And therefore to be cherished。  God; you see;

Being sorry for them in their fashioning;

Indemnified them with a quaint esteem

Of self; and with illusions long as life。

You know them well; and you have smiled at them;

And they; in their serenity; may have had

Their time to smile at you。  Blessed are they

That see themselves for what they never were

Or were to be; and are; for their defect;

At ease with mirrors and the dim remarks

That pass their tranquil ears。〃



                                 〃Come; come;〃 said I;

〃There may be names in your compendium

That we are not yet all on fire for shouting。

Skin most of us of our mediocrity;

We should have nothing then that we could scratch。

The picture smarts。  Cover it; if you please;

And do so rather gently。  Now for Norcross。〃



Ferguson closed his eyes in resignation;

While a dead sigh came out of him。  〃Good God!〃

He said; and said it only half aloud;

As if he knew no longer now; nor cared;

If one were there to listen:  〃Have I said nothing 

Nothing at all  of Norcross?  Do you mean

To patronize him till his name becomes

A toy made out of letters?  If a name

Is all you need; arrange an honest column

Of all the people you have ever known

That you have never liked。  You'll have enough;

And you'll have mine; moreover。  No; not yet。

If I assume too many privileges;

I pay; and I alone; for their assumption;

By which; if I assume a darker knowledge

Of Norcross than another; let the weight

Of my injustice aggravate the load

That is not on your shoulders。  When I came

To know this fellow Norcross in his house;

I found him as I found him in the street 

No more; no less; indifferent; but no better。

‘Worse' were not quite the word:  he was not bad;

He was not 。 。 。 well; he was not anything。

Has your invention ever entertained

The picture of a dusty worm so dry

That even the early bird would shake his head

And fly on farther for another breakfast?〃



〃But why forget the fortune of the worm;〃

I said; 〃if in the dryness you deplore

Salvation centred and endured?  Your Norcross

May have been one for many to have envied。〃



〃Salvation?  Fortune?  Would the worm say that?

He might; and therefore I dismiss the worm

With all dry things but one。  Figures away;

Do you begin to see this man a little?

Do you begin to see him in the air;

With all the vacant horrors of his outline

For you to fill with more than it will hold?

If so; you needn't crown yourself at once

With epic laurel if you seem to fill it。

Horrors; I say; for in the fires and forks

Of a new hell  if one were not enough 

I doubt if a new horror would have held him

With a malignant ingenuity

More to be feared than his before he died。

You smile; as if in doubt。  Well; smile again。

Now come into his house; along with me:

The four square sombre things that you see first

Around you are four walls that go as high

As to the ceiling。  Norcross knew them well;

And he knew others like them。  Fasten to that

With all the claws of your intelligence;

And hold the man before you in his house

As if he were a white rat in a box;

And one that knew himself to be no other。

I tell you twice that he knew all about it;

That you may not forget the worst of all

Our tragedies begin with what we know。

Could Norcross only not have known; I wonder

How many would have blessed and envied him!

Could he have had the usual eye for spots

On others; and for none upon himself;

I smile to ponder on the carriages

That might as well as not have clogged the town

In honor of his end。  For there was gold;

You see; though all he needed was a little;

And what he gave said nothing of who gave it。

He would have given it all if in return

There might have been a more sufficient face

To greet him when he shaved。  Though you insist

It is the dower; and always; of our degree

Not to be cursed with such invidious insight;

Remember that you stand; you and your fancy;

Now in his house; and since we are together;

See for yourself and tell me what you see。

Tell me the best you see。  Make a slight noise

Of recognition when you find a book

That you would not as lief read upside down

As otherwise; for example。  If there you fail;

Observe the walls and lead me to the place;

Where you are led。  If there you meet a picture

That holds you near it for a longer time

Than you are sorry; you may call it yours;

And hang it in the dark of your remembrance;

Where Norcross never sees。  How can he see

That has no eyes to see?  And as for music;

He paid with empty wonder for the pangs

Of his infrequent forced endurance of it;

And having had no pleasure; paid no more

For needless immolation; or for the sight

Of those who heard what he was never to hear。

To see them listening was itself enough

To make him suffer; and to watch worn eyes;

On other days; of strangers who forgot

Their sorrows and their failures and themselves

Before a few mysterious odds and ends

Of marble carted from the Parthenon 

And all for seeing what he was never to see;

Because it was alive and he was dead 

Here was a wonder that was more profound

Than any that was in fiddles and brass horns。



〃He knew; and in his knowledge there was death。

He knew there was a region all around him

That lay outside man's havoc and affairs;

And yet was not all hostile to their tumult;

Where poets would have served and honored him;

And saved him; had there been anything to save。

But there was nothing; and his tethered range

Was only a small desert。  Kings of song

Are not for thrones in deserts。  Towers of sound

And flowers of sense are but a waste of heaven

Where there is none to know them from the rocks

And sand…grass of his own monotony

That makes earth less than earth。  He could see that;

And he could see no more。  The captured light

That may have been or not; for all he cared;

The song that is in sculpture was not his;

But only; to his God…forgotten eyes;

One more immortal nonsense in a world

Where all was mortal; or had best be so;

And so be done with。  ‘Art;' he would have said;

‘Is not life; and must therefore be a lie;'

And with a few profundities like that

He would have controverted and dismissed

The benefit of the Greeks。  He had heard of them;

As he had heard of his aspiring soul 

Never to the perceptible advantage;

In his esteem; of either。  ‘Faith;' he said;

Or would have said if he had thought of it;

‘Lives in the same house with Philosophy;

Where the two feed on scraps and are forlorn

As orphans after war。  He could see stars;

On a clear night; but he had not an eye

To see beyond them。  He could hear spoken words;

But had no ear for silence when alone。

He could eat food of which he knew the savor;

But had no palate for the Bread of Life;

That human desperation; to his thinking;

Made famous long ago; having no other。

Now do you see?  Do you begin to see?〃



I told him that I did begin to see;

And I was nearer than I should have been

To laughing at his malign inclusiveness;

When I considered that; with all our speed;

We are not laughing yet at funerals。

I see him now as I could see him then;

And I see now that it was good for me;

As it was good for him; that I was quiet;

For Time's eye was on Ferguson; and the shaft

Of its inquiring hesitancy had touched him;

Or so I chose to fancy more than once

Before he told of Norcross。  When the word

Of his release (he would have called it so)

Made half an inch of news; there were no tears

That are recorded。  Women there may have been

To wish him back; though I should say; not knowing;

The few there were to mourn were not for love;

And were not lovely。  Nothing of them; at least;

Was in the meagre legend that I gathered

Years after; when a chance of travel took me

So near the region of his nativity

That a few miles of leisure brought me there;

For there I found a friendly citizen

Who led me to his house among the trees

That were above a railroad and a river。

Square as a box and chillier than a tomb

It was indeed; to look at or to live in 

All which had I been told。  〃Ferguson died;〃

The stranger said; 〃and then there was an auction。

I live here; but I've never yet been warm。

Remember him?  Yes; I remember him。

I knew him  as a man may know a tree 

For twenty years。  He may have held himself

A little high when he was here; but now 。 。 。

Yes; I remember Ferguson。  Oh; yes。〃

Others; I found; remembered Ferguson;

But none of them had heard of Tasker Norcross。









A Song at Shannon's







Two men came out of Shannon's having known

The faces of each other for as long

As they had listened there to an old song;

Sung thinly in a wastrel monotone

By some unhappy night…bird; who had flown

Too many times and with a wing too strong

To save himself; and so done heavy wrong

To more frail elements than his alone。



Slowly away they went; leaving behind

More light than was before them。  Neither met

The other's eyes again or said a word。

Each to his loneliness or to his kind;

Went his own way; and with his own regret;

Not knowing what the other may have heard。









Souvenir







A vanished house that for an hour I knew

By some forgotten chance when I was young

Had once a glimmering window overhung

With honeysuckle wet with evening dew。

Along the path tall dusky dahlias grew;

And shadowy hydrangeas reached and swung

Ferociously; and over me; among

The moths and mysteries; a blurred bat flew。



Somewhere within there were dim presences

Of days that hovered and of years gone by。

I waited; and between their silences

There was an evanescent faded noise;

And though a child; I knew it was the voice

Of one whose occ
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