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the secrets of the princesse de cadignan-第3部分
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Conti; I thought of it all night long;〃 said the princess; after a
pause。 〃I suppose there was happiness in sacrificing her position; her
future; and renouncing society forever。〃
〃She was a little fool;〃 said Madame d'Espard; gravely。 〃Mademoiselle
des Touches was delighted to get rid of Conti。 Beatrix never perceived
how that surrender; made by a superior woman who never for a moment
defended her claims; proved Conti's nothingness。〃
〃Then you think she will be unhappy?〃
〃She is so now;〃 replied Madame d'Espard。 〃Why did she leave her
husband? What an acknowledgment of weakness!〃
〃Then you think that Madame de Rochefide was not influenced by the
desire to enjoy a true love in peace?〃 asked the princess。
〃No; she was simply imitating Madame de Beausant and Madame de
Langeais; who; be it said; between you and me; would have been; in a
less vulgar period than ours; the La Villiere; the Diane de Poitiers;
the Gabrielle d'Estrees of history。〃
〃Less the king; my dear。 Ah! I wish I could evoke the shades of those
women; and ask them〃
〃But;〃 said the marquise; interrupting the princess; 〃why ask the
dead? We know living women who have been happy。 I have talked on this
very subject a score of times with Madame de Montcornet since she
married that little Emile Blondet; who makes her the happiest woman in
the world; not an infidelity; not a thought that turns aside from her;
they are as happy as they were the first day。 These long attachments;
like that of Rastignac and Madame de Nucingen; and your cousin; Madame
de Camps; for her Octave; have a secret; and that secret you and I
don't know; my dear。 The world has paid us the extreme compliment of
thinking we are two rakes worthy of the court of the regent; whereas
we are; in truth; as innocent as a couple of school…girls。〃
〃I should like that sort of innocence;〃 cried the princess; laughing;
〃but ours is worse; and it is very humiliating。 Well; it is a
mortification we offer up in expiation of our fruitless search; yes;
my dear; fruitless; for it isn't probable we shall find in our autumn
season the fine flower we missed in the spring and summer。〃
〃That's not the question;〃 resumed the marquise; after a meditative
pause。 〃We are both still beautiful enough to inspire love; but we
could never convince any one of our innocence and virtue。〃
〃If it were a lie; how easy to dress it up with commentaries; and
serve it as some delicious fruit to be eagerly swallowed! But how is
it possible to get a truth believed? Ah! the greatest of men have been
mistaken there!〃 added the princess; with one of those meaning smiles
which the pencil of Leonardo da Vinci alone has rendered。
〃Fools love well; sometimes;〃 returned the marquise。
〃But in this case;〃 said the princess; 〃fools wouldn't have enough
credulity in their nature。〃
〃You are right;〃 said the marquise。 〃But what we ought to look for is
neither a fool nor even a man of talent。 To solve our problem we need
a man of genius。 Genius alone has the faith of childhood; the religion
of love; and willingly allows us to band its eyes。 Look at Canalis and
the Duchesse de Chaulieu! Though we have both encountered men of
genius; they were either too far removed from us or too busy; and we
too absorbed; too frivolous。〃
〃Ah! how I wish I might not leave this world without knowing the
happiness of true love;〃 exclaimed the princess。
〃It is nothing to inspire it;〃 said Madame d'Espard; 〃the thing is to
feel it。 I see many women who are only the pretext for a passion
without being both its cause and its effect。〃
〃The last love I inspired was a beautiful and sacred thing;〃 said the
princess。 〃It had a future in it。 Chance had brought me; for once in a
way; the man of genius who is due to us; and yet so difficult to
obtain; there are more pretty women than men of genius。 But the devil
interfered with the affair。〃
〃Tell me about it; my dear; this is all news to me。〃
〃I first noticed this beautiful passion about the middle of the winter
of 1829。 Every Friday; at the opera; I observed a young man; about
thirty years of age; in the orchestra stalls; who evidently came there
for me。 He was always in the same stall; gazing at me with eyes of
fire; but; seemingly; saddened by the distance between us; perhaps by
the hopelessness of reaching me。〃
〃Poor fellow! When a man loves he becomes eminently stupid;〃 said the
marquise。
〃Between every act he would slip into the corridor;〃 continued the
princess; smiling at her friend's epigrammatic remark。 〃Once or twice;
either to see me or to make me see him; he looked through the glass
sash of the box exactly opposite to mine。 If I received a visit; I was
certain to see him in the corridor close to my door; casting a furtive
glance upon me。 He had apparently learned to know the persons
belonging to my circle; and he followed them when he saw them turning
in the direction of my box; in order to obtain the benefit of the
opening door。 I also found my mysterious adorer at the Italian opera…
house; there he had a stall directly opposite to my box; where he
could gaze at me in naive ecstasyoh! it was pretty! On leaving
either house I always found him planted in the lobby; motionless; he
was elbowed and jostled; but he never moved。 His eyes grew less
brilliant if he saw me on the arm of some favorite。 But not a word;
not a letter; no demonstration。 You must acknowledge that was in good
taste。 Sometimes; on getting home late at night; I found him sitting
upon one of the stone posts of the porte…cochere。 This lover of mine
had very handsome eyes; a long; thick; fan…shaped beard; with a
moustache and side…whiskers; nothing could be seen of his skin but his
white cheek…bones; and a noble forehead; it was truly an antique head。
The prince; as you know; defended the Tuileries on the riverside;
during the July days。 He returned to Saint…Cloud that night; when all
was lost; and said to me: 'I came near being killed at four o'clock。 I
was aimed at by one of the insurgents; when a young man; with a long
beard; whom I have often seen at the opera; and who was leading the
attack; threw up the man's gun; and saved me。' So my adorer was
evidently a republican! In 1831; after I came to lodge in this house;
I found him; one day; leaning with his back against the wall of it; he
seemed pleased with my disasters; possibly he may have thought they
drew us nearer together。 But after the affair of Saint…Merri I saw him
no more; he was killed there。 The evening before the funeral of
General Lamarque; I had gone out on foot with my son; and my
republican accompanied us; sometimes behind; sometimes in front; from
the Madeleine to the Passage des Panoramas; where I was going。〃
〃Is that all?〃 asked the marquise。
〃Yes; all;〃 replied the princess。 〃Except that on the morning Saint…
Merri was taken; a gamin came here and insisted on seeing me。 He gave
me a letter; written on common paper; signed by my republican。〃
〃Show it to me;〃 said the marquise。
〃No; my dear。 Love was too great and too sacred in the heart of that
man to let me violate its secrets。 The letter; short and terrible;
still stirs my soul when I think of it。 That dead man gives me more
emotions than all the living men I ever coquetted with; he constantly
recurs to my mind。〃
〃What was his name?〃 asked the marquise。
〃Oh! a very common one: Michel Chrestien。〃
〃You have done well to tell me;〃 said Madame d'Espard; eagerly。 〃I
have often heard of him。 This Michel Chrestien was the intimate friend
of a remarkable man you have already expressed a wish to see;Daniel
d'Arthez; who comes to my house some two or three times a year。
Chrestien; who was really killed at Saint…Merri; had no lack of
friends。 I have heard it said that he was one of those born statesmen
to whom; like de Marsay; nothing is wanting but opportunity to become
all they might be。〃
〃Then he had better be dead;〃 said the princess; with a melancholy
air; under which she concealed her thoughts。
〃Will you come to my house some evening and meet d'Arthez?〃 said the
marquise。 〃You can talk of your ghost。〃
〃Yes; I will;〃 replied the princess。
CHAPTER II
DANIEL D'ARTHEZ
A few days after this conversation Blondet and Rastignac; who knew
d'Arthez; promised Madame d'Espard that they would bring him to dine
with her。 This promise might have proved rash had it not been for the
name of the princess; a meeting with whom was not a matter of
indifference to the great writer。
Daniel d'Arthez; one of the rare men who; in our day; unite a noble
character with great talent; had already obtained; not all the
popularity his works deserve; but a respectful esteem to which souls
of his own calibre could add nothing。 His reputation will certainly
increase; but in the eyes of connoisseurs it had already attained its
full development。 He is one of those authors who; sooner or later; are
put in their right place; and never lose it。 A poor nobleman; he had
understood his epoch well enough to seek personal distinction only。 He
had struggled long in the Parisian arena; against the wishes of a rich
uncle who; by a contradiction which vanity must explain; after leaving
his nephew a prey to the utmost penury; bequeathed to the man who had
reached celebrity the fortune so pitilessly refused to the unknown
writer。 This sudden change in his position made no change in Daniel
d'Arthez's habits; he continued to work with a simplicity worthy of
the antique past; and even assumed new toils by accepting a seat in
the Chamber of Deputies; where he took his seat on the Right。
Since his accession to fame he had sometimes gone into society。 One of
his old friends; the now…famous physician; Horace Bianchon; persuaded
him to make the acquaintance of the Baron de Rastignac; under…
secretary of State; and a
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