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twice-told tales- the artist of the beautiful-第2部分
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mechanism tonight。 Annie… dearest Annie… thou shouldst give firmness
to my heart and hand; and not shake them thus; for if I strive to
put the very spirit of Beauty into form; and give it motion; it is for
thy sake alone。 Oh; throbbing heart; be quiet! If my labor be thus
thwarted; there will come vague and unsatisfied dreams; which will
leave me spiritless tomorrow。〃
As he was endeavoring to settle himself again to his task; the
shop…door opened; and gave admittance to no other than the stalwart
figure which Peter Hovenden had paused to admire; as seen amid the
light and shadow of the blacksmith's shop。 Robert Danforth had brought
a little anvil of his own manufacture; and peculiarly constructed;
which the young artist had recently bespoken。 Owen examined the
article; and pronounced it fashioned according to his wish。
〃Why; yes;〃 said Robert Danforth; his strong voice filling the shop
as with the sound of a bass…viol; 〃I consider myself equal to anything
in the way of my own trade; though I should have made but a poor
figure at yours; with such a fist as this〃… added he; laughing; as
he laid his vast hand beside the delicate one of Owen。 〃But what then?
I put more main strength into one blow of my sledge…hammer; than all
that you have expended since you were a 'prentice。 Is not that the
truth?〃
〃Very probably;〃 answered the low and slender voice of Owen。
〃Strength is an earthly monster。 I make no pretensions to it。 My
force; whatever there may be of it; is altogether spiritual。〃
〃Well; but; Owen; what are you about?〃 asked his old school…fellow;
still in such a hearty volume of tone that it made the artist
shrink; especially as the question related to a subject so sacred as
the absorbing dream of his imagination。 〃Folks do say; that you are
trying to discover the Perpetual Motion。〃
〃The Perpetual Motion? nonsense!〃 replied Owen Warland; with a
movement of disgust; for he was full of little petulances。 〃It never
can be discovered! It is a dream that may delude men whose brains
are mystified with matter; but not me。 Besides; if such a discovery
were possible; it would not be worth my while to make it; only to have
the secret turned to such purposes as are now effected by steam and
water…power。 I am not ambitious to be honored with the paternity of
a new kind of cotton…machine。〃
〃That would be droll enough!〃 cried the blacksmith; breaking out
into such an uproar of laughter; that Owen himself; and the
bell…glasses on his work…board; quivered in unison。 〃No; no; Owen!
No child of yours will have iron joints and sinews。 Well; I won't
hinder you any more。 Good night; Owen; and success; and if you need
any assistance; so far as a downright blow of hammer upon anvil will
answer the purpose; I'm your man!〃
And with another laugh; the man of main strength left the shop。
〃How strange it is;〃 whispered Owen Warland to himself; leaning his
head upon his hand; 〃that all my musings; my purposes; my passion
for the Beautiful; my consciousness of power to create it… a finer;
more ethereal power; of which this earthly giant can have no
conception… all; all; look so vain and idle; whenever my path is
crossed by Robert Danforth! He would drive me mad; were I to meet
him often。 His hard; brute force darkens and confuses the spiritual
element within me。 But I; too; will be strong in my own way。 I will
not yield to him!〃
He took from beneath a glass; a piece of minute machinery; which he
set in the condensed light of his lamp; and; looking intently at it
through a magnifying glass; proceeded to operate with a delicate
instrument of steel。 In an instant; however; he fell back in his
chair; and clasped his hands; with a look of horror on his face;
that made its small features as impressive as those of a giant would
have been。
〃Heaven! What have I done!〃 exclaimed he。 〃The vapor! the influence
of that brute force! it has bewildered me; and obscured my perception。
I have made the very stroke… the fatal stroke… that I have dreaded
from the first! It is all over… the toil of months… the object of my
life! I am ruined!〃
And there he sat; in strange despair; until his lamp flickered in
the socket; and left the Artist of the Beautiful in darkness。
Thus it is; that ideas which grow up within the imagination; and
appear so lovely to it; and of a value beyond whatever men call
valuable; are exposed to be shattered and annihilated by contact
with the Practical。 It is requisite for the ideal artist to possess
a force of character that seems hardly compatible with its delicacy;
he must keep his faith in himself; while the incredulous world assails
him with its utter disbelief; he must stand up against mankind and
be his own sole disciple; both as respects his genius; and the objects
to which it is directed。
For a time; Owen Warland succumbed to this severe; but inevitable
test。 He spent a few sluggish weeks; with his head so continually
resting in his hands; that the townspeople had scarcely an opportunity
to see his countenance。 When; at last; it was again uplifted to the
light of day; a cold; dull; nameless change was perceptible upon it。
In the opinion of Peter Hovenden; however; and that order of sagacious
understandings who think that life should be regulated; like
clock…work; with leaden weights; the alteration was entirely for the
better。 Owen now; indeed; applied himself to business with dogged
industry。 It was marvellous to witness the obtuse gravity with which
he would inspect the wheels of a great; old silver watch; thereby
delighting the owner; in whose fob it had been worn till he deemed
it a portion of his own life; and was accordingly jealous of its
treatment。 In consequence of the good report thus acquired; Owen
Warland was invited by the proper authorities to regulate the clock in
the church…steeple。 He succeeded so admirably in this matter of public
interest; that the merchants gruffly acknowledged his merits on
'Change; the nurse whispered his praises; as she gave the potion in
the sick…chamber; the lover blessed him at the hour of appointed
interview; and the town in general thanked Owen for the punctuality of
dinner…time。 In a word; the heavy weight upon his spirits kept
everything in order; not merely within his own system; but wheresoever
the iron accents of the church…clock were audible。 It was a
circumstance; though minute; yet characteristic of his present
state; that; when employed to engrave names or initials on silver
spoons; he now wrote the requisite letters in the plainest possible
style; omitting a variety of fanciful flourishes; that had
heretofore distinguished his work in this kind。
One day; during the era of this happy transformation; old Peter
Hovenden came to visit his former apprentice。
〃Well; Owen;〃 said he; I am glad to hear such good accounts of
you from all quarters; and especially from the town…clock yonder;
which speaks in your commendation every hour of the twenty…four。
Only get rid altogether of your nonsensical trash about the Beautiful…
which I; nor nobody else; nor yourself to boot; could ever understand…
only free yourself of that; and your success in life is as sure as
daylight。 Why; if you go on in this way; I should even venture to
let you doctor this precious old watch of mine; though; except my
daughter Annie; I have nothing else so valuable in the world。〃
〃I should hardly dare touch it; sir;〃 replied Owen in a depressed
tone; for he was weighed down by his old master's presence。
〃In time; said the latter; 〃in time; you will be capable of it。〃
The old watchmaker; with the freedom naturally consequent on his
former authority; went on inspecting the work which Owen had in hand
at the moment; together with other matters that were in progress。
The artist; meanwhile; could scarcely lift his head。 There was nothing
so antipodal to his nature as this man's cold; unimaginative sagacity;
by contact with which everything was converted into a dream; except
the densest matter of the physical world。 Owen groaned in spirit;
and prayed fervently to be delivered from him。
〃But what is this?〃 cried Peter Hovenden abruptly; taking up a
dusty bell…glass; beneath which appeared a mechanical something; as
delicate and minute as the system of a butterfly's anatomy。 〃What have
we here! Owen; Owen! there is witchcraft in these little chains; and
wheels; and paddles! See! with one pinch of my finger and thumb; I
am going to deliver you from all future peril。〃
〃For Heaven's sake;〃 screamed Owen Warland; springing up with
wonderful energy; 〃as you would not drive me mad… do not touch it! The
slightest pressure of your finger would ruin me for ever。
〃Aha; young man! And is it so?〃 said the old watchmaker; looking at
him with just enough of penetration to torture Owen's soul with the
bitterness of worldly criticism。 〃Well; take your own course。 But I
warn you again; that in this small piece of mechanism lives your
evil spirit。 Shall I exorcise him?〃
〃You are my Evil Spirit;〃 answered Owen; much excited… 〃you; and
the hard; coarse world! The leaden thoughts and the despondency that
you fling upon me are my clogs。 Else; I should long ago have
achieved the task that I was created for。〃
Peter Hovenden shook his head; with the mixture of contempt and
indignation which mankind; of whom he was partly a representative;
deem themselves entitled to feel towards all simpletons who seek other
prizes than the dusty one along the highway。 He then took his leave
with an uplifted finger; and a sneer upon his face; that haunted the
artist's dreams for many a night afterwards。 At the time of his old
master's visit; Owen was probably on the point of taking up the
relinquished task; but; by this sinister event; he was thrown back
into the state whence he had been slowly emerging。
But the innate tendency of his soul had only been accumulating
fresh vigor; during its apparent sluggishness。 As the summer advanced;
he almost totally relinquished his business; and permitted Father
Time; so far as
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