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the artist of the beautiful-第2部分

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give firmness to my heart and hand; and not shake them thus; for

if I strive to put the very spirit of beauty into form and give

it motion; it is for thy sake alone。 O throbbing heart; be quiet!

If my labor be thus thwarted; there will come vague and

unsatisfied dreams which will leave me spiritless to…morrow。〃



As he was endeavoring to settle himself again to his task; the

shop door opened and gave admittance to no other than the

stalwart figure which Peter Hovenden had paused to admire; as

seen amid the light and shadow of the blacksmith's shop。 Robert

Danforth had brought a little anvil of his own manufacture; and

peculiarly constructed; which the young artist had recently

bespoken。 Owen examined the article and pronounced it fashioned

according to his wish。



〃Why; yes;〃 said Robert Danforth; his strong voice filling the

shop as with the sound of a bass viol; 〃I consider myself equal

to anything in the way of my own trade; though I should have made

but a poor figure at yours with such a fist as this;〃 added he;

laughing; as he laid his vast hand beside the delicate one of

Owen。 〃But what then? I put more main strength into one blow of

my sledge hammer than all that you have expended since you were a

'prentice。 Is not that the truth?〃



〃Very probably;〃 answered the low and slender voice of Owen。

〃Strength is an earthly monster。 I make no pretensions to it。 My

force; whatever there may be of it; is altogether spiritual。〃



〃Well; but; Owen; what are you about?〃 asked his old

school…fellow; still in such a hearty volume of tone that it made

the artist shrink; especially as the question related to a

subject so sacred as the absorbing dream of his imagination。

〃Folks do say that you are trying to discover the perpetual

motion。〃



〃The perpetual motion? Nonsense!〃 replied Owen Warland; with a

movement of disgust; for he was full of little petulances。 〃It

can never be discovered。 It is a dream that may delude men whose

brains are mystified with matter; but not me。 Besides; if such a

discovery were possible; it would not be worth my while to make

it only to have the secret turned to such purposes as are now

effected by steam and water power。 I am not ambitious to be

honored with the paternity of a new kind of cotton machine。〃



〃That would be droll enough!〃 cried the blacksmith; breaking out

into such an uproar of laughter that Owen himself and the bell

glasses on his work…board quivered in unison。 〃No; no; Owen! No

child of yours will have iron joints and sinews。 Well; I won't

hinder you any more。 Good night; Owen; and success; and if you

need any assistance; so far as a downright blow of hammer upon

anvil will answer the purpose; I'm your man。〃



And with another laugh the man of main strength left the shop。



〃How strange it is;〃 whispered Owen Warland to himself; leaning

his head upon his hand; 〃that all my musings; my purposes; my

passion for the beautiful; my consciousness of power to create

it;a finer; more ethereal power; of which this earthly giant

can have no conception;all; all; look so vain and idle whenever

my path is crossed by Robert Danforth! He would drive me mad were

I to meet him often。 His hard; brute force darkens and confuses

the spiritual element within me; but I; too; will be strong in my

own way。 I will not yield to him。〃



He took from beneath a glass a piece of minute machinery; which

he set in the condensed light of his lamp; and; looking intently

at it through a magnifying glass; proceeded to operate with a

delicate instrument of steel。 In an instant; however; he fell

back in his chair and clasped his hands; with a look of horror on

his face that made its small features as impressive as those of a

giant would have been。



〃Heaven! What have I done?〃 exclaimed he。 〃The vapor; the

influence of that brute force;it has bewildered me and obscured

my perception。 I have made the very strokethe fatal

strokethat I have dreaded from the first。 It is all overthe

toil of months; the object of my life。 I am ruined!〃



And there he sat; in strange despair; until his lamp flickered in

the socket and left the Artist of the Beautiful in darkness。



Thus it is that ideas; which grow up within the imagination and

appear so lovely to it and of a value beyond whatever men call

valuable; are exposed to be shattered and annihilated by contact

with the practical。 It is requisite for the ideal artist to

possess a force of character that seems hardly compatible with

its delicacy; he must keep his faith in himself while the

incredulous world assails him with its utter disbelief; he must

stand up against mankind and be his own sole disciple; both as

respects his genius and the objects to which it is directed。



For a time Owen Warland succumbed to this severe but inevitable

test。 He spent a few sluggish weeks with his head so continually

resting in his hands that the towns…people had scarcely an

opportunity to see his countenance。 When at last it was again

uplifted to the light of day; a cold; dull; nameless change was

perceptible upon it。 In the opinion of Peter Hovenden; however;

and that order of sagacious understandings who think that life

should be regulated; like clockwork; with leaden weights; the

alteration was entirely for the better。 Owen now; indeed; applied

himself to business with dogged industry。 It was marvellous to

witness the obtuse gravity with which he would inspect the wheels

of a great old silver watch thereby delighting the owner; in

whose fob it had been worn till he deemed it a portion of his own

life; and was accordingly jealous of its treatment。 In

consequence of the good report thus acquired; Owen Warland was

invited by the proper authorities to regulate the clock in the

church steeple。 He succeeded so admirably in this matter of

public interest that the merchants gruffly acknowledged his

merits on 'Change; the nurse whispered his praises as she gave

the potion in the sick…chamber; the lover blessed him at the hour

of appointed interview; and the town in general thanked Owen for

the punctuality of dinner time。 In a word; the heavy weight upon

his spirits kept everything in order; not merely within his own

system; but wheresoever the iron accents of the church clock were

audible。 It was a circumstance; though minute; yet characteristic

of his present state; that; when employed to engrave names or

initials on silver spoons; he now wrote the requisite letters in

the plainest possible style; omitting a variety of fanciful

flourishes that had heretofore distinguished his work in this

kind。



One day; during the era of this happy transformation; old Peter

Hovenden came to visit his former apprentice。



〃Well; Owen;〃 said he; 〃I am glad to hear such good accounts of

you from all quarters; and especially from the town clock yonder;

which speaks in your commendation every hour of the twenty…four。

Only get rid altogether of your nonsensical trash about the

beautiful; which I nor nobody else; nor yourself to boot; could

ever understand;only free yourself of that; and your success in

life is as sure as daylight。 Why; if you go on in this way; I

should even venture to let you doctor this precious old watch of

mine; though; except my daughter Annie; I have nothing else so

valuable in the world。〃



〃I should hardly dare touch it; sir;〃 replied Owen; in a

depressed tone; for he was weighed down by his old master's

presence。



〃In time;〃 said the latter;〃In time; you will be capable of

it。〃



The old watchmaker; with the freedom naturally consequent on his

former authority; went on inspecting the work which Owen had in

hand at the moment; together with other matters that were in

progress。 The artist; meanwhile; could scarcely lift his head。

There was nothing so antipodal to his nature as this man's cold;

unimaginative sagacity; by contact with which everything was

converted into a dream except the densest matter of the physical

world。 Owen groaned in spirit and prayed fervently to be

delivered from him。



〃But what is this?〃 cried Peter Hovenden abruptly; taking up a

dusty bell glass; beneath which appeared a mechanical something;

as delicate and minute as the system of a butterfly's anatomy。

〃What have we here? Owen! Owen! there is witchcraft in these

little chains; and wheels; and paddles。 See! with one pinch of my

finger and thumb I am going to deliver you from all future

peril。〃



〃For Heaven's sake;〃 screamed Owen Warland; springing up with

wonderful energy; 〃as you would not drive me mad; do not touch

it! The slightest pressure of your finger would ruin me forever。〃



〃Aha; young man! And is it so?〃 said the old watchmaker; looking

at him with just enough penetration to torture Owen's soul with

the bitterness of worldly criticism。 〃Well; take your own course;

but I warn you again that in this small piece of mechanism lives

your evil spirit。 Shall I exorcise him?〃



〃You are my evil spirit;〃 answered Owen; much excited;〃you and

the hard; coarse world! The leaden thoughts and the despondency

that you fling upon me are my clogs; else I should long ago have

achieved the task that I was created for。〃



Peter Hovenden shook his head; with the mixture of contempt and

indignation which mankind; of whom he was partly a

representative; deem themselves entitled to feel towards all

simpletons who seek other prizes than the dusty one along the

highway。 He then took his leave; with an uplifted finger and a

sneer upon his face that haunted the artist's dreams for many a

night afterwards。 At the time of his old master's visit; Owen was

probably on the point of taking up the relinquished task; but; by

this sinister event; he was thrown back into the state whence he

had been slowly emerging。



But the innate tendency of his soul had only been accumulating

fresh vigor during its apparent sluggishness。 As the summer
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