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the artist of the beautiful-第2部分
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give firmness to my heart and hand; and not shake them thus; for
if I strive to put the very spirit of beauty into form and give
it motion; it is for thy sake alone。 O throbbing heart; be quiet!
If my labor be thus thwarted; there will come vague and
unsatisfied dreams which will leave me spiritless to…morrow。〃
As he was endeavoring to settle himself again to his task; the
shop door opened and gave admittance to no other than the
stalwart figure which Peter Hovenden had paused to admire; as
seen amid the light and shadow of the blacksmith's shop。 Robert
Danforth had brought a little anvil of his own manufacture; and
peculiarly constructed; which the young artist had recently
bespoken。 Owen examined the article and pronounced it fashioned
according to his wish。
〃Why; yes;〃 said Robert Danforth; his strong voice filling the
shop as with the sound of a bass viol; 〃I consider myself equal
to anything in the way of my own trade; though I should have made
but a poor figure at yours with such a fist as this;〃 added he;
laughing; as he laid his vast hand beside the delicate one of
Owen。 〃But what then? I put more main strength into one blow of
my sledge hammer than all that you have expended since you were a
'prentice。 Is not that the truth?〃
〃Very probably;〃 answered the low and slender voice of Owen。
〃Strength is an earthly monster。 I make no pretensions to it。 My
force; whatever there may be of it; is altogether spiritual。〃
〃Well; but; Owen; what are you about?〃 asked his old
school…fellow; still in such a hearty volume of tone that it made
the artist shrink; especially as the question related to a
subject so sacred as the absorbing dream of his imagination。
〃Folks do say that you are trying to discover the perpetual
motion。〃
〃The perpetual motion? Nonsense!〃 replied Owen Warland; with a
movement of disgust; for he was full of little petulances。 〃It
can never be discovered。 It is a dream that may delude men whose
brains are mystified with matter; but not me。 Besides; if such a
discovery were possible; it would not be worth my while to make
it only to have the secret turned to such purposes as are now
effected by steam and water power。 I am not ambitious to be
honored with the paternity of a new kind of cotton machine。〃
〃That would be droll enough!〃 cried the blacksmith; breaking out
into such an uproar of laughter that Owen himself and the bell
glasses on his work…board quivered in unison。 〃No; no; Owen! No
child of yours will have iron joints and sinews。 Well; I won't
hinder you any more。 Good night; Owen; and success; and if you
need any assistance; so far as a downright blow of hammer upon
anvil will answer the purpose; I'm your man。〃
And with another laugh the man of main strength left the shop。
〃How strange it is;〃 whispered Owen Warland to himself; leaning
his head upon his hand; 〃that all my musings; my purposes; my
passion for the beautiful; my consciousness of power to create
it;a finer; more ethereal power; of which this earthly giant
can have no conception;all; all; look so vain and idle whenever
my path is crossed by Robert Danforth! He would drive me mad were
I to meet him often。 His hard; brute force darkens and confuses
the spiritual element within me; but I; too; will be strong in my
own way。 I will not yield to him。〃
He took from beneath a glass a piece of minute machinery; which
he set in the condensed light of his lamp; and; looking intently
at it through a magnifying glass; proceeded to operate with a
delicate instrument of steel。 In an instant; however; he fell
back in his chair and clasped his hands; with a look of horror on
his face that made its small features as impressive as those of a
giant would have been。
〃Heaven! What have I done?〃 exclaimed he。 〃The vapor; the
influence of that brute force;it has bewildered me and obscured
my perception。 I have made the very strokethe fatal
strokethat I have dreaded from the first。 It is all overthe
toil of months; the object of my life。 I am ruined!〃
And there he sat; in strange despair; until his lamp flickered in
the socket and left the Artist of the Beautiful in darkness。
Thus it is that ideas; which grow up within the imagination and
appear so lovely to it and of a value beyond whatever men call
valuable; are exposed to be shattered and annihilated by contact
with the practical。 It is requisite for the ideal artist to
possess a force of character that seems hardly compatible with
its delicacy; he must keep his faith in himself while the
incredulous world assails him with its utter disbelief; he must
stand up against mankind and be his own sole disciple; both as
respects his genius and the objects to which it is directed。
For a time Owen Warland succumbed to this severe but inevitable
test。 He spent a few sluggish weeks with his head so continually
resting in his hands that the towns…people had scarcely an
opportunity to see his countenance。 When at last it was again
uplifted to the light of day; a cold; dull; nameless change was
perceptible upon it。 In the opinion of Peter Hovenden; however;
and that order of sagacious understandings who think that life
should be regulated; like clockwork; with leaden weights; the
alteration was entirely for the better。 Owen now; indeed; applied
himself to business with dogged industry。 It was marvellous to
witness the obtuse gravity with which he would inspect the wheels
of a great old silver watch thereby delighting the owner; in
whose fob it had been worn till he deemed it a portion of his own
life; and was accordingly jealous of its treatment。 In
consequence of the good report thus acquired; Owen Warland was
invited by the proper authorities to regulate the clock in the
church steeple。 He succeeded so admirably in this matter of
public interest that the merchants gruffly acknowledged his
merits on 'Change; the nurse whispered his praises as she gave
the potion in the sick…chamber; the lover blessed him at the hour
of appointed interview; and the town in general thanked Owen for
the punctuality of dinner time。 In a word; the heavy weight upon
his spirits kept everything in order; not merely within his own
system; but wheresoever the iron accents of the church clock were
audible。 It was a circumstance; though minute; yet characteristic
of his present state; that; when employed to engrave names or
initials on silver spoons; he now wrote the requisite letters in
the plainest possible style; omitting a variety of fanciful
flourishes that had heretofore distinguished his work in this
kind。
One day; during the era of this happy transformation; old Peter
Hovenden came to visit his former apprentice。
〃Well; Owen;〃 said he; 〃I am glad to hear such good accounts of
you from all quarters; and especially from the town clock yonder;
which speaks in your commendation every hour of the twenty…four。
Only get rid altogether of your nonsensical trash about the
beautiful; which I nor nobody else; nor yourself to boot; could
ever understand;only free yourself of that; and your success in
life is as sure as daylight。 Why; if you go on in this way; I
should even venture to let you doctor this precious old watch of
mine; though; except my daughter Annie; I have nothing else so
valuable in the world。〃
〃I should hardly dare touch it; sir;〃 replied Owen; in a
depressed tone; for he was weighed down by his old master's
presence。
〃In time;〃 said the latter;〃In time; you will be capable of
it。〃
The old watchmaker; with the freedom naturally consequent on his
former authority; went on inspecting the work which Owen had in
hand at the moment; together with other matters that were in
progress。 The artist; meanwhile; could scarcely lift his head。
There was nothing so antipodal to his nature as this man's cold;
unimaginative sagacity; by contact with which everything was
converted into a dream except the densest matter of the physical
world。 Owen groaned in spirit and prayed fervently to be
delivered from him。
〃But what is this?〃 cried Peter Hovenden abruptly; taking up a
dusty bell glass; beneath which appeared a mechanical something;
as delicate and minute as the system of a butterfly's anatomy。
〃What have we here? Owen! Owen! there is witchcraft in these
little chains; and wheels; and paddles。 See! with one pinch of my
finger and thumb I am going to deliver you from all future
peril。〃
〃For Heaven's sake;〃 screamed Owen Warland; springing up with
wonderful energy; 〃as you would not drive me mad; do not touch
it! The slightest pressure of your finger would ruin me forever。〃
〃Aha; young man! And is it so?〃 said the old watchmaker; looking
at him with just enough penetration to torture Owen's soul with
the bitterness of worldly criticism。 〃Well; take your own course;
but I warn you again that in this small piece of mechanism lives
your evil spirit。 Shall I exorcise him?〃
〃You are my evil spirit;〃 answered Owen; much excited;〃you and
the hard; coarse world! The leaden thoughts and the despondency
that you fling upon me are my clogs; else I should long ago have
achieved the task that I was created for。〃
Peter Hovenden shook his head; with the mixture of contempt and
indignation which mankind; of whom he was partly a
representative; deem themselves entitled to feel towards all
simpletons who seek other prizes than the dusty one along the
highway。 He then took his leave; with an uplifted finger and a
sneer upon his face that haunted the artist's dreams for many a
night afterwards。 At the time of his old master's visit; Owen was
probably on the point of taking up the relinquished task; but; by
this sinister event; he was thrown back into the state whence he
had been slowly emerging。
But the innate tendency of his soul had only been accumulating
fresh vigor during its apparent sluggishness。 As the summer
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