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the artist of the beautiful-第4部分
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accounting for whatever lies beyond the world's most ordinary
scope! From St。 Paul's days down to our poor little Artist of the
Beautiful; the same talisman had been applied to the elucidation
of all mysteries in the words or deeds of men who spoke or acted
too wisely or too well。 In Owen Warland's case the judgment of
his towns…people may have been correct。 Perhaps he was mad。 The
lack of sympathythat contrast between himself and his neighbors
which took away the restraint of examplewas enough to make him
so。 Or possibly he had caught just so much of ethereal radiance
as served to bewilder him; in an earthly sense; by its
intermixture with the common daylight。
One evening; when the artist had returned from a customary ramble
and had just thrown the lustre of his lamp on the delicate piece
of work so often interrupted; but still taken up again; as if his
fate were embodied in its mechanism; he was surprised by the
entrance of old Peter Hovenden。 Owen never met this man without a
shrinking of the heart。 Of all the world he was most terrible; by
reason of a keen understanding which saw so distinctly what it
did see; and disbelieved so uncompromisingly in what it could not
see。 On this occasion the old watchmaker had merely a gracious
word or two to say。
〃Owen; my lad;〃 said he; 〃we must see you at my house to…morrow
night。〃
The artist began to mutter some excuse。
〃Oh; but it must be so;〃 quoth Peter Hovenden; 〃for the sake of
the days when you were one of the household。 What; my boy! don't
you know that my daughter Annie is engaged to Robert Danforth?
We are making an entertainment; in our humble way; to celebrate
the event。〃
That little monosyllable was all he uttered; its tone seemed cold
and unconcerned to an ear like Peter Hovenden's; and yet there
was in it the stifled outcry of the poor artist's heart; which he
compressed within him like a man holding down an evil spirit。 One
slight outbreak。 however; imperceptible to the old watchmaker; he
allowed himself。 Raising the instrument with which he was about
to begin his work; he let it fall upon the little system of
machinery that had; anew; cost him months of thought and toil。 It
was shattered by the stroke!
Owen Warland's story would have been no tolerable representation
of the troubled life of those who strive to create the beautiful;
if; amid all other thwarting influences; love had not interposed
to steal the cunning from his hand。 Outwardly he had been no
ardent or enterprising lover; the career of his passion had
confined its tumults and vicissitudes so entirely within the
artist's imagination that Annie herself had scarcely more than a
woman's intuitive perception of it; but; in Owen's view; it
covered the whole field of his life。 Forgetful of the time when
she had shown herself incapable of any deep response; he had
persisted in connecting all his dreams of artistical success with
Annie's image; she was the visible shape in which the spiritual
power that he worshipped; and on whose altar he hoped to lay a
not unworthy offering; was made manifest to him。 Of course he had
deceived himself; there were no such attributes in Annie Hovenden
as his imagination had endowed her with。 She; in the aspect which
she wore to his inward vision; was as much a creature of his own
as the mysterious piece of mechanism would be were it ever
realized。 Had he become convinced of his mistake through the
medium of successful love;had he won Annie to his bosom; and
there beheld her fade from angel into ordinary woman;the
disappointment might have driven him back; with concentrated
energy; upon his sole remaining object。 On the other hand; had he
found Annie what he fancied; his lot would have been so rich in
beauty that out of its mere redundancy he might have wrought the
beautiful into many a worthier type than he had toiled for; but
the guise in which his sorrow came to him; the sense that the
angel of his life had been snatched away and given to a rude man
of earth and iron; who could neither need nor appreciate her
ministrations;this was the very perversity of fate that makes
human existence appear too absurd and contradictory to be the
scene of one other hope or one other fear。 There was nothing left
for Owen Warland but to sit down like a man that had been
stunned。
He went through a fit of illness。 After his recovery his small
and slender frame assumed an obtuser garniture of flesh than it
had ever before worn。 His thin cheeks became round; his delicate
little hand; so spiritually fashioned to achieve fairy task…work;
grew plumper than the hand of a thriving infant。 His aspect had a
childishness such as might have induced a stranger to pat him on
the headpausing; however; in the act; to wonder what manner of
child was here。 It was as if the spirit had gone out of him;
leaving the body to flourish in a sort of vegetable existence。
Not that Owen Warland was idiotic。 He could talk; and not
irrationally。 Somewhat of a babbler; indeed; did people begin to
think him; for he was apt to discourse at wearisome length of
marvels of mechanism that he had read about in books; but which
he had learned to consider as absolutely fabulous。 Among them he
enumerated the Man of Brass; constructed by Albertus Magnus; and
the Brazen Head of Friar Bacon; and; coming down to later times;
the automata of a little coach and horses; which it was pretended
had been manufactured for the Dauphin of France; together with an
insect that buzzed about the ear like a living fly; and yet was
but a contrivance of minute steel springs。 There was a story;
too; of a duck that waddled; and quacked; and ate; though; had
any honest citizen purchased it for dinner; he would have found
himself cheated with the mere mechanical apparition of a duck。
〃But all these accounts;〃 said Owen Warland; 〃I am now satisfied
are mere impositions。〃
Then; in a mysterious way; he would confess that he once thought
differently。 In his idle and dreamy days he had considered it
possible; in a certain sense; to spiritualize machinery; and to
combine with the new species of life and motion thus produced a
beauty that should attain to the ideal which Nature has proposed
to herself in all her creatures; but has never taken pains to
realize。 He seemed; however; to retain no very distinct
perception either of the process of achieving this object or of
the design itself。
〃I have thrown it all aside now;〃 he would say。 〃It was a dream
such as young men are always mystifying themselves with。 Now that
I have acquired a little common sense; it makes me laugh to think
of it。〃
Poor; poor and fallen Owen Warland! These were the symptoms that
he had ceased to be an inhabitant of the better sphere that lies
unseen around us。 He had lost his faith in the invisible; and now
prided himself; as such unfortunates invariably do; in the wisdom
which rejected much that even his eye could see; and trusted
confidently in nothing but what his hand could touch。 This is the
calamity of men whose spiritual part dies out of them and leaves
the grosser understanding to assimilate them more and more to the
things of which alone it can take cognizance; but in Owen Warland
the spirit was not dead nor passed away; it only slept。
How it awoke again is not recorded。 Perhaps the torpid slumber
was broken by a convulsive pain。 Perhaps; as in a former
instance; the butterfly came and hovered about his head and
reinspired him;as indeed this creature of the sunshine had
always a mysterious mission for the artist;reinspired him with
the former purpose of his life。 Whether it were pain or happiness
that thrilled through his veins; his first impulse was to thank
Heaven for rendering him again the being of thought; imagination;
and keenest sensibility that he had long ceased to be。
〃Now for my task;〃 said he。 〃Never did I feel such strength for
it as now。〃
Yet; strong as he felt himself; he was incited to toil the more
diligently by an anxiety lest death should surprise him in the
midst of his labors。 This anxiety; perhaps; is common to all men
who set their hearts upon anything so high; in their own view of
it; that life becomes of importance only as conditional to its
accomplishment。 So long as we love life for itself; we seldom
dread the losing it。 When we desire life for the attainment of an
object; we recognize the frailty of its texture。 But; side by
side with this sense of insecurity; there is a vital faith in our
invulnerability to the shaft of death while engaged in any task
that seems assigned by Providence as our proper thing to do; and
which the world would have cause to mourn for should we leave it
unaccomplished。 Can the philosopher; big with the inspiration of
an idea that is to reform mankind; believe that he is to be
beckoned from this sensible existence at the very instant when he
is mustering his breath to speak the word of light? Should he
perish so; the weary ages may pass awaythe world's; whose life
sand may fall; drop by dropbefore another intellect is prepared
to develop the truth that might have been uttered then。 But
history affords many an example where the most precious spirit;
at any particular epoch manifested in human shape; has gone hence
untimely; without space allowed him; so far as mortal judgment
could discern; to perform his mission on the earth。 The prophet
dies; and the man of torpid heart and sluggish brain lives on。
The poet leaves his song half sung; or finishes it; beyond the
scope of mortal ears; in a celestial choir。 The painteras
Allston didleaves half his conception on the canvas to sadden
us with its imperfect beauty; and goes to picture forth the
whole; if it be no irreverence to say so; in the hues of heaven。
But rather such incomplete designs of this life will be perfected
nowhere。 This so frequent abortion of man's dearest proje
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