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the artist of the beautiful-第4部分

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accounting for whatever lies beyond the world's most ordinary

scope! From St。 Paul's days down to our poor little Artist of the

Beautiful; the same talisman had been applied to the elucidation

of all mysteries in the words or deeds of men who spoke or acted

too wisely or too well。 In Owen Warland's case the judgment of

his towns…people may have been correct。 Perhaps he was mad。 The

lack of sympathythat contrast between himself and his neighbors

which took away the restraint of examplewas enough to make him

so。 Or possibly he had caught just so much of ethereal radiance

as served to bewilder him; in an earthly sense; by its

intermixture with the common daylight。



One evening; when the artist had returned from a customary ramble

and had just thrown the lustre of his lamp on the delicate piece

of work so often interrupted; but still taken up again; as if his

fate were embodied in its mechanism; he was surprised by the

entrance of old Peter Hovenden。 Owen never met this man without a

shrinking of the heart。 Of all the world he was most terrible; by

reason of a keen understanding which saw so distinctly what it

did see; and disbelieved so uncompromisingly in what it could not

see。 On this occasion the old watchmaker had merely a gracious

word or two to say。



〃Owen; my lad;〃 said he; 〃we must see you at my house to…morrow

night。〃



The artist began to mutter some excuse。



〃Oh; but it must be so;〃 quoth Peter Hovenden; 〃for the sake of

the days when you were one of the household。 What; my boy! don't

you know that my daughter Annie is engaged to Robert Danforth? 

We are making an entertainment; in our humble way; to celebrate

the event。〃



That little monosyllable was all he uttered; its tone seemed cold

and unconcerned to an ear like Peter Hovenden's; and yet there

was in it the stifled outcry of the poor artist's heart; which he

compressed within him like a man holding down an evil spirit。 One

slight outbreak。 however; imperceptible to the old watchmaker; he

allowed himself。 Raising the instrument with which he was about

to begin his work; he let it fall upon the little system of

machinery that had; anew; cost him months of thought and toil。 It

was shattered by the stroke!



Owen Warland's story would have been no tolerable representation

of the troubled life of those who strive to create the beautiful;

if; amid all other thwarting influences; love had not interposed

to steal the cunning from his hand。 Outwardly he had been no

ardent or enterprising lover; the career of his passion had

confined its tumults and vicissitudes so entirely within the

artist's imagination that Annie herself had scarcely more than a

woman's intuitive perception of it; but; in Owen's view; it

covered the whole field of his life。 Forgetful of the time when

she had shown herself incapable of any deep response; he had

persisted in connecting all his dreams of artistical success with

Annie's image; she was the visible shape in which the spiritual

power that he worshipped; and on whose altar he hoped to lay a

not unworthy offering; was made manifest to him。 Of course he had

deceived himself; there were no such attributes in Annie Hovenden

as his imagination had endowed her with。 She; in the aspect which

she wore to his inward vision; was as much a creature of his own

as the mysterious piece of mechanism would be were it ever

realized。 Had he become convinced of his mistake through the

medium of successful love;had he won Annie to his bosom; and

there beheld her fade from angel into ordinary woman;the

disappointment might have driven him back; with concentrated

energy; upon his sole remaining object。 On the other hand; had he

found Annie what he fancied; his lot would have been so rich in

beauty that out of its mere redundancy he might have wrought the

beautiful into many a worthier type than he had toiled for; but

the guise in which his sorrow came to him; the sense that the

angel of his life had been snatched away and given to a rude man

of earth and iron; who could neither need nor appreciate her

ministrations;this was the very perversity of fate that makes

human existence appear too absurd and contradictory to be the

scene of one other hope or one other fear。 There was nothing left

for Owen Warland but to sit down like a man that had been

stunned。



He went through a fit of illness。 After his recovery his small

and slender frame assumed an obtuser garniture of flesh than it

had ever before worn。 His thin cheeks became round; his delicate

little hand; so spiritually fashioned to achieve fairy task…work;

grew plumper than the hand of a thriving infant。 His aspect had a

childishness such as might have induced a stranger to pat him on

the headpausing; however; in the act; to wonder what manner of

child was here。 It was as if the spirit had gone out of him;

leaving the body to flourish in a sort of vegetable existence。

Not that Owen Warland was idiotic。 He could talk; and not

irrationally。 Somewhat of a babbler; indeed; did people begin to

think him; for he was apt to discourse at wearisome length of

marvels of mechanism that he had read about in books; but which

he had learned to consider as absolutely fabulous。 Among them he

enumerated the Man of Brass; constructed by Albertus Magnus; and

the Brazen Head of Friar Bacon; and; coming down to later times;

the automata of a little coach and horses; which it was pretended

had been manufactured for the Dauphin of France; together with an

insect that buzzed about the ear like a living fly; and yet was

but a contrivance of minute steel springs。 There was a story;

too; of a duck that waddled; and quacked; and ate; though; had

any honest citizen purchased it for dinner; he would have found

himself cheated with the mere mechanical apparition of a duck。



〃But all these accounts;〃 said Owen Warland; 〃I am now satisfied

are mere impositions。〃



Then; in a mysterious way; he would confess that he once thought

differently。 In his idle and dreamy days he had considered it

possible; in a certain sense; to spiritualize machinery; and to

combine with the new species of life and motion thus produced a

beauty that should attain to the ideal which Nature has proposed

to herself in all her creatures; but has never taken pains to

realize。 He seemed; however; to retain no very distinct

perception either of the process of achieving this object or of

the design itself。



〃I have thrown it all aside now;〃 he would say。 〃It was a dream

such as young men are always mystifying themselves with。 Now that

I have acquired a little common sense; it makes me laugh to think

of it。〃



Poor; poor and fallen Owen Warland! These were the symptoms that

he had ceased to be an inhabitant of the better sphere that lies

unseen around us。 He had lost his faith in the invisible; and now

prided himself; as such unfortunates invariably do; in the wisdom

which rejected much that even his eye could see; and trusted

confidently in nothing but what his hand could touch。 This is the

calamity of men whose spiritual part dies out of them and leaves

the grosser understanding to assimilate them more and more to the

things of which alone it can take cognizance; but in Owen Warland

the spirit was not dead nor passed away; it only slept。



How it awoke again is not recorded。 Perhaps the torpid slumber

was broken by a convulsive pain。 Perhaps; as in a former

instance; the butterfly came and hovered about his head and

reinspired him;as indeed this creature of the sunshine had

always a mysterious mission for the artist;reinspired him with

the former purpose of his life。 Whether it were pain or happiness

that thrilled through his veins; his first impulse was to thank

Heaven for rendering him again the being of thought; imagination;

and keenest sensibility that he had long ceased to be。



〃Now for my task;〃 said he。 〃Never did I feel such strength for

it as now。〃



Yet; strong as he felt himself; he was incited to toil the more

diligently by an anxiety lest death should surprise him in the

midst of his labors。 This anxiety; perhaps; is common to all men

who set their hearts upon anything so high; in their own view of

it; that life becomes of importance only as conditional to its

accomplishment。 So long as we love life for itself; we seldom

dread the losing it。 When we desire life for the attainment of an

object; we recognize the frailty of its texture。 But; side by

side with this sense of insecurity; there is a vital faith in our

invulnerability to the shaft of death while engaged in any task

that seems assigned by Providence as our proper thing to do; and

which the world would have cause to mourn for should we leave it

unaccomplished。 Can the philosopher; big with the inspiration of

an idea that is to reform mankind; believe that he is to be

beckoned from this sensible existence at the very instant when he

is mustering his breath to speak the word of light? Should he

perish so; the weary ages may pass awaythe world's; whose life

sand may fall; drop by dropbefore another intellect is prepared

to develop the truth that might have been uttered then。 But

history affords many an example where the most precious spirit;

at any particular epoch manifested in human shape; has gone hence

untimely; without space allowed him; so far as mortal judgment

could discern; to perform his mission on the earth。 The prophet

dies; and the man of torpid heart and sluggish brain lives on。

The poet leaves his song half sung; or finishes it; beyond the

scope of mortal ears; in a celestial choir。 The painteras

Allston didleaves half his conception on the canvas to sadden

us with its imperfect beauty; and goes to picture forth the

whole; if it be no irreverence to say so; in the hues of heaven。

But rather such incomplete designs of this life will be perfected

nowhere。 This so frequent abortion of man's dearest proje
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