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the kite runner-第72部分

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 have worried。 Two Pakistani militia approached our dilapidated Land Cruiser; took a cursory glance inside; and waved us on。
Farid was first on… the list of preparations Rahim Khan and I made; a list that included exchanging dollars for Kaldar and Afghani bills; my garment and pakol……ironically; I d never worn either when I d actually lived in Afghanistan……the Polaroid of Hassan and Sohrab; and; finally; perhaps the most important item: an artificial beard; black and chest length; Shari a friendly……or at least the Taliban version of Shari a。 Rahim Khan knew of a fellow in Peshawar who specialized in weaving them; sometimes for Western journalists who covered the war。
Rahim Khan had wanted me to stay with him a few more days; to plan more thoroughly。 But I knew I had to leave as soon as possible。 I was afraid I d change my mind。 I was afraid I d deliberate; ruminate; agonize; rationalize; and talk myself into not going。 I was afraid the appeal of my life in America would draw me back; that I would wade back into that great; big river and let myself forget; let the things I had learned these last few days sink to the bottom。 I was afraid that I d let the waters carry me away from what I had to do。 From Hassan。 From the past that had e calling。 And from this one last chance at redemption。 So I left before there was any possibility of that happening。 As for
Soraya; telling her I was going back to Afghanistan wasn t an option。 If I had; she would have booked herself on the next flight to Pakistan。
We had crossed the border and the signs of poverty were every where。 On either side of the road; I saw chains of little villages sprouting here and there; like discarded toys among the rocks; broken mud houses and huts consisting of little more than four wooden poles and a tattered cloth as a roof。 I saw children dressed in rags chasing a soccer ball outside the huts。 A few miles later; I spotted a cluster of men sitting on their haunches; like a row of crows; on the carcass of an old burned…out Soviet tank; the wind fluttering the edges of the blankets thrown around them。 Behind them; a woman in a brown burqa carried a large clay pot on her shoulder; down a rutted path toward a string of mud houses。
 Strange;  I said。
 What? 
 I feel like a tourist in my own country;  I said; taking in a goatherd leading a half…dozen emaciated goats along the side of the road。
Farid snickered。 Tossed his cigarette。  You still think of this place as your country? 
 I think a part of me always will;  I said; more defensively than I had intended。
 After twenty years of living in America;  he said; swerving the truck to avoid a pothole the size of a beach ball。
I nodded。  I grew up in Afghanistan。  Farid snickered again。
 Why do you do that? 
 Never mind;  he murmured。
 No; I want to know。 Why do you do that? 
In his rearview mirror; I saw something flash in his eyes。  You want to know?  he sneered。  Let me imagine; Agha sahib。 You probably lived in a big two… or three…story house with a nice back yard that your gardener filled with flowers and fruit trees。 All gated; of course。 Your father drove an American car。 You had servants; probably Hazaras。 Your parents hired workers to decorate the house for the fancy mehmanis they threw; so their friends would e over to drink and boast about their travels to Europe or America。 And I would bet my first son s eyes that this is the first time you ve ever worn a pakol。  He grinned at me; revealing a mouthful of prematurely rotting teeth。  Am I close? 
 Why are you saying these things?  I said。
 Because you wanted to know;  he spat。 He pointed to an old man dressed in ragged clothes trudging down a dirt path; a large burlap pack filled with scrub grass tied to his back。  That s the real Afghanistan; Agha sahib。 That s the Afghanistan I know。 You? You ve always been a tourist here; you just didn t know it。 
Rahim Khan had warned me not to expect a warm wele in Afghanistan from those who had stayed behind and fought the wars。  I m sorry about your father;  I said。  I m sorry about your daughters; and I m sorry about your hand。 
 That means nothing to me;  he said。 He shook his head。  Why are you ing back here anyway? Sell off your Baba s land? Pocket the money and run back to your mother in America? 
 My mother died giving birth to me;  I said。
He sighed and lit another cigarette。 Said nothing。
 Pull over。 
 What? 
 Pull over; goddamn it!  I said。  I m going to be sick。  I tumbled out of the truck as it was ing to a rest on the gravel alongside the road。
BY LATE AFTERNOON; the terrain had changed from one of sun…beaten peaks and barren cliffs to a greener; more rural land scape。 The main pass had descended from Landi Kotal through Shinwari territory to Landi Khana。 We d entered Afghanistan at Torkham。 Pine trees flanked the road; fewer than I remembered and many of them bare; but it was good to see trees again after the arduous drive through the Khyber Pass。 We were getting closer to Jalalabad; where Farid had a brother who would take us in for the night。
The sun hadn t quite set when we drove into Jalalabad; capital of the state of Nangarhar;
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