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don juan-第67部分
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Sate silent now; his usual spirits gone:
In vain he heard the others rail or rally;
He would not join them in a single sally。
'T is true he saw Aurora look as though
She approved his silence; she perhaps mistook
Its motive for that charity we owe
But seldom pay the absent; nor would look
Farther… it might or might not be so。
But Juan; sitting silent in his nook;
Observing little in his reverie;
Yet saw this much; which he was glad to see。
The ghost at least had done him this much good;
In making him as silent as a ghost;
If in the circumstances which ensued
He gain'd esteem where it was worth the most。
And certainly Aurora had renew'd
In him some feelings he had lately lost;
Or harden'd; feelings which; perhaps ideal;
Are so divine; that I must deem them real:…
The love of higher things and better days;
The unbounded hope; and heavenly ignorance
Of what is call'd the world; and the world's ways;
The moments when we gather from a glance
More joy than from all future pride or praise;
Which kindle manhood; but can ne'er entrance
The heart in an existence of its own;
Of which another's bosom is the zone。
Who would not sigh Ai ai Tan Kuuerheian
That hath a memory; or that had a heart?
Alas! her star must fade like that of Dian:
Ray fades on ray; as years on years depart。
Anacreon only had the soul to tie an
Unwithering myrtle round the unblunted dart
Of Eros: but though thou hast play'd us many tricks;
Still we respect thee; 'Alma Venus Genetrix!'
And full of sentiments; sublime as billows
Heaving between this world and worlds beyond;
Don Juan; when the midnight hour of pillows
Arrived; retired to his; but to despond
Rather than rest。 Instead of poppies; willows
Waved o'er his couch; he meditated; fond
Of those sweet bitter thoughts which banish sleep;
And make the worldling sneer; the youngling weep。
The night was as before: he was undrest;
Saving his night…gown; which is an undress;
pletely 'sans culotte;' and without vest;
In short; he hardly could be clothed with less:
But apprehensive of his spectral guest;
He sate with feelings awkward to express
(By those who have not had such visitations);
Expectant of the ghost's fresh operations。
And not in vain he listen'd;… Hush! what 's that?
I see… I see… Ah; no!… 't is not… yet 't is…
Ye powers! it is the… the… the… Pooh! the cat!
The devil may take that stealthy pace of his!
So like a spiritual pit…a…pat;
Or tiptoe of an amatory Miss;
Gliding the first time to a rendezvous;
And dreading the chaste echoes of her shoe。
Again… what is 't? The wind? No; no… this time
It is the sable friar as before;
With awful footsteps regular as rhyme;
Or (as rhymes may be in these days) much more。
Again through shadows of the night sublime;
When deep sleep fell on men; and the world wore
The starry darkness round her like a girdle
Spangled with gems… the monk made his blood curdle。
A noise like to wet fingers drawn on glass;
Which sets the teeth on edge; and a slight clatter;
Like showers which on the midnight gusts will pass;
Sounding like very supernatural water;
Came over Juan's ear; which throbb'd; alas!
For immaterialism 's a serious matter;
So that even those whose faith is the most great
In souls immortal; shun them tete…a…tete。
Were his eyes open?… Yes! and his mouth too。
Surprise has this effect… to make one dumb;
Yet leave the gate which eloquence slips through
As wide as if a long speech were to e。
Nigh and more nigh the awful echoes drew;
Tremendous to a mortal tympanum:
His eyes were open; and (as was before
Stated) his mouth。 What open'd next?… the door。
It open'd with a most infernal creak;
Like that of hell。 'Lasciate ogni speranza
Voi che entrate!' The hinge seem'd to speak;
Dreadful as Dante's rhima; or this stanza;
Or… but all words upon such themes are weak:
A single shade 's sufficient to entrance
Hero… for what is substance to a spirit?
Or how is 't matter trembles to e near it?
The door flew wide;… not swiftly; but; as fly
The sea…gulls; with a steady; sober flight;…
And then swung back; nor close… but stood awry;
Half letting in long shadows on the light;
Which still in Juan's candlesticks burn'd high;
For he had two; both tolerably bright;
And in the door…way; darkening darkness; stood
The sable friar in his solemn hood。
Don Juan shook; as erst he had been shaken
The night before; but being sick of shaking;
He first inclined to think he had been mistaken;
And then to be ashamed of such mistaking;
His own internal ghost began to awaken
Within him; and to quell his corporal quaking…
Hinting that soul and body on the whole
Were odds against a disembodied soul。
And then his dread grew wrath; and his wrath fierce;
And he arose; advanced… the shade retreated;
But Juan; eager now the truth to pierce;
Follow'd; his veins no longer cold; but heated;
Resolved to thrust the mystery carte and tierce;
At whatsoever risk of being defeated:
The ghost stopp'd; menaced; then retired; until
He reach'd the ancient wall; then stood stone still。
Juan put forth one arm… Eternal powers!
It touched no soul; nor body; but the wall;
On which the moonbeams fell in silvery showers;
Chequer'd with all the tracery of the hall;
He shudder'd; as no doubt the bravest cowers
When he can't tell what 't is that doth appal。
How odd; a single hobgoblin's non…entity
Should cause more fear than a whole host's identity。
But still the shade remain'd: the blue eyes glared;
And rather variably for stony death:
Yet one thing rather good the grave had spared;
The ghost had a remarkably sweet breath。
A straggling curl show'd he had been fair…hair'd;
A red lip; with two rows of pearls beneath;
Gleam'd forth; as through the casement's ivy shroud
The moon peep'd; just escaped from a grey cloud。
And Juan; puzzled; but still curious; thrust
His other arm forth… Wonder upon wonder!
It press'd upon a hard but glowing bust;
Which beat as if there was a warm heart under。
He found; as people on most trials must;
That he had made at first a silly blunder;
And that in his confusion he had caught
Only the wall; instead of what he sought。
The ghost; if ghost it were; seem'd a sweet soul
As ever lurk'd beneath a holy hood:
A dimpled chin; a neck of ivory; stole
Forth into something much like flesh and blood;
Back fell the sable frock and dreary cowl;
And they reveal'd… alas! that e'er they should!
In full; voluptuous; but not o'ergrown bulk;
The phantom of her frolic Grace… Fitz…Fulke!
CANTO THE SEVENTEENTH
。
THE world is full of orphans: firstly; those
Who are so in the strict sense of the phrase;
But many a lonely tree the loftier grows
Than others crowded in the Forest's maze。…
The next are such as are not doomed to lose
Their tender parents in their budding days;
But; merely; their parental tenderness;
Which leaves them orphans of the heart no less。
The next are 'only Children;' as they are styled;
Who grow up Children only; since th' old saw
Pronounces that an 'only 's' a spoilt child…
But not to go too far; I hold it law;
That where their education; harsh or mild;
Transgresses the great bounds of love or awe;
The sufferers… be 't in heart or intellect…
Whate'er the cause; are orphans in effect。
But to return unto the stricter rule…
As far as words make rules… our mon notion
Of orphan paints at once a parish school;
A half…starved babe; a wreck upon Life's ocean;
A human (what the Italians nickname) 'Mule'!
A theme for Pity or some worse emotion;
Yet; if examined; it might be admitted
The wealthiest orphans are to be more pitied。
Too soon they are Parents to themselves: for what
Are Tutors; Guardians; and so forth; pared
With Nature's genial Genitors? so that
A child of Chancery; that Star…Chamber ward
(I 'll take the likeness I can first e at);
Is like… a duckling by Dame Partlett rear'd;
And frights… especially if 't is a daughter;
Th' old Hen… by running headlong to the water。
There is a mon…place book argument;
Which glibly glides from every tongue;
When any dare a new light to present;
'If you are right; then everybody 's wrong'!
Suppose the converse of this precedent
So often urged; so loudly and so long;
'If you are wrong; then everybody 's right'!
Was ever everybody yet so quite?
Therefore I would solicit free discussion
Upon all points… no matter what; or whose…
Because as Ages upon Ages push on;
The last is apt the former to accuse
Of pillowing its head on a pin…cushion;
Heedless of pricks because it was obtuse:
What was a paradox bees a truth or
A something like it… witness Luther!
The Sacraments have been reduced to two;
And Witches unto none; though somewhat late
Since burning aged women (save a few…
Mischief in families; as some know or knew;
Should still be singed; but lightly; let me state)
Has been declared an act of inurbanity
Malgre Sir Matthew Hales's great humanity。
Great Galileo was debarr'd the Sun;
Because he fix'd it; and; to stop his talking;
How Earth could round the solar orbit run;
Found his own legs embargo'd from mere walking:
The man was well…nigh dead; ere men begun
To think his skull had not some need of caulking;
But now; it seems; he 's right… his notion just:
No doubt a consolation to his dust
Pythagoras; Locke; Socrates… but pages
Might be fill'd up; as vainly as before;
With the sad usage of all sorts of sages;
Who; in his life…time; each; was deem'd a Bore!
The loftiest minds outrun their tardy ages:
This they must bear with and; perhaps; much more;
The wise man 's sure when he no more can share it; he
Will have a firm Post Obit on posterity。
If such doom waits each Intellectual Giant;
We little people in our lesser way;
In Life's small rubs should surely be more pliant;
And so for one will I… as well I may…
Would that I were less bilious… but; oh; fie on 't!
Just as I make my mind up every day;
To be a 'totus; teres;' Stoic; Sage;
The wind shifts and I fly into a rage。
Temperate I am… yet never had a temper;
Modest I am… yet with some slight assurance;
Changeable too… yet somehow 'Idem semper;'
Patient… but not enamour'd of endurance;
Cheerful… but; sometimes; rather apt to whimper;
Mil
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