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don juan-第9部分
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Which out of all the lovely things we see
Extracts emotions beautiful and new;
Hived in our bosoms like the bag o' the bee:
Think'st thou the honey with those objects grew?
Alas! 't was not in them; but in thy power
To double even the sweetness of a flower。
No more… no more… Oh! never more; my heart;
Canst thou be my sole world; my universe!
Once all in all; but now a thing apart;
Thou canst not be my blessing or my curse:
The illusion 's gone for ever; and thou art
Insensible; I trust; but none the worse;
And in thy stead I 've got a deal of judgment;
Though heaven knows how it ever found a lodgment。
My days of love are over; me no more
The charms of maid; wife; and still less of widow;
Can make the fool of which they made before;…
In short; I must not lead the life I did do;
The credulous hope of mutual minds is o'er;
The copious use of claret is forbid too;
So for a good old…gentlemanly vice;
I think I must take up with avarice。
Ambition was my idol; which was broken
Before the shrines of Sorrow; and of Pleasure;
And the two last have left me many a token
O'er which reflection may be made at leisure:
Now; like Friar Bacon's brazen head; I 've spoken;
'Time is; Time was; Time 's past:'… a chymic treasure
Is glittering youth; which I have spent betimes…
My heart in passion; and my head on rhymes。
What is the end of Fame? 't is but to fill
A certain portion of uncertain paper:
Some liken it to climbing up a hill;
Whose summit; like all hills; is lost in vapour;
For this men write; speak; preach; and heroes kill;
And bards burn what they call their 'midnight taper;'
To have; when the original is dust;
A name; a wretched picture; and worse bust。
What are the hopes of man? Old Egypt's King
Cheops erected the first pyramid
And largest; thinking it was just the thing
To keep his memory whole; and mummy hid;
But somebody or other rummaging;
Burglariously broke his coffin's lid:
Let not a monument give you or me hopes;
Since not a pinch of dust remains of Cheops。
But I being fond of true philosophy;
Say very often to myself; 'Alas!
All things that have been born were born to die;
And flesh (which Death mows down to hay) is grass;
You 've pass'd your youth not so unpleasantly;
And if you had it o'er again… 't would pass…
So thank your stars that matters are no worse;
And read your Bible; sir; and mind your purse。'
But for the present; gentle reader! and
Still gentler purchaser! the bard… that 's I…
Must; with permission; shake you by the hand;
And so 'Your humble servant; and good…b'ye!'
We meet again; if we should understand
Each other; and if not; I shall not try
Your patience further than by this short sample…
'T were well if others follow'd my example。
'Go; little book; from this my solitude!
I cast thee on the waters… go thy ways!
And if; as I believe; thy vein be good;
The world will find thee after many days。'
When Southey 's read; and Wordsworth understood;
I can't help putting in my claim to praise…
The four first rhymes are Southey's every line:
For God's sake; reader! take them not for mine。
CANTO THE SECOND
。
OH ye! who teach the ingenuous youth of nations;
Holland; France; England; Germany; or Spain;
I pray ye flog them upon all occasions;
It mends their morals; never mind the pain:
The best of mothers and of educations
In Juan's case were but employ'd in vain;
Since; in a way that 's rather of the oddest; he
Became divested of his native modesty。
Had he but been placed at a public school;
In the third form; or even in the fourth;
His daily task had kept his fancy cool;
At least; had he been nurtured in the north;
Spain may prove an exception to the rule;
But then exceptions always prove its worth…
A lad of sixteen causing a divorce
Puzzled his tutors very much; of course。
I can't say that it puzzles me at all;
If all things be consider'd: first; there was
His lady…mother; mathematical;
A… never mind; his tutor; an old ass;
A pretty woman (that 's quite natural;
Or else the thing had hardly e to pass);
A husband rather old; not much in unity
With his young wife… a time; and opportunity。
Well… well; the world must turn upon its axis;
And all mankind turn with it; heads or tails;
And live and die; make love and pay our taxes;
And as the veering wind shifts; shift our sails;
The king mands us; and the doctor quacks us;
The priest instructs; and so our life exhales;
A little breath; love; wine; ambition; fame;
Fighting; devotion; dust;… perhaps a name。
I said that Juan had been sent to Cadiz…
A pretty town; I recollect it well…
'T is there the mart of the colonial trade is
(Or was; before Peru learn'd to rebel);
And such sweet girls… I mean; such graceful ladies;
Their very walk would make your bosom swell;
I can't describe it; though so much it strike;
Nor liken it… I never saw the like:
An Arab horse; a stately stag; a barb
New broke; a cameleopard; a gazelle;
No… none of these will do;… and then their garb!
Their veil and petticoat… Alas! to dwell
Upon such things would very near absorb
A canto… then their feet and ankles;… well;
Thank Heaven I 've got no metaphor quite ready
(And so; my sober Muse… e; let 's be steady…
Chaste Muse!… well; if you must; you must)… the veil
Thrown back a moment with the glancing hand;
While the o'erpowering eye; that turns you pale;
Flashes into the heart:… All sunny land
Of love! when I forget you; may I fail
To… say my prayers… but never was there plann'd
A dress through which the eyes give such a volley;
Excepting the Venetian Fazzioli。
But to our tale: the Donna Inez sent
Her son to Cadiz only to embark;
To stay there had not answer'd her intent;
But why?… we leave the reader in the dark…
'T was for a voyage that the young man was meant;
As if a Spanish ship were Noah's ark;
To wean him from the wickedness of earth;
And send him like a dove of promise forth。
Don Juan bade his valet pack his things
According to direction; then received
A lecture and some money: for four springs
He was to travel; and though Inez grieved
(As every kind of parting has its stings);
She hoped he would improve… perhaps believed:
A letter; too; she gave (he never read it)
Of good advice… and two or three of credit。
In the mean time; to pass her hours away;
Brave Inez now set up a Sunday school
For naughty children; who would rather play
(Like truant rogues) the devil; or the fool;
Infants of three years old were taught that day;
Dunces were whipt; or set upon a stool:
The great success of Juan's education;
Spurr'd her to teach another generation。
Juan embark'd… the ship got under way;
The wind was fair; the water passing rough:
A devil of a sea rolls in that bay;
As I; who 've cross'd it oft; know well enough;
And; standing upon deck; the dashing spray
Flies in one's face; and makes it weather…tough:
And there he stood to take; and take again;
His first… perhaps his last… farewell of Spain。
I can't but say it is an awkward sight
To see one's native land receding through
The growing waters; it unmans one quite;
Especially when life is rather new:
I recollect Great Britain's coast looks white;
But almost every other country 's blue;
When gazing on them; mystified by distance;
We enter on our nautical existence。
So Juan stood; bewilder'd on the deck:
The wind sung; cordage strain'd; and sailors swore;
And the ship creak'd; the town became a speck;
From which away so fair and fast they bore。
The best of remedies is a beef…steak
Against sea…sickness: try it; sir; before
You sneer; and I assure you this is true;
For I have found it answer… so may you。
Don Juan stood; and; gazing from the stern;
Beheld his native Spain receding far:
First partings form a lesson hard to learn;
Even nations feel this when they go to war;
There is a sort of unexprest concern;
A kind of shock that sets one's heart ajar:
At leaving even the most unpleasant people
And places; one keeps looking at the steeple。
But Juan had got many things to leave;
His mother; and a mistress; and no wife;
So that he had much better cause to grieve
Than many persons more advanced in life;
And if we now and then a sigh must heave
At quitting even those we quit in strife;
No doubt we weep for those the heart endears…
That is; till deeper griefs congeal our tears。
So Juan wept; as wept the captive Jews
By Babel's waters; still remembering Sion:
I 'd weep;… but mine is not a weeping Muse;
And such light griefs are not a thing to die on;
Young men should travel; if but to amuse
Themselves; and the next time their servants tie on
Behind their carriages their new portmanteau;
Perhaps it may be lined with this my canto。
And Juan wept; and much he sigh'd and thought;
While his salt tears dropp'd into the salt sea;
'Sweets to the sweet' (I like so much to quote;
You must excuse this extract; 't is where she;
The Queen of Denmark; for Ophelia brought
Flowers to the grave); and; sobbing often; he
Reflected on his present situation;
And seriously resolved on reformation。
'Farewell; my Spain! a long farewell!' he cried;
'Perhaps I may revisit thee no more;
But die; as many an exiled heart hath died;
Of its own thirst to see again thy shore:
Farewell; where Guadalquivir's waters glide!
Farewell; my mother! and; since all is o'er;
Farewell; too; dearest Julia!… (Here he drew
Her letter out again; and read it through。)
'And; oh! if e'er I should forget; I swear…
But that 's impossible; and cannot be…
Sooner shall this blue ocean melt to air;
Sooner shall earth resolve itself to sea;
Than I resign thine image; oh; my fair!
Or think of any thing excepting thee;
A mind diseased no remedy can physic
(Here the ship gave a lurch; and he grew sea…sick)。
'Sooner shall heaven kiss earth (here he fell sicker);
Oh; Julia! what is every other wo?
(For God's sake let me have a glass of liquor;
Pedro; Battista; help me down below。)
Julia; my love! (you rascal; Pedro; quicker)…
Oh; Julia! (this curst vessel pitches so)…
Beloved Julia; hear me still beseeching!'
(Here he grew inarticulate with retching。)
He felt that chilling heaviness of heart;
Or rather stomach; which; alas! attends;
Beyond the b
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