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　and　martyrs。　　Why　have　we　done　away　with　it？　　If　this　game　of　killing　and　being　killed　is　the　fine　school　for　virtue　it　is　made　out　to　be；　then　all　our　efforts　towards　law　and　order　have　been　a　mistake。　　We　never　ought　to　have　emerged　from　the　jungle。〃

He　took　a　note…book　from　under　his　pillow　and　commenced　to　scribble。

An　old…looking　man　spoke。　　He　lay　with　his　arms　folded　across　his　breast；　addressing　apparently　the　smoky　rafters。　　He　was　a　Russian；　a　teacher　of　languages　in　Paris　at　the　outbreak　of　the　war；　and　had　joined　the　French　Army。

〃It　is　not　only　courage；〃　he　said；　〃that　War　brings　out。　　It　brings　out　vile　things　too。　　Oh；　I'm　not　thinking　merely　of　the　Boches。　That's　the　cant　of　every　nation：　　that　all　the　heroism　is　on　one　side　and　all　the　brutality　on　the　other。　　Take　men　from　anywhere　and　some　of　them　will　be　devils。　　War　gives　them　their　opportunity；　brings　out　the　beast。　　Can　you　wonder　at　it？　　You　teach　a　man　to　plunge　a　bayonet　into　the　writhing　flesh　of　a　fellow　human　being；　and　twist　it　round　and　round　and　jamb　it　further　in；　while　the　blood　is　spurting　from　him　like　a　fountain。　　What　are　you　making　of　him　but　a　beast？　　A　man's　got　to　be　a　beast　before　he　can　bring　himself　to　do　it。　　I　have　seen　things　done　by　our　own　men　in　cold　blood；　the　horror　of　which　will　haunt　my　memory　until　I　die。　　But　of　course；　we　hush　it　up　when　it　happens　to　be　our　own　people。〃

He　ceased　speaking。　　No　one　seemed　inclined　to　break　the　silence。

They　remained　confused　in　her　memory；　these　talks　among　the　wounded　men　in　the　low；　dimly　lighted　hut　that　had　become　her　world。　　At　times　it　was　but　two　men　speaking　to　one　another　in　whispers；　at　others　every　creaking　bed　would　be　drawn　into　the　argument。

One　topic　that　never　lost　its　interest　was：　　Who　made　wars？　　Who　hounded　the　people　into　them；　and　kept　them　there；　tearing　at　one　another's　throats？　　They　never　settled　it。

〃God　knows　I　didn't　want　it；　speaking　personally；〃　said　a　German　prisoner　one　day；　with　a　laugh。　　〃I　had　been　working　at　a　printing　business　sixteen　hours　a　day　for　seven　years。　　It　was　just　beginning　to　pay　me；　and　now　my　wife　writes　me　that　she　has　had　to　shut　the　place　up　and　sell　the　machinery　to　keep　them　all　from　starving。〃

〃But　couldn't　you　have　done　anything　to　stop　it？〃　demanded　a　Frenchman；　lying　next　to　him。　　〃All　your　millions　of　Socialists；　what　were　they　up　to？　　What　went　wrong　with　the　Internationale；　the　Universal　Brotherhood　of　Labour；　and　all　that　Tra…la…la？〃

The　German　laughed　again。　　〃Oh；　they　know　their　business；〃　he　answered。　　〃You　have　your　glass　of　beer　and　go　to　bed；　and　when　you　wake　up　in　the　morning　you　find　that　war　has　been　declared；　and　you　keep　your　mouth　shutunless　you　want　to　be　shot　for　a　traitor。　Not　that　it　would　have　made　much　difference；〃　he　added。　　〃I　admit　that。　　The　ground　had　been　too　well　prepared。　　England　was　envious　of　our　trade。　　King　Edward　had　been　plotting　our　destruction。　　Our　papers　were　full　of　translations　from　yours；　talking　about　'La　Revanche！'　　We　were　told　that　you　had　been　lending　money　to　Russia　to　enable　her　to　build　railways；　and　that　when　they　were　complete　France　and　Russia　would　fall　upon　us　suddenly。　　'The　Fatherland　in　danger！'　　It　may　be　lies　or　it　may　not；　what　is　one　to　do？　　What　would　you　have　doneeven　if　you　could　have　done　anything？〃

〃He's　right；〃　said　a　dreamy…eyed　looking　man；　laying　down　the　book　he　had　been　reading。　　〃We　should　have　done　just　the　same。　　'My　country；　right　or　wrong。'　　After　all；　it　is　an　ideal。〃

A　dark；　black…bearded　man　raised　himself　painfully　upon　his　elbow。　He　was　a　tailor　in　the　Rue　Parnesse；　and　prided　himself　on　a　decided　resemblance　to　Victor　Hugo。

〃It's　a　noble　ideal；〃　he　said。　　〃La　Patrie！　　The　great　Mother。　Right　or　wrong；　who　shall　dare　to　harm　her？　　Yes；　if　it　was　she　who　rose　up　in　her　majesty　and　called　to　us。〃　　He　laughed。　　〃What　does　it　mean　in　reality：　　Germania；　Italia；　La　France；　Britannia？　　Half　a　score　of　pompous　old　muddlers　with　their　fat　wives　egging　them　on：　　sons　of　the　fools　before　them；　talkers　who　have　wormed　themselves　into　power　by　making　frothy　speeches　and　fine　promises。　My　Country！〃　he　laughed　again。　　〃Look　at　them。　　Can't　you　see　their　swelling　paunches　and　their　flabby　faces？　　Half　a　score　of　ambitious　politicians；　gouty　old　financiers；　bald…headed　old　toffs；　with　their　waxed　moustaches　and　false　teeth。　　That's　what　we　mean　when　we　talk　about　'My　Country'：　　a　pack　of　selfish；　soulless；　muddle…headed　old　men。　　And　whether　they're　right　or　whether　they're　wrong；　our　duty　is　to　fight　at　their　biddingto　bleed　for　them；　to　die　for　them；　that　they　may　grow　more　sleek　and　prosperous。〃　　He　sank　back　on　his　pillow　with　another　laugh。

Sometimes　they　agreed　it　was　the　newspapers　that　made　warthat　fanned　every　trivial　difference　into　a　vital　question　of　national　honourthat；　whenever　there　was　any　fear　of　peace；　re…stoked　the　fires　of　hatred　with　their　never…failing　stories　of　atrocities。　　At　other　times　they　decided　it　was　the　capitalists；　the　traders；　scenting　profit　for　themselves。　　Some　held　it　was　the　politicians；　dreaming　of　going　down　to　history　as　Richelieus　or　as　Bismarcks。　　A　popular　theory　was　that　cause　for　war　was　always　discovered　by　the　ruling　classes　whenever　there　seemed　danger　that　the　workers　were　getting　out　of　hand。　　In　war；　you　put　the　common　people　back　in　their　place；　revived　in　them　the　habits　of　submission　and　obedience。　　Napoleon　the　Little；　it　was　argued；　had　started　the　war　of　1870　with　that　idea。　　Russia　had　welcomed　the　present　war　as　an　answer　to　the　Revolution　that　was　threatening　Czardom。　　Others　contended　it　was　the　great　munition　industries；　aided　by　the　military　party；　the　officers　impatient　for　opportunities　of　advancement；　the　strategists　eager　to　put　their　theories　to　the　test。　　A　few　of　the　more　philosophical　shrugged　their　shoulders。　It　was　the　thing　itself　that　sooner　or　later　was　bound　to　go　off　of　its　own　accord。　　Half　every　country's　energy；　half　every　country's　time　and　money　was　spent　in　piling　up　explosives。　　In　every　country　envy　and　hatred　of　every　other　country　was　preached　as　a　religion。　They　called　it　patriotism。　　Sooner　or　later　the　spark　fell。

A　wizened　little　man　had　been　listening　to　it　all　one　day。　　He　had　a　curiously　rat…like　face；　with　round；　red；　twinkling　eyes；　and　a　long；　pointed　nose　that　twitched　as　he　talked。

〃I'll　tell　you　who　makes　all　the　wars；〃　he　said。　　〃It's　you　and　me；　my　dears：　　we　make　the　wars。　　We　love　them。　　That's　why　we　open　our　mouths　and　swallow　all　the　twaddle　that　the　papers　give　us；　and　cheer　the　fine；　black…coated　gentlemen　when　they　tell　us　it's　our　sacred　duty　to　kill　Germans；　or　Italians；　or　Russians；　or　anybody　else。　　We　are　just　crazy　to　kill　something：　　it　doesn't　matter　what。　　If　it's　to　be　Germans；　we　shout　'A　Berlin！'；　and　if　it's　to　be　Russians　we　cheer　for　Liberty。　　I　was　in　Paris　at　the　time　of　the　Fashoda　trouble。　　How　we　hissed　the　English　in　the　cafes！　　And　how　they　glared　back　at　us！　　They　were　just　as　eager　to　kill　us。　Who　makes　a　dog　fight？　　Why；　the　dog。　　Anybody　can　do　it。　　Who　could　make　us　fight　each　other；　if　we　didn't　want　to？　　Not　all　the　king's　horses　and　all　the　King's　men。　　No；　my　dears；　it's　we　make　the　wars。　　You　and　me；　my　dears。〃

There　came　a　day　in　early　spring。　　All　night　long　the　guns　had　never　ceased。　　It　sounded　like　the　tireless　barking　of　ten　thousand　giant　dogs。　　Behind　the　hills；　the　whole　horizon；　like　a　fiery　circle；　was　ringed　with　flashing　light。　　Shapeless　forms；　bent　beneath　burdens；　passed　in　endless　procession　through　the　village。　Masses　of　rushing　men　swept　like　shadowy　phantoms　through　the　fitfully…illumined　darkness。　　Beneath　that　everlasting　barking；　Joan　would　hear；　now　the　piercing　wail　of　a　child；　now　a　clap　of　thunder　that　for　the　moment　would　drown　all　other　sounds；　followed　by　a　faint；　low；　rumbling　crash；　like　the　shooting　of　coals　into　a　cellar。　　The　wounded　on　their　beds　lay　with　wide…open；　terrified　eyes；　moving　feverishly　from　side　to　side。

At　dawn　the　order　came　that　the　hospital　was　to　be　evacuated。　　The　ambulances　were　already　waiting　in　the　street。　　Joan　flew　up　the　ladder　to　her　loft；　the　other　side　of　the　yard。　　Madame　Lelanne　was　already　there。　　She　had　thrown　a　few　things　into　a　bundle；　and　her　foot　was　again　upon　the　ladder；　when　it　seemed　to　her　that　someone　struck　her；　hurling　her　back　upon　the　floor；　and　the　house　the　other　side　of　the　yard　rose　up　into　the　air；　and　then　fell　quite　slowly；　and　a　cloud　of　dust　hid　it　from　her　sight。

Madame　Lelanne　must　have　carried　her　down　the　ladder。　　She　was　standing　in　the　yard；　and　the　dust　was　choking　her。　　Across　the　street；　beyond　the　ruins　of　the　hospital；　swarms　of　men　were　running　about　like　ants　when　their　nest　has　been　disturbed。　　Some　were　running　this　way；　and　some　that。　　And　then　they　would　turn　and　run　back　again；　making　dancing　movements　round　one　another　and　jostling　one　another。　　The　guns　had　ceased；　and　instead；　it　sounded　as　if　all　the　babies　in　the　world　were　playing　with　their　rattles。　Suddenly　Madame　Lelanne　reappeared　out　of　the　dust；　and　seizing　Joan；　dragged　her　through　a　dark　opening　and　down　a　flight　of　steps；　and　then　left　her。　　She　was　in　a　great　vaulted　cellar。　　A　faint　light　crept　in　through　a　grated　window　at　the　other　end。　There　was　a　long　table　against　the　wall；　and　in　front　of　it　a　bench。　　She　staggered　to　it　and　sat　down；　leaning　against　the　damp　wall。　　The　place　was　very　silent。　　Suddenly　she　began　to　laugh。　She　tried　to　stop　herself；　but　couldn't。　　And　then　she　heard　footsteps　descending；　and　her　memory　came　back　to　her　with　a　rush。　They　were　German　footsteps；　she　felt　sure　by　the　sound：　　they　were　so　slow　and　heavy。　　They　should　not　find　her　in　hysterics；　anyhow。　She　fixed　her　teeth　into　the　wooden　table　in　front　of　her　and　held　on　to　it　with　clenched　hands。　　She　had　recovered　herself　before　the　footsteps　had　finished　their　descent。　　With　a　relief　that　made　it　difficult　for　her　not　to　begin　laughing　again；　she　found　it　was　Madame　Lelanne　and　Monsieur　Dubos。　　They　were　carrying　something　between　them。　　She　hardly　recognized　Dubos　at　first。　　His　beard　was　gone；　and　a　line　of　flaming　scars　had　taken　its　place。　　They　laid　their　burden　on　the　table。　　It　was　one　of　the　wounded　men　fr