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the dwelling place of ligh-第6部分
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these unfulfilled experiences; and the mere thought of confiding them to any
person appalled her。 Even if there existed some wonderful; understanding being
to whom she might be able thus to empty her soul; the thought of the ecstasy of
that kenosis was too troubling to be dwelt upon。
She had tried reading; with unfortunate results;perhaps because no Virgil had
as yet appeared to guide her through the mysteries of that realm。 Her
schooling had failed to instil into her a discriminating taste for literature;
and when; on occasions; she had entered the Public Library opposite the Common
it had been to stare hopelessly at rows of books whose authors and titles
offered no clue to their contents。 Her few choices had not been happy; they
had failed to interest and thrill。。。
Of the Bumpus family Lise alone found refuge; distraction; and excitement in
the vulgar modern world by which they were surrounded; and of whose
heedlessness and remorselessness they were the victims。 Lise went out into it;
became a part of it; returning only to sleep and eat;a tendency Hannah found
unaccountable; and against which even her stoicism was not wholly proof。
Scarce an evening went by without an expression of uneasiness from Hannah。
〃She didn't happen to mention where she was going; did she; Janet?〃 Hannah
would query; when she had finished her work and put on her spectacles to read
the Banner。
〃To the movies; I suppose;〃 Janet would reply。 Although well aware that her
sister indulged in other distractions; she thought it useless to add to
Hannah's disquietude。 And if she had little patience with Lise; she had less
with the helpless attitude of her parents。
〃Well;〃 Hannah would add; 〃I never can get used to her going out nights the way
she does; and with young men and women I don't know anything about。 I wasn't
brought up that way。 But as long as she's got to work for a living I guess
there's no help for it。〃
And she would glance at Edward。 It was obviously due to his inability
adequately to cope with modern conditions that his daughters were forced to
toil; but this was the nearest she ever came to reproaching him。 If he heard;
he acquiesced humbly; and in silence: more often than not he was oblivious;
buried in the mazes of the Bumpus family history; his papers spread out on the
red cloth of the dining…room table; under the lamp。 Sometimes in his
simplicity and with the enthusiasm that demands listeners he would read aloud
to them a letter; recently received from a distant kinsman; an Alpheus Bumpus;
let us say; who had migrated to California in search of wealth and fame; and
who had found neither。 In spite of age and misfortunes; the liberal attitude
of these western members of the family was always a matter of perplexity to
Edward。
〃He tells me they're going to give women the ballot;doesn't appear to be much
concerned about his own womenfolks going to the polls。〃
〃Why shouldn't they; if they want to?〃 Janet would exclaim; though she had
given little thought to the question。
Edward would mildly ignore this challenge。
〃He has a house on what they call Russian Hill; and he can watch the vessels as
they come in from Japan;〃 he would continue in his precise voice; emphasizing
admirably the last syllables of the words 〃Russian;〃 〃vessels;〃 and 〃Japan。〃
〃Wouldn't you like to see the letter?〃
To do Hannah justice; although she was quite incapable of sharing his passion;
she frequently feigned an interest; took the letter; presently handing it on to
Janet who; in deciphering Alpheus's trembling calligraphy; pondered over his
manifold woes。 Alpheus's son; who had had a good position in a sporting goods
establishment on Market Street; was sick and in danger of losing it; the son's
wife expecting an addition to the family; the house on Russian Hill mortgaged。
Alpheus; a veteran of the Civil War; had been for many years preparing his
reminiscences; but the newspapers nowadays seemed to care nothing for matters
of solid worth; and so far had refused to publish them。。。。 Janet; as she read;
reflected that these letters invariably had to relate tales of failures; of
disappointed hopes; she wondered at her father's perennial interest in
failures;provided they were those of his family; and the next evening; as he
wrote painfully on his ruled paper; she knew that he in turn was pouring out
his soul to Alpheus; recounting; with an emotion by no means unpleasurable; to
this sympathetic but remote relative the story of his own failure!
If the city of Hampton was emblematic of our modern world in which
haphazardness has replaced order; Fillmore Street may be likened to a back eddy
of the muddy and troubled waters; in which all sorts of flotsam and jetsam had
collected。 Or; to find perhaps an even more striking illustration of the
process that made Hampton in general and Fillmore Street in particular; one had
only to take the trolley to Glendale; the Italian settlement on the road
leading to the old New England village of Shrewsbury。 Janet sometimes walked
there; alone or with her friend Eda Rawle。 Disintegration itselfin a
paradoxically pathetic attempt at reconstructionhad built Glendale。 Human
hands; Italian hands。 Nor; surprising though it may seem; were these
descendants of the people of the Renaissance in the least offended by their
handiwork。 When the southern European migration had begun and real estate
became valuable; one by one the more decorous edifices of the old American
order had been torn down and carried piecemeal by sons of Italy to the bare
hills of Glendale; there to enter into new combinations representing; to an eye
craving harmony; the last word of a chaos; of a mental indigestion; of a colour
scheme crying aloud to heaven for retribution。 Standing alone and bare amidst
its truck gardens; hideous; extreme; though typical of the entire settlement;
composed of fragments ripped from once…appropriate settings; is a house with a
tiny body painted strawberry…red; with scroll…work shutters a tender green;
surmounting the structure and almost equalling it in size is a sky…blue cupola;
once the white crown of the Sutter mansion; the pride of old Hampton。 The
walls of this dwelling were wrested from the sides of Mackey's Tavern; while
the shutters for many years adorned the parsonage of the old First Church。
Similarly; in Hampton and in Fillmore Street; lived in enforced neighbourliness
human fragments once having their places in crystallized communities where
existence had been regarded as solved。 Here there was but one order;if such
it may be called;one relationship; direct; or indirect; one necessity
claiming them allthe mills。
Like the boards forming the walls of the shacks at Glendale; these human planks
torn from an earlier social structure were likewise warped; which is to say
they were dominated by obsessions。 Edward's was the Bumpus family; and Chris
Auermann; who lived in the flat below; was convinced that the history of
mankind is a deplorable record of havoc caused by women。 Perhaps he was right;
but the conviction was none the less an obsession。 He came from a little
village near Wittenburg that has scarcely changed since Luther's time。 Like
most residents of Hampton who did not work in the mills; he ministered to those
who did; or to those who sold merchandise to the workers; cutting their hair in
his barber shop on Faber Street。
The Bumpuses; save Lise; clinging to a native individualism and pride;
preferred isolation to companionship with the other pieces of driftwood by
which they were surrounded; and with which the summer season compelled a
certain enforced contact。 When the heat in the little dining…room grew
unbearable; they were driven to take refuge on the front steps shared in common
with the household of the barber。 It is true that the barber's wife was a mild
hausfrau who had little to say; and that their lodgers; two young Germans who
worked in the mills; spent most of their evenings at a bowling club; but
Auermann himself; exhaling a strong odour of bay rum; would arrive promptly at
quarter past eight; take off his coat; and thus; as it were stripped for
action; would turn upon the defenceless Edward。
〃Vill you mention one great manyoost onewho is not greater if the vimmen
leave him alone?〃 he would demand。 〃Is it Anthony; the conqueror of Egypt and
the East? I vill show you Cleopatra。 Und Burns; and Napoleon; the greatest
man what ever livedvimmen again。 I tell you there is no Elba; no St。 Helena
if it is not for the vimmen。 Und vat vill you say of Goethe?〃
Poor Edward could think of nothing to say of Goethe。
〃He is great; I grant you;〃 Chris would admit; 〃but vat is he if the vimmen
leave him alone? Divine yoost that。〃 And he would proceed to cite endless
examples of generals and statesmen whose wives or mistresses had been their
bane。 Futile Edward's attempts to shift the conversation to the subject of his
own obsession; the German was by far the more aggressive; he would have none of
it。 Perhaps if Edward had been willing to concede that the Bumpuses had been
brought to their present lowly estate by the sinister agency of the fair sex
Chris might conditionally have accepted the theme。 Hannah; contemptuously
waving a tattered palm leaf fan; was silent; but on one occasion Janet took
away the barber's breath by suddenly observing:
〃You never seem to think of the women whose lives are ruined by men; Mr。
Auermann。〃
It was unheard…of; this invasion of a man's argument by a woman; and by a young
woman at that。 He glared at her through his spectacles; took them off; wiped
them; replaced them; and glared at her again。 He did not like Janet; she was
capable of what may be called a speaking silence; and he had never been wholly
unaware of her disapproval and ridicule。 Perhaps he recognized in her;
instinctively; the potential qualities of that emerging modern woman who to him
was anathema。
〃It is somethings I don't think about;〃 he said。
He was a wizened little man with faience…blue eyes; and sat habitually hunched
up with his hands folded across his shins。
〃Nam fuit ante Helenam〃as Darwin quotes。 Toward all the masculine reside
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