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But　how　about　Syndicalism　and　all　the　mysticism　that　goes　with　it？
There's　an　intellectual　over　at　Headquarters　who's　been　talking　to　her
about　Bergson；　the　life…force；　and　the　World…We…Ourselves…Create。〃

Mrs。　Maturin　laughed。

〃Well；　we　go　wrong　when　we　don't　go　right。　　That's　just　it；　we　must　go
some　way。　　And　I'm　sure；　from　what　I　gather；　that　she　isn't　wholly
satisfied　with　Syndicalism。〃

〃What　is　right？〃　demanded　Insall。

〃Oh；　I　don't　intend　to　turn　her　over　to　Mr。　Worrall　and　make　a
sociologist　and　a　militant　suffragette　out　of　her。　　She　isn't　that　kind；
anyhow。　　But　I　could　give　her　good　literature　to　readyours；　for
instance；〃　she　added　maliciously。

〃You're　preposterous；　Augusta；〃　Insall　exclaimed。

〃I　may　be；　but　you've　got　to　indulge　me。　　I've　taken　this　fancy　to　her
of　course　I　mean　to　see　more　of　her。　　Butyou　know　how　hard　it　is　for
me；　sometimes；　since　I've　been　left　alone。〃

Insall　laid　his　hand　affectionately　on　her　shoulder。

〃I　remember　what　you　said　the　first　day　I　saw　her；　that　the　strike　was　in
her；〃　Mrs。　Maturin　continued。　　〃Well；　I　see　now　that　she　does　express　and
typify　itand　I　don't　mean　the　‘labour　movement'　alone；　or　this　strike
in　Rampton；　which　is　symptomatic；　but　crude。　　I　mean　something　bigger
and　I　suppose　you　dothe　protest；　the　revolt；　the　struggle　for　self…
realization　that　is　beginning　to　be　felt　all　over　the　nation；　all　over
the　world　today；　that　is　not　yet　focussed　and　self…conscious；　but　groping
its　way；　clothing　itself　in　any　philosophy　that　seems　to　fit　it。　　I　can
imagine　myself　how　such　a　strike　as　this　might　appeal　to　a　girl　with　a
sense　of　rebellion　against　sordidness　and　lack　of　opportunityespecially
if　she　has　had　a　tragic　experience。　　And　sometimes　I　suspect　she　has　had
one。〃

〃Well；　it's　an　interesting　theory；〃　Insall　admitted　indulgently。

〃I'm　merely　amplifying　your　suggestions；　only。　　you　won't　admit　that　they
are　yours。　　And　she　was　your　protegee。〃　　〃And　you　are　going　to　take　her
off　my　hands。〃　　〃I'm　not　so　sure；〃　said　Mrs。　Maturin。




CHAPTER　XIX

The　Hampton　strike　had　reached　the　state　of　grim　deadlock　characteristic
of　all　stubborn　wars。　　There　were　aggressions；　retaliations　on　both
sides；　the　antagonism　grew　more　intense。　　The　older　labour　unions　were
accused　by　the　strikers　of　playing　the　employers'　game；　and　thus　grew　to
be　hated　even　more　than　the　〃capitalists。〃　　These　organizations　of　the
skilled　had　entered　but　half…heartedly　into　a　struggle　that　now　began　to
threaten；　indeed；　their　very　existence；　and　when　it　was　charged　that　the
Textile　Workers　had　been　attempting　to　secure　recruits　from　the　ranks　of
the　strikers；　and　had　secretly　offered　the　millowners　a　scale　of　demands
in　the　hope　that　a　sufficient　number　of　operatives　would　return　to　work；
and　so　break　the　strike；　a　serious　riot　was　barely　averted。　　〃Scab…huntmg
agencies；〃　the　unions　were　called。　　One　morning　when　it　was　learned　that
the　loom…fixers；　almost　to　a　man；　had　gone　back　to　the　mills；　a　streetcar
was　stopped　near　the　power　house　at　the　end　of　Faber　Street；　and　in　a
twinkling；　before　the　militia　or　police　could　interfere；　motorman；
conductor；　and　passengers　were　dragged　from　it　and　the　trolley　pole
removed。　　This　and　a　number　of　similar　aggressive　acts　aroused　the　mill…
owners　and　their　agents　to　appeal　with　renewed　vigour　to　the　public
through　the　newspapers；　which　it　was　claimed　they　owned　or　subsidized。
Then　followed　a　series　of　arraignments　of　the　strike　leaders　calculated
to　stir　the　wildest　prejudices　and　fears　of　the　citizens　of　Hampton。
Antonelli　and　Jastroso　rumour　had　itin　various　nightly　speeches　had
advised　their　followers　to　〃sleep　in　the　daytime　and　prowl　like　wild
animals　at　night〃；　urged　the　power　house　employees　to　desert　and　leave
the　city　in　darkness；　made　the　declaration；　〃We　will　win　if　we　raise
scaffolds　on　every　street！〃　insisted　that　the　strikers；　too；　should　have
〃gun　permits；〃　since　the　police　hirelings　carried　arms。　　And　the　fact
that　the　mill…owners　replied　with　pamphlets　whose　object　was　proclaimed
to　be　one　of　discrediting　their　leaders　in　the　eyes　of　the　public　still
further　infuriated　the　strikers。　　Such　charges；　of　course；　had　to　be
vehemently　refuted；　the　motives　behind　them　made　clear；　and　counter…
accusations　laid　at　the　door　of　the　mill…owners。

The　atmosphere　at　Headquarters　daily　grew　more　tense。　　At　any　moment　the
spark　might　be　supplied　to　precipitate　an　explosion　that　would　shake　the
earth。　　The　hungry；　made　more　desperate　by　their　own　sufferings　or　the
spectacle　of　starving　families；　were　increasingly　difficult　to　control：
many　wished　to　return　to　work；　others　clamoured　for　violence；　nor　were
these　wholly　discouraged　by　a　portion　of　the　leaders。　　A　riot　seemed
imminenta　riot　Antonelli　feared　and　firmly　opposed；　since　it　would
alienate　the　sympathy　of　that　wider　public　in　the　country　on　which　the
success　of　the　strike　depended。　　Watchful；　yet　apparently　unconcerned；
unmoved　by　the　quarrels；　the　fierce　demands　for　〃action；〃　he　sat　on　the
little　stage；　smoking　his　cigars　and　reading　his　newspapers。

Janet's　nerves　were　taut。　　There　had　been　times　during　the　past　weeks
when　she　had　been　aware　of　new　and　vaguely　disquieting　portents。
Inexperience　had　led　her　to　belittle　them；　and　the　absorbing　nature　of
her　work；　the　excitement　due　to　the　strange　life　of　conflict；　of　new
ideas；　into　which　she　had　so　unreservedly　flung　herself；　the　resentment
that　galvanized　herall　these　had　diverted　her　from　worry。　　At　night；
hers　had　been　the　oblivious　slumber　of　the　weary。。。。　　And　then；　as　a
desperate　wayfarer；　pressing　on；　feels　a　heavy　drop　of　rain　and　glances
up　to　perceive　the　clouds　that　have　long　been　gathering；　she　awoke　in　the
black　morning　hours；　and　fear　descended　upon　her。　　Suddenly　her　brain
became　hideously　active　as　she　lay；　dry…upped；　staring　into　the　darkness；
striving　to　convince　herself　that　it　could　not　be。　　But　the　thing　had　its
advocate；　also；　to　summon　ingeniously；　in　cumulative　array；　those　omens
she　had　ignored：　to　cause　her　to　piece　together；　in　this　moment　of
torture；　portions　of　the　knowledge　of　sexual　facts　that　prudery　banishes
from　education；　a　smattering　of　which　reaches　the　ears　of　such　young
women　as　Janet　in　devious；　roundabout　ways。　　Several　times；　in　the　month
just　past；　she　had　had　unwonted　attacks　of　dizziness；　of　faintness；　and
on　one　occasion　Anna　Mower；　alarmed；　had　opened　the　window　of　the
bibliotheque　and　thrust　her　into　the　cold　air。　　Now；　with　a　pang　of　fear
she　recalled　what　Anna　had　said：

〃You're　working　too　hardyou　hadn't　ought　to　stay　here　nights。　　If　it
was　some　girls　I've　met；　I'd　know　what　to　think。〃

Strange　that　the　significance　of　this　sentence　had　failed　to　penetrate
her　consciousness　until　now！　　〃If　it　was　some　girls　I've　met；　I'd　know
what　to　think！〃　　It　had　come　into　her　mind　abruptly；　and　always；　when　she
sought　to　reassure　herself；　to　declare　her　terror　absurd；　it　returned　to
confront　her。　　Heat　waves　pulsed　through　her；　she　grew　intolerably　warm；
perspiration　started　from　her　pores；　and　she　flung　off　the　blankets。　　The
rain　from　the　roofs　was　splashing　on　the　bricks　of　the　passage。。。。　　What
would　Mr。　Insall　say；　if　he　knew？　and　Mrs。　Maturin？　　She　could　never　see
them　again。　　Now　there　was　no　one　to　whom　to　turn；　she　was　cut　off；
utterly；　from　humanity；　an　outcast。　　Like　Lise！　　And　only　a　little　while
ago　she　and　Lise　had　lain　in　that　bed　together！　　Was　there　not　somebody　…
…God？　　Other　people　believed　in　God；　prayed　to　him。　　She　tried　to　say；
〃Oh　God；　deliver　me　from　this　thing！。〃　　but　the　words　seemed　a　mockery。
After　all；　it　was　mechanical；　it　had　either　happened　or　it　hadn't
happened。　　A　life…long　experience　in　an　environment　where　only　unpleasant
things　occurred；　where　miracles　were　unknown；　had　effaced　a　fleeting；
childhood　belief　in　miracles。　　Cause　and　effect　were　the　rule。　　And　if
there　were　a　God　who　did　interfere；　why　hadn't　he　interfered　before　this
thing　happened？　　Then　would　have　been　the　logical　time。　　Why　hadn't　he
informed　her　that　in　attempting　to　escape　from　the　treadmill　in　which　he
had　placed　her；　in　seeking　happiness；　she　had　been　courting　destruction？
Why　had　he　destroyed　Lise？　　And　if　there　were　a　God；　would　he　comfort　her
now；　convey　to　her　some　message　of　his　sympathy　and　love？　　No　such
message；　alas；　seemed　to　come　to　her　through　the　darkness。

After　a　whilea　seemingly　interminable　whilethe　siren　shrieked；　the
bells　jangled　loudly　in　the　wet　air；　another　day　had　come。　　Could　she
face　iteven　the　murky　grey　light　of　this　that　revealed　the　ashes　and
litter　of　the　back　yard　under　the　downpour？　　The　act　of　dressing　brought
a　slight　relief；　and　then；　at　breakfast；　a　numbness　stole　over　her
suggested　and　conveyed；　perchance；　by　the　apathy　of　her　mother。
Something　had　killed　suffering　in　Hannah；　perhaps　she　herself　would
mercifully　lose　the　power　to　suffer！　　But　the　thought　made　her　shudder。
She　could　not；　like　her　mother；　find　a　silly　refuge　in　shining　dishes；　in
cleaning　pots　and　pans；　or　sit　idle；　vacant…minded；　for　long　hours　in　a
spotless　kitchen。　　What　would　happen　to　her？。。。　　Howbeit；　the　ache　that
had　tortured　her　became　a　dull；　leaden　pain；　like　that　she　had　known　at
another　time　…how　long　agowhen　the　suffering　caused　by　Ditmar's
deception　had　dulled；　when　she　had　sat　in　the　train　on　her　way　back　to
Hampton　from　Boston；　after　seeing　Lise。　　The　pain　would　throb　again；
unsupportably；　and　she　would　wake；　and　this　time　it　would　drive　hershe
knew　not　where。

She　was　certain；　now；　that　the　presage　of　the　night　was　true。。。。

She　reached　Franco…Belgian　Hall　to　find　it　in　an　uproar。　　Anna　Mower　ran
up　to　her　with　the　news　that　dynamite　had　been　discovered　by　the　police
in　certain　tenements　of　the　Syrian　quarter；　that　the　tenants　had　been
arrested　and　taken　to　the　police　station　where；　bewildered　and　terrified；
they　had　denied　any　knowledge　of　the　explosive。　　Dynamite　had　also　been
found　under　the　power　house；　and　in　the　millsthe　sources　of　Hampton's
prosperity。　　And　Hampton　believed；　of　course；　that　this　was　the
inevitable　result　of　the　anarchistic　preaching　of　such　enemies　of　society
as　Jastro　and　Antonelli　if　these；　indeed；　had　not　incited　the