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and those who were in hiding across the river had returned and knew

how to climb the wall。 They bore me from among the dead; they gave me

food so that my strength came back; but in the night I; who in my

wickedness would not live; escaped from them and climbed the pillar of

black rock; so that when the sun rose they saw me standing there。 They

begged of me to come down; promising to protect me; but I said 'No;'

who in the evil of my heart only desired to die; that I might join my

father and my brother; and one who was dearer to me than all。 They

asked of me where the great treasure was hidden。〃



At these words Jacob gasped; then rapidly translated them; while the

figure before them became silent; as though it felt that for the

moment the power of his will was withdrawn。



〃Speak on; I bid you;〃 he said; and she continued; the rich; slow

voice dropping word after word from the lips of Benita in the alien

speech that this Benita never knew。



〃I answered that it was where it was; and that if they gave it up to

any save the one appointed; then that fate which had befallen my

people would befall theirs also。 Yes; I gave it into their keeping

until I came again; since with his dying breath my father had

commanded me to reveal it to none; and I believed that I who was about

to die should never come again。



〃Then I made my last prayer; I kissed the golden crucifix that now

hangs upon this breast wherein I dwell;〃 and the hand of the living

Benita was lifted; and moving like the hand of a dead thing; slowly

drew out the symbol from beneath the cloak; held it for a moment in

the lamplight; and let it fall to its place again。 〃I put my hands

before my eyes that I might not see; and I hurled myself from the

pinnacle。〃



Now the voice ceased; but from the lips came a dreadful sound; such as

might be uttered by one whose bones are shattered upon rocks; followed

by other sounds like those of one who chokes in water。 They were so

horrible to hear that Mr。 Clifford nearly fainted; and even Jacob

Meyer staggered and turned white as the white face of Benita。



〃Wake her! For God's sake; wake her!〃 said her father。 〃She is dying;

as that woman died hundreds of years ago。〃



〃Not till she has told us where the gold is。 Be quiet; you fool。 She

does not feel or suffer。 It is the spirit within her that lives

through the past again。〃



Once more there was silence。 It seemed as though the story were all

told and the teller had departed。



〃Benita da Ferreira;〃 said Meyer at length; 〃I command you; tell me;

are you dead?〃



〃Oh! would that I were dead; as my body is dead!〃 wailed the lips of

Benita。 〃Alas! I cannot die who suffer this purgatory; and must dwell

on here alone until the destined day。 Yes; yes; the spirit of her who

was Benita da Ferreira must haunt this place in solitude。 This is her

doom; to be the guardian of that accursed gold which was wrung from

the earth by cruelty and paid for with the lives of men。〃



〃Is it still safe?〃 whispered Jacob。



〃I will look;〃 then after a pause; 〃I have looked。 It is there; every

grain of it; in ox…hide bags; only one of them has fallen and burst;

that which is black and red。〃



〃Where is it?〃 he said again。



〃I may not tell you; never; never。〃



〃Is there anyone whom you may tell?〃



〃Yes。〃



〃Whom?〃



〃Her in whose breast I lie。〃



〃Tell her then。〃



〃I have told her; she knows。〃



〃And may she tell me?〃



〃Let her guard the secret as she will。 O my Guardian; I thank thee。 My

burden is departed; my sin of self…murder is atoned。〃



〃Benita da Ferreira; are you gone?〃



No answer。



〃Benita Clifford; do you hear me?〃



〃I hear you;〃 said the voice of Benita; speaking in English; although

Jacob; forgetting; had addressed her in Portuguese。



〃Where is the gold?〃



〃In my keeping。〃



〃Tell me; I command you。〃



But no words came; though he questioned her many times no words came;

till at last her head sank forward upon her knees; and in a faint

voice she murmured:



〃Loose me; or I die。〃







XIX



THE AWAKING



Still Jacob Meyer hesitated。 The great secret was unlearned; and; if

this occasion passed; might never be learned。 But if he hesitated; Mr。

Clifford did not。 The knowledge of his child's danger; the sense that

her life was mysteriously slipping away from her under pressure of the

ghastly spell in which she lay enthralled; stirred him to madness。 His

strength and manhood came back to him。 He sprang straight at Meyer's

throat; gripped it with one hand; and with the other drew the knife he

wore。



〃You devil!〃 he gasped。 〃Wake her or you shall go with her!〃 and he

lifted the knife。



Then Jacob gave in。 Shaking off his assailant he stepped to Benita;

and while her father stood behind him with the lifted blade; began to

make strange upward passes over her; and to mutter words of command。

For a long while they took no effect; indeed; both of them were almost

sure that she was gone。 Despair gripped her father; and Meyer worked

at his black art so furiously that the sweat burst out upon his

forehead and fell in great drops to the floor。



Oh; at last; at last she stirred! Her head lifted itself a little; her

breast heaved。



〃Lord in Heaven; I have saved her!〃 muttered Jacob in German; and

worked on。



Now the eyes of Benita opened; and now she stood up and sighed。 But

she said nothing; only like a person walking in her sleep; she began

to move towards the entrance of the cave; her father going before her

with the lamp。 On she went; and out of it straight to her tent; where

instantly she cast herself upon her bed and sank into deep slumber。 It

was as though the power of the drug…induced oblivion; which for a

while was over…mastered by that other stronger power invoked by Jacob;

had reasserted itself。



Meyer watched her for awhile; then said to Mr。 Clifford:



〃Don't be afraid and don't attempt to disturb her。 She will wake

naturally in the morning。〃



〃I hope so for both our sakes;〃 he answered; glaring at him; 〃for if

not; you or I; or the two of us; will never see another。〃



Meyer took no notice of his threats; indeed the man seemed so

exhausted that he could scarcely stand。



〃I am done;〃 he said。 〃Now; as she is safe; I don't care what happens

to me。 I must rest;〃 and he staggered from the tent; like a drunken

man。



Outside; at the place where they ate; Mr。 Clifford heard him gulping

down raw gin from the bottle。 Then he heard no more。



All the rest of the night; and for some hours of the early morning;

did her father watch by the bed of Benita; although; lightly clad as

he was; the cold of dawn struck to his bones。 At length; when the sun

was well up; she rose in her bed; and her eyes opened。



〃What are you doing here; father?〃 she said。



〃I have come to see where you were; dear。 You are generally out by

now。〃



〃I suppose that I must have overslept myself then;〃 she replied

wearily。 〃But it does not seem to have refreshed me much; and my head

aches。 Oh! I remember;〃 she added with a start。 〃I have had such a

horrid dream。〃



〃What about?〃 he asked as carelessly as he could。



〃I can't recall it quite; but it had to do with Mr。 Meyer;〃 and she

shivered。 〃It seemed as though I had passed into his power; as though

he had taken possession of me; body and soul; and forced me to tell

him all the secret things。〃



〃What secret things; Benita?〃



She shook her head。



〃I don't know now; but we went away among dead people; and I told him

there。 Oh! father; I am afraid of that manterribly afraid! Protect

me from him;〃 and she began to cry a little。



〃Of course I will protect you; dear。 Something has upset your nerves。

Come; dress yourself and you'll soon forget it all。 I'll light the

fire。〃



A quarter of an hour later Benita joined him; looking pale and shaken;

but otherwise much as usual。 She was ravenously hungry; and ate of the

biscuits and dried meat with eagerness。



〃The coffee tastes quite different from that which I drank last

night;〃 she said。 〃I think there must have been something in it which

gave me those bad dreams。 Where is Mr。 Meyer? Oh; I know!〃 and again

she put her hand to her head。 〃He is still asleep by the wall。〃



〃Who told you that?〃



〃I can't say; but it is so。 He will not come here till one o'clock。

There; I feel much better now。 What shall we do; father?〃



〃Sit in the sun and rest; I think; dear。〃



〃Yes; let us do that; on the top of the wall。 We can see the Makalanga

from there; and it will be a comfort to be sure that there are other

human beings left in the world besides ourselves and Jacob Meyer。〃



So presently they went; and from the spot whence Meyer used to shoot

at the Matabele camp; looked down upon the Makalanga moving about the

first enclosure far below。 By the aid of the glasses Benita even

thought that she recognised Tamas; although of this it was difficult

to be sure; for they were all very much alike。 Still; the discovery

quite excited her。



〃I am sure it is Tamas;〃 she said。 〃And oh! how I wish that we were

down there with him; although it is true that then we should be nearer

to the Matabele。 But they are better than Mr。 Meyer; much better。〃



Now for a while they were silent; till at length she said suddenly:



〃Father; you are keeping something back from me; and things begin to

come back。 Tell me; did I go anywhere last night with Mr。 Meyeryou

and he and I together?〃



He hesitated and looked guilty; Mr。 Clifford was not a good actor。



〃I see that we did; I am sure that we did。 Father; tell me。 I must

know; I will know。〃



Then he gave way。



〃I didn't want to speak; dear; but perhaps it is best。 It is a very

strange story。 Will you promise not to be upset?〃



〃I will promise not to be more upset than I
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