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yourselves of the house and its poor hospitality;〃 said Don Juan;

with time…honored courtesy; producing the rustic key of the gate of

the patio。  〃It is at your disposition; caballeros;〃 he repeated;

leading the way as his guests passed into the corridor。



Two hours passed。  The hills were darkening on their eastern

slopes; the shadows of the few poplars that sparsedly dotted the

dusty highway were falling in long black lines that looked like

ditches on the dead level of the tawny fields; the shadows of

slowly moving cattle were mingling with their own silhouettes; and

becoming more and more grotesque。  A keen wind rising in the hills

was already creeping from the canada as from the mouth of a funnel;

and sweeping the plains。  Antonio had forgathered with the

servants; had pinched the ears of the maids; had partaken of

aguardiente; had saddled the mules;Antonio was becoming

impatient。



And then a singular commotion disturbed the peaceful monotony of

the patriarchal household of Don Juan Briones。  The stagnant

courtyard was suddenly alive with peons and servants; running

hither and thither。  The alleys and gardens were filled with

retainers。  A confusion of questions; orders; and outcrys rent the

air; the plains shook with the galloping of a dozen horsemen。  For

the acolyte Francisco; of the Mission San Carmel; had disappeared

and vanished; and from that day the hacienda of Don Juan Briones

knew him no more。





CHAPTER III





When Father Pedro saw the yellow mules vanish under the low

branches of the oaks beside the little graveyard; caught the last

glitter of the morning sun on Pinto's shining headstall; and heard

the last tinkle of Antonio's spurs; something very like a mundane

sigh escaped him。  To the simple wonder of the majority of early

worshipersthe half…breed converts who rigorously attended the

spiritual ministrations of the Mission; and ate the temporal

provisions of the reverend fathershe deputed the functions of the

first mass to a coadjutor; and; breviary in hand; sought the

orchard of venerable pear trees。  Whether there was any occult

sympathy in his reflections with the contemplation of their

gnarled; twisted; gouty; and knotty limbs; still bearing gracious

and goodly fruit; I know not; but it was his private retreat; and

under one of the most rheumatic and misshapen trunks there was a

rude seat。  Here Father Pedro sank; his face towards the mountain

wall between him and the invisible sea。  The relentless; dry;

practical Californian sunlight falling on his face grimly pointed

out a night of vigil and suffering。  The snuffy yellow of his eyes

was injected yet burning; his temples were ridged and veined like a

tobacco leaf; the odor of desiccation which his garments always

exhaled was hot and feverish; as if the fire had suddenly awakened

among the ashes。



Of what was Father Pedro thinking?



He was thinking of his youth; a youth spent under the shade of

those pear trees; even then venerable as now。  He was thinking of

his youthful dreams of heathen conquest; emulating the sacrifices

and labors of Junipero Serra; a dream cut short by the orders of

the archbishop; that sent his companion; Brother Diego; north on a

mission to strange lands; and condemned him to the isolation of San

Carmel。  He was thinking of that fierce struggle with envy of a

fellow creature's better fortune that; conquered by prayer and

penance; left him patient; submissive; and devoted to his humble

work; how he raised up converts to the faith; even taking them from

the breast of heretic mothers。



He recalled how once; with the zeal of propagandism quickening in

the instincts of a childless man; he had dreamed of perpetuating

his work through some sinless creation of his own; of dedicating

some virgin soul; one over whom he could have complete control;

restricted by no human paternal weakness; to the task he had begun。

But how?  Of all the boys eagerly offered to the Church by their

parents there seemed none sufficiently pure and free from parental

taint。  He remembered how one night; through the intercession of

the Blessed Virgin herself; as he firmly then believed; this dream

was fulfilled。  An Indian woman brought him a Waugee childa baby…

girl that she had picked up on the sea…shore。  There were no

parents to divide the responsibility; the child had no past to

confront; except the memory of the ignorant Indian woman; who

deemed her duty done; and whose interest ceased in giving it to the

Padre。  The austere conditions of his monkish life compelled him to

the first step in his adoption of itthe concealment of its sex。

This was easy enough; as he constituted himself from that moment

its sole nurse and attendant; and boldly baptized it among the

other children by the name of Francisco。  No others knew its

origin; nor cared to know。  Father Pedro had taken a muchacho

foundling for adoption; his jealous seclusion of it and his

personal care was doubtless some sacerdotal formula at once high

and necessary。



He remembered with darkening eyes and impeded breath how his close

companionship and daily care of this helpless child had revealed to

him the fascinations of that paternity denied to him; how he had

deemed it his duty to struggle against the thrill of baby fingers

laid upon his yellow cheeks; the pleading of inarticulate words;

the eloquence of wonder…seeing and mutely questioning eyes; how he

had succumbed again and again; and then struggled no more; seeing

only in them the suggestion of childhood made incarnate in the Holy

Babe。  And yet; even as he thought; he drew from his gown a little

shoe; and laid it beside his breviary。  It was Francisco's baby

slipper; a duplicate to those worn by the miniature waxen figure of

the Holy Virgin herself in her niche in the transept。



Had he felt during these years any qualms of conscience at this

concealment of the child's sex?  None。  For to him the babe was

sexless; as most befitted one who was to live and die at the foot

of the altar。  There was no attempt to deceive God; what mattered

else?  Nor was he withholding the child from the ministrations of

the sacred sisters; there was no convent near the Mission; and as

each year passed; the difficulty of restoring her to the position

and duties of her sex became greater and more dangerous。  And then

the acolyte's destiny was sealed by what again appeared to Father

Pedro as a direct interposition of Providence。  The child developed

a voice of such exquisite sweetness and purity that an angel seemed

to have strayed into the little choir; and kneeling worshipers

below; transported; gazed upwards; half expectant of a heavenly

light breaking through the gloom of the raftered ceiling。  The fame

of the little singer filled the valley of San Carmel; it was a

miracle vouchsafed the Mission; Don Jose Peralta remembered; ah

yes; to have heard in old Spain of boy choristers with such voices!



And was this sacred trust to be withdrawn from him?  Was this life

which he had brought out of an unknown world of sin; unstained and

pure; consecrated and dedicated to God; just in the dawn of power

and promise for the glory of the Mother Church; to be taken from

his side?  And at the word of a self…convicted man of sina man

whose tardy repentance was not yet absolved by the Holy Church。

Never! never!  Father Pedro dwelt upon the stranger's rejection of

the ministrations of the Church with a pitiable satisfaction; had

he accepted it; he would have had a sacred claim upon Father

Pedro's sympathy and confidence。  Yet he rose again; uneasily and

with irregular steps returned to the corridor; passing the door of

the familiar little cell beside his own。  The window; the table;

and even the scant toilette utensils were filled with the flowers

of yesterday; some of them withered and dry; the white gown of the

little chorister was hanging emptily against the wall。  Father

Pedro started and trembled; it seemed as if the spiritual life of

the child had slipped away with its garments。



In that slight chill; which even in the hottest days in California

always invests any shadow cast in that white sunlight; Father Pedro

shivered in the corridor。  Passing again into the garden; he

followed in fancy the wayfaring figure of Francisco; saw the child

arrive at the rancho of Don Juan; and with the fateful blindness of

all dreamers projected a picture most unlike the reality。  He

followed the pilgrims even to San Jose; and saw the child deliver

the missive which gave the secret of her sex and condition to the

Father Superior。  That the authority at San Jose might dissent with

the Padre of San Carmel; or decline to carry out his designs; did

not occur to the one…idea'd priest。  Like all solitary people;

isolated from passing events; he made no allowances for occurrences

outside of his routine。  Yet at this moment a sudden thought

whitened his yellow cheek。  What if the Father Superior deemed it

necessary to impart the secret to Francisco?  Would the child

recoil at the deception; and; perhaps; cease to love him?  It was

the first time; in his supreme selfishness; he had taken the

acolyte's feelings into account。  He had thought of him only as one

owing implicit obedience to him as a temporal and spiritual guide。



〃Reverend Father!〃



He turned impatiently。  It was his muleteer; Jose。  Father Pedro's

sunken eye brightened。



〃Ah; Jose!  Quickly; then; hast thou found Sanchicha?〃



〃Truly; your reverence!  And I have brought her with me; just as

she is; though if your reverence make more of her than to fill the

six…foot hole and say a prayer over her; I'll give the mule that

brought her here for food for the bull's horns。  She neither hears

nor speaks; but whether from weakness or sheer wantonness; I know

not。〃



〃Peace; then! and let thy tongue take example from hers。  Bring her

with thee into the sa
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