marie antoinette and her son-第26部分

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again。〃

〃And　so　does　your　majesty　not　believe　in　your　friends　any　more？〃
asked　the　duchess；　reproachfully。　〃Do　you　doubt　us？　Do　you　doubt
me？〃

〃I　do　not　doubt　you　all；　and；　before　all　things　else；　not　you；〃　said
Marie　Antoinette；　with　a　lingering；　tender　look。　〃I　only　doubt　the
possibility　of　a　queen's　having　faithful　friends。　I　always　forgot；
when　I　was　with　my　friends；　that　I　was　the　queen；　but　they　never
forgot　it。〃

〃Madame；　they　ought　never　to　forget　it；〃　replied　the　duchess；
softly。　〃With　all　their　love　for　your　majesty；　your　friends　ought
never　to　forget　that　reverence　is　due　you　as　much　as　love；　and
subjection　as　much　as　friendship。　They　ought　never　to　make
themselves　your　majesty's　equals；　and　if　your　majesty；　in　the　grace
of　your　fair　and　gentle　heart；　designs　to　condescend　to　us　and　make
yourself　like　us；　yet　we　ought　never　to　be　so　thoughtless　as　to
raise　ourselves　to　you；　and　want　to　make　ourselves　the　equals　of　our
queen。〃

〃Oh；　Julia！　you　pain　meyou　pain　me　unspeakably；〃　sighed　Marie
Antoinette；　pressing　her　hand　to　her　heart；　as　if　she　wanted　to　keep
back　the　tears　which　would　mount　into　her　eyes。

〃Your　majesty　knows；〃　continued　the　duchess；　with　her　gentle；　and
yet　terribly　quiet　manner；　〃your　majesty　knows　how　modestly　I　make
use　of　the　great　confidence　which　you　most　graciously　bestow　upon
me；　how　seldom　and　how　tremblingly　my　lips　venture　to　utter　the　dear
name　of　my　queen；　of　whom　I　may　rightly　talk　only　in　intimate
converse　with　your　exalted　mother　and　your　royal　husband。　Your
majesty　knows　further〃

〃Oh！　I　know　all；　all；〃　interrupted　the　queen；　sadly。　〃I　know　that　it
is　not　the　part　of　a　queen　to　be　happy；　to　love；　to　be　loved；　to
have　friends。　I　know　that　you　all；　whom　I　have　so　tenderly　loved；
feel　yourselves　more　terrified　than　benefited；　I　know；　that　with
this　confession；　happiness　has　withdrawn　from　me。　I　look　into　the
future　and　see　the　dark　clouds　which　are　descending；　and　threatening
us　with　a　tempest。　I　see　all；　I　have　no　illusions　more。　The　fair
days　are　all　pastthe　sunshine　of　Trianon；　and　the　fragrance　of　its
flowers。〃

〃And　will　your　majesty　not　go　there　to…day？〃　asked　the　duchess。　〃It
is　such　beautiful　weather；　the　sun　shines　so　splendidly；　and　we
shall　have　such　a　glorious　sunset。〃

〃A　glorious　sunset！〃　repeated　Marie　Antoinette；　with　a　bitter　smile。
〃A　queen　is　at　least　allowed　to　see　the　sun　go　down；　etiquette　has
not　forbidden　a　queen　to　see　the　sun　set　and　night　approach。　But　the
poor　creature　is　not　allowed　to　see　the　sun　rise；　and　rejoice　in　the
beauty　of　the　dawn。　I　have　once；　since　I　was　a　queen；　seen　the　sun
rise；　and　all　the　world　cried　'Murder；'　and　counted　it　a　crime；　and
all　France　laughed　at　the　epigrams　and　jests　with　which　my　friends
punished　me　for　the　crime　that　the　queen　of　France；　with　her　court；
had　seen　the　sun　rise。　And　now　you　want　to　allow　me　to　see　it　set；
but　I　will　not；　I　will　not　look　at　this　sad　spectacle　of　coming
night。　In　me　it　is　night；　and　I　feel　the　storms　which　are　drawing
nigh。　Go；　Julia；　leave　me　alone；　for　you　can　see　that　there　is
nothing　to　be　done　with　me　to…day。　I　cannot　laugh；　I　cannot　be
merry。　Go；　for　my　sadness　might　infect　you；　and　that　would　make　me
doubly　sad。〃

The　duchess　did　not　reply；　she　only　made　a　deep　reverence；　and　went
with　light；　inaudible　step　over　the　carpet　to　the　door。　The　queen's
face　had　been　turned　away；　but　as　the　light　sound　of　the　door　struck
her　ear；　she　turned　quickly　around　and　saw　that　she　was　alone。

〃She　has　left　meshe　has　really　gone；〃　sighed　the　queen；　bitterly。
〃Oh！　she　is　like　all　the　rest；　she　never　loved　me。　But　who　does　love
me？〃　asked　she；　in　despair。　〃Who　is　there　in　the　world　that　loves
me；　and　forgets　that　I　am　the　queen？　My　God！　my　heart　cries　for
love；　yearns　for　friendship；　and　has　never　found　them。　And　they　make
this　yearning　of　mine　a　crime；　they　accuse　me　that　I　have　a　heart。　0
my　God！　have　pity　upon　me。　Veil　at　least　my　eyes；　that　I　may　not　see
the　faithlessness　of　my　friends。　Sustain　at　least　my　faith　in　the
friendship　of　my　Julia。　Let　me　not　have　the　bitterness　of　feeling
that　I　am　alone；　inconsolably　alone。〃

She　pressed　her　hands　before　her　face；　and　sank　upon　a　chair；　and
sat　long　there；　motionless；　and　wholly　given　over　to　her　sad；　bitter
feelings。

After　a　long　time　she　let　her　hands　fall　from　her　face；　and　looked
around　with　a　pained；　confused　look。　The　sun　had　gone　down；　it　began
to　grow　dark；　and　Marie　Antoinette　shuddered　within　herself。

〃By　this　time　the　sentence　has　been　pronounced；〃　she　muttered；
softly。　〃By　this　time　it　is　known　whether　the　Queen　of　France　can　be
slandered　and　insulted　with　impunity。　Oh！　if　I　only　could　be　sure。
Did　not　Campan　sayI　will　go　to　Campan。〃　And　the　queen　rose
quickly；　went　with　a　decisive　step　out　of　her　cabinet；　then　through
the　toilet…room　close　by；　and　opened　the　door　which　led　to　the
chamber　of　her　first　lady…in…waiting；　Madame　de　Campan。

Madame　de　Campan　stood　at　the　window；　and　gazed　with　such　a　look　of
intense　expectation　out　into　the　twilight；　that　she　did　not　notice
the　entrance　of　the　queen　till　the　latter　called　her　loudly　by　name。

〃The　queen！〃　cried　she；　drawing　back　terrified　from　the　window。　〃The
queen！　andhere；　in　my　room！〃

Marie　Antoinette　made　a　movement　of　impatience。　〃You　want　to　say
that　it　is　not　becoming　for　a　queen　to　enter　the　room　of　her　trusted
waiting…maid；　that　it　is　against　etiquette。　I　know　that　indeed；　but
these　are　days；　my　good　Campan；　when　etiquette　has　no　power　over　us；
and　when；　behind　the　royal　purple；　the　poor　human　heart；　in　all　its
need；　comes　into　the　foreground。　This　is　such　a　day　for　me；　and　as　I
know　you　are　true；　I　have　come　to　you。　Did　you　not　tell　me；　Campan；
that　you　should　receive　the　news　as　soon　as　the　sentence　was
pronounced？〃

〃Yes；　your　majesty；　I　do　hope　to；　and　that　is　the　reason　why　I　am
standing　at　the　window　looking　for　my　messenger。〃

〃How　curious！〃　said　the　queen；　thoughtfully。　〃They　call　me　Queen　of
France；　and　yet　I　have　no　one　who　hastens　to　give　me　news　of　this
important　affair；　while　my　waiting…maid　has　devoted　friends；　who　do
for　her　what　no　one　does　for　the　queen。〃

〃I　beg　your　majesty's　pardon；〃　answered　Madame　de　Campan；　smiling。
〃What　they　do　to…day　for　me；　they　do　only　because　I　am　the　waiting…
maid　of　the　queen。　I　was　yesterday　at　Councillor　Bugeaud's；　in　order
to　pay　my　respects　to　the　family　after　a　long　interval；　for　his　wife
is　a　cousin　of　mine。〃

〃That　means；〃　said　the　queen；　with　a　slight　smile；　〃that　you　went
there；　not　to　visit　your　cousin；　the　councillor's　wife；　but　to　visit
the　councillor　himself。　Now　confess；　my　good　Campan；　you　wanted　to
do　a　little　bribery。〃

〃Well；　I　confess　to　your　majesty；　I　wanted　to　see　if　it　was　really
true　that　Councillor　Bugeaud　has　gone　over　to　the　enemy。　Your
majesty　knows　that　Madame　de　Marsan　has　visited　all　the　councillors；
and　adjured　them　by　God　and　the　Holy　Church；　not　to　condemn　the
cardinal；　but　to　declare　him　innocent。〃

〃That　is；　they　will　free　the　cardinal　that　I　may　be　condemned；〃　said
the　queen；　angrily。　〃For　to　free　him　is　the　same　as　to　accuse　me　and
have　my　honor　tarnished。〃

〃That　was　what　I　was　saying　to　my　cousin；　Councillor　Bugeaud；　and
happily　I　found　supporters　in　his　own　family。　Oh；　I　assure　your
majesty　that　in　this　family　there　are　those　who　are　devoted；　heart
and　soul；　to　your　majesty。〃

〃Who　are　these　persons？〃　asked　the　queen。　〃Name　them　to　me；　that　in
my　sad　hours　I　may　remember　them。〃

〃There　is；　in　the　first　place；　the　daughter　of　the　councillor；　the
pretty　Margaret；　who　is　so　enthusiastic　for　your　majesty　that　she
saves　a　part　of　her　meagre　pocket…money　that　she　may　ride　over　to
Versailles　at　every　great　festival　to　see　your　majesty；　and　then
particularly　there　is　the　lover　of　this　little　person；　a　young　man
named　Toulan；　a　gifted；　fine　young　fellow；　who　almost　worships　your
majestyhe　is　the　one　who　promised　me　to　bring　news　at　once　after
the　sentence　is　pronounced；　and　it　is　more　owing　to　his　eloquence
than　to　mine　that　Councillor　Bugeaud　saw　the　necessity　of　giving　his
vote　against　the　cardinal　and　putting　himself　on　the　right　side。〃

At　this　instant　the　door　which　led　into　the　antechamber　was　hastily
flung　open；　and　a　lackey　entered。

〃The　gentleman　whom　you　expected　has　just　arrived；〃　he　announced。

〃It　is　Mr。　Toulan；〃　whispered　Madame　de　Campan　to　the　queen；　〃he
brings　the　sentence。　Tell　the　gentleman；〃　she　then　said　aloud　to　the
lackey；　〃to　wait　a　moment　in　the　antechamber；　I　will　receive　him
directly。

〃Go；　I　beg　your　majesty；〃　she　continued　as　the　lackey　withdrew；　〃I
beg　your　majesty　to　graciously　allow　me　to　receive　the　young　man
here。〃

〃That　is　to　say；　my　dear　Campan；〃　said　the　queen；　smiling；　〃to
vacate　the　premises　and　leave　the　apartment。　But　I　am　not　at　all
inclined　to；　I　prefer　to　remain　here。　I　want　to　see　this　young　man
of　whom　you　say　that　he　is　such　a　faithful　friend；　and　then　I　should
like　to　know　the　news　as　soon　as　possible　that　he　brings。　See　here；
the　chimney…screen　is　much　taller　than　I；　and　if　I　go　behind；　the
young　man　will　have　no　suspicion　of　my　presence；　especially　as　it　is
dark。　Now　let　him　come　in。　I　am　most　eager　to　hear　the　news。〃

The　queen　quickly　stepped　behind　the　high　screen；　and　Madame　Campan
opened　the　door　of　the　antechamber。

〃Come　in；　Mr。　Toulan；〃　she　cried；　and　at　once　there　appeared　at　the
open　door　the　tall；　powerful　figure　of　the　young　man。　His　cheeks
were　heated　with　the　quick　ride；　his　eyes　glowed；　and　his　breathing
was　rapid　and　hard。　Madame　Campan　extended　her　hand　to　him　and
greeted　him　with　a　friendly　smile。　〃So　you　have　kept　your　word；　Mr。
Toulan；〃　she　said。　〃You　bring　me　the　news　of　the　court's　decision？〃

〃Yes；　madame；　I　do；〃　he　answered　softly；　and　with　a　touch　of
sadness。　〃I　am　only　sorry　that　you　have　had　to　wait　so　long；　but　it
is　not　my　fault。　It　was　striking　eight　from　the　tower　of　St。　Jacques
when　I　received　the　news。〃

〃Eight；〃　asked　Madame　de　Campan；　looking　at　the　clock；　〃it　is　now
scarcely　nine。　You　do　not　mean　to　say　that　you　have　ridden　the
eighteen　miles　from　Paris　to　Versailles　in　an　hour？〃

〃I　have　done　it；　and　I　assure　you　that　is　nothing　wonderfu