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lady baltimore-第51部分
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s and the Replacers had also disappeared; and people were divided on the not strikingly important question as to whether Hortense and the General had accompanied Charley on the yacht; or continued northward in an automobile; or taken the train。 Gone; in any case; the whole party indubitably was; leaving; I must say; a sense of emptiness: the comedy was over; the players departed。 I never heard any one; not even Juno; doubt that it was Hortense who had broken the engagement; this part of the affair was conducted by the principals with great skill。 Hortense had evidently written her version to the Cornerlys; and not a word to any other effect ever came from John's mouth; of course。 One result I had not looked for; though it was a natural one: if the old ladies had felt indignation at Hortense for her determination to marry John Mayrant; this indignation was doubled by her determination not to! I fear that few of us live by logic; even in Kings Port; and then; they had all called upon her in that garden for nothing! The sudden thought of this made me laugh alone in my bed of sickness; and when I came out of it; had such a thing been possible; I should have liked to congratulate Miss Josephine St。 Michael on her absence from the garden occasion。 I said; however; nothing to her; or to any of the other ladies; upon this or any subject; for I was so unlucky as to find them not at home when I paid my round of farewell visits。 Nor (to my real distress) did I see John Mayrant again。 The boy wrote me (I received it in bed) a short; warm note of regret; with nothing else in it save the fact that he was leaving town; having become free from the Custom House at last。 I fancy that he ran away for a judicious interval。 Who would not?
Was there one person to whom he told the truth before he went? Did the girl behind the counter hear the manner in which the engagement was broken? Ah; none of us will ever know that! But; although I could not; without the highest impropriety; have spoken to any of the old ladies about this business; unless they had chosen to speak to meand somehow I feel that after the abrupt close of it not even Mrs。 Gregory St。 Michael would have been likely to touch on the subject with an outsiderthere was nothing whatever to forbid my indulging in a skirmish with Eliza La Heu; therefore I lunched at the Exchange on my last day。
〃To the mountains?〃 she said; in reply to my information about my plans of travel。
〃Doctor Beaugarcon says nothing else can so quickly restore me。〃
〃Stay there for the rhododendrons; then;〃 she bade me。 〃No sight more beautiful in all the South。〃
〃Town seems deserted;〃 I pursued。 〃Everybody gone。〃
〃Oh; not everybody!〃
〃All the interesting people。〃
〃Thank you。〃
〃I meant; interesting to you。〃
I saw her decide not to be angry; and her decision changed and saved our conversation from the trashy; bantering tone which it was taking; and brought it to a pass most unexpected to both of us。
She gave me a charming and friendly smile。 〃Well; you; at any rate; are going away。 And I am really sorry for that。〃
Her eyes rested upon me with perfect frankness。 I was not in love with Eliza La Heu; but nearer to love than I had ever been then; and it would have been easy; very easy; to let one's self go straight onward into love。 There are for a man more ways of falling into that state than romancers would have us to believe; and one of them is by an assent of the will at a certain given moment; which the heart promptly follows just as a man in a moment decides he will espouse a cause; and soon finds himself hotly fighting for it body and soul。 I could have gone out of that Exchange completely in love with Eliza La Heu; but my will did not give its assent; and I saw John Mayrant not as a rival; but as one whose happiness I greatly desired。
〃Thank you;〃 I said; 〃for telling me you are sorry I am going。 And now; may I treat you more than ever as a friend; and tell you of a circumstance which Kings Port does not know?〃
It put her on her guard。 〃Don't be indiscreet;〃 she laughed。
〃Isn't timely indiscretion discretion?〃
〃And don't be clever;〃 she said。 〃Tell me what you have to sayif you're quite sure you'll not be sorry。〃
〃Quite sure。 There's no reasonnow that the untruth is properly and satisfactorily establishedthat one person should not know that John Mayrant broke that engagement。〃 And I told her the whole of it。 〃If I'm outrageous to share this secret with you;〃 I concluded; 〃I can only say that I couldn't stand the unfairness any longer。〃
〃He jumped straight in?〃 said Eliza。
〃Oh; straight!〃
〃Of course;〃 she murmured。
〃And just after declaring that he wouldn't。〃
〃Of course;〃 she murmured again。 〃And the current took them right away?〃
〃Instantly。〃
〃Was he very tired when you got to him?〃
I answered this question and a number of others; backward and forward; until she had led me to cover the whole incident about twice…and…a…half times。 Then she had a silence; and after this a reflection。
〃How well they managed it!〃
〃Managed what?〃
〃The accepted version。〃
〃Oh; yes; indeed!〃
〃And you and I will not spoil it for them;〃 she declared。
As I took my final leave of her she put a flower in my buttonhole。 My reflection was then; and is now; that if she already knew the truth from John himself; how well she managed it!
So that same night I took the lugubrious train which bore me with the grossest deliberation to the mountains; and among the mountains and their waterfalls I stayed and saw the rhododendrons; and was preparing to journey home when the invitation came from John and Eliza。
I have already said that of this wedding no word was in the papers。 Kings Port by the war lost all material things; but not the others; among which precious privacy remains to her; and; O Kings Port; may you never lose your grasp of that treasure! May you never know the land where the reporter blooms; where if any joy or grief befall you; the public press rings your doorbell and demands the particulars; and if you deny it the particulars; it makes them up and says something scurrilous about you into the bargain。 Therefore nothing was printed; morning or evening; about John and Eliza。 Nor was the wedding service held in church to the accompaniment of nodding bonnets and gaping stragglers。 No eye not tender with regard and emotion looked on while John took Eliza to his wedded wife; to live together after God's ordinance in the holy state of matrimony。
In Royal Street; not many steps from South Place; there stands a quiet house a little back; upon whose face sorrow has struck many blows; but made no deep wounds yet; no scorch from the fires of war is visible; arid the rending of the earthquake does not show too plainly; but there hangs about the house a gravity that comes from seeing and suffering much; and a sweetness from having sheltered many generations of smiles and tears。 The long linked chain of births and deaths here has not been broken and scattered; and the grandchildren look out of the same windows from which the grandsires gazed; whose faces now in picture frames still watch serenely the sad present from their happy past。 Therefore the rooms lie in still depths of association; and from the walls; the stairs; the furniture; flows the benign influence of undispersed memories; it sheds its tempered radiance upon the old miniatures; and upon every fresh flower that comes in from the garden; it seems to pass through the open doors to and fro like a tranquil blessing; it is beyond joy and pain; because time has distilled it from both of these; it is the assembled essence of kinship and blood unity; enriched by each succeeding brood that is born; is married; is fruitful in its turn; and dies remembered; only the balm of faith is stronger to sustain and heal; for that comes from heaven; while it is earth that gives us this; and the sacred cup of it which our native land once held is almost empty。
Amid this influence John and Eliza were made one; and the faces of the older generations grew soft beneath it; and pensive eyes became lustrous; and into pale cheeks the rosy tint came like an echo faintly back for a short hour。 They made so little sound in their quiet happiness of con… gratulation that it might have been a dream; and they were so few that the house with the sense of its memories was not lost with the movement and crowding; but seemed still to preside over the whole; and send down its benediction。
When it was my turn to shake the hands of bride and groom; John asked:
〃What did your friend do with your advice?〃
And I replied。 〃He has taken it。〃
〃Perhaps not that;〃 John returned; 〃but you must have helped him to see his way。〃
When the bride came to cut the cake; she called me to her and fulfilled her promise。
〃You have always liked my baking;〃 she said。
〃Then you made it after all;〃 I answered。
〃I would not have been married without doing so;〃 she declared sweetly。
When the time came for them to go away; they were surrounded with affectionate God…speeds; but Miss Josephine St。 Michael waited to be the last; standing a little apart; her severe and chiselled face turned aside; and seeming to watch a mocking…bird that was perched in his cage at a window halfway up the stairs。
〃He is usually not so silent;〃 Miss Josephine said to me。 〃I suppose we are too many visitors for him。〃
Then I saw that the old lady; beneath her severity; was deeply moved; and almost at once John and Eliza came down the stairs。 Miss Josephine took each of them to her heart; but she did not trust herself to speak; and a single tear rolled down her face; as the boy and girl continued to the hall…door。 There Daddy Ben stood; and John's gay good…by to him was the last word that I heard the bridegroom say。 While we all stood silently watching them as they drove away from the tall iron gate; the mocking…bird on the staircase broke into melodious ripples of song。
XXIII: Poor Aunt Carola!
And now here goes my language back into the small…clothes that it wore at the beginning of all; when I told you something of that colonial society; the Selected Salic Scions; dear to the heart of my Aunt。 It were beyond my compass to approach this august body of men
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