友情提示:如果本网页打开太慢或显示不完整,请尝试鼠标右键“刷新”本网页!
the pathfinder-第94部分
快捷操作: 按键盘上方向键 ← 或 → 可快速上下翻页 按键盘上的 Enter 键可回到本书目录页 按键盘上方向键 ↑ 可回到本页顶部! 如果本书没有阅读完,想下次继续接着阅读,可使用上方 "收藏到我的浏览器" 功能 和 "加入书签" 功能!
twice; as Mabel's language rose in intimate association
with her thoughts; he lifted his eyes to the floor above
him; as if he expected to find some visible evidence of the
presence of the dread Being to whom the words were ad…
dressed。 Then again his feelings reverted to the fair crea…
ture who was thus pouring out her spirit; in fervent but
calm petitions; in behalf of a dying parent; for Mabel's
cheek was no longer pallid; but was flushed with a holy
enthusiasm; while her blue eyes were upturned in the
light; in a way to resemble a picture by Guido。 At these
moments all the honest and manly attachment of Path…
finder glowed in his ingenuous features; and his gaze at
our heroine was such as the fondest parent might fasten
on the child of his love。
Sergeant Dunham laid his hand feebly on the head of
Mabel as she ceased praying; and buried her face in his
blanket。
〃Bless you; my beloved child! bless you!〃 he rather
whispered than uttered aloud; 〃this is truly consolation:
would that I too could pray!〃
〃Father; you know the Lord's Prayer; you taught it to
me yourself while I was yet an infant。〃
The Sergeant's face gleamed with a smile; for he _did_
remember to have discharged that portion at least of the
paternal duty; and the consciousness of it gave him incon…
ceivable gratification at that solemn moment。 He was
then silent for several minutes; and all present believed
that he was communing with God。
〃Mabel; my child!〃 he at length uttered; in a voice
which seemed to be reviving; 〃Mabel; I'm quitting you。〃
The spirit at its great and final passage appears ever to
consider the body as nothing。 〃I'm quitting you; my
child; where is your hand?〃
〃Here; dearest father here are both oh; take both!〃
〃Pathfinder;〃 added the Sergeant; feeling on the oppo…
site side of the bed; where Jasper still knelt; and getting
one of the hands of the young man by mistake; 〃take it
… I leave you as her father as you and she may please
bless you bless you both!〃
At that awful instant; no one would rudely apprise the
Sergeant of his mistake; and he died a minute or two
later; holding Jasper's and Mabel's hands covered by both
his own。 Our heroine was ignorant of the fact until an
exclamation of Cap's announced the death of her father;
when; raising her face; she saw the eyes of Jasper riveted
on her own; and felt the warm pressure of his hand。 But
a single feeling was predominant at that instant; and
Mabel withdrew to weep; scarcely conscious of what had
occurred。 The Pathfinder took the arm of Eau…douce; and
he left the block。
The two friends walked in silence past the fire; along
the glade; and nearly reached the opposite shore of the
island in profound silence。 Here they stopped; and Path…
finder spoke。
〃'Tis all over; Jasper;〃 said he; 〃'tis all over。 Ah's me!
Poor Sergeant Dunham has finished his march; and that;
too; by the hand of a venomous Mingo。 Well; we never
know what is to happen; and his luck may be yourn or
mine to…morrow or next day!〃
〃And Mabel? What is to become of Mabel; Pathfinder?〃
〃You heard the Sergeant's dying words; he has left his
child in my care; Jasper; and it is a most solemn trust; it
is; yes; it is a most solemn trust。〃
〃It's a trust; Pathfinder; of which any man would be
glad to relieve you;〃 returned the youth; with a bitter smile。
〃I've often thought it has fallen into wrong hands。
I'm not consaited; Jasper; I'm not consaited; I do think
I'm not; but if Mabel Dunham is willing to overlook all
my imperfections and ignorances like; I should be wrong
to gainsay it; on account of any sartainty I may have my…
self about my own want of merit。〃
〃No one will blame you; Pathfinder; for marrying Mabel
Dunham; any more than they will blame you for wearing
a precious jewel in your bosom that a friend had freely
given you。〃
〃Do you think they'll blame Mabel; lad? I've had my
misgivings about that; too; for all persons may not be so
disposed to look at me with the same eyes as you and the
Sergeant's daughter。〃
Jasper Eau…douce started as a man flinches at sudden
bodily pain; but he otherwise maintained his self…com…
mand。 〃And mankind is envious and ill…natured; more
particularly in and about the garrisons。 I sometimes wish;
Jasper; that Mabel could have taken a fancy to you; I
do; and that you had taken a fancy to her; for it often
seems to me that one like you; after all; might make her
happier than I ever can。〃
〃We will not talk about this; Pathfinder;〃 interrupted
Jasper hoarsely and impatiently; 〃you will be Mabel's
husband; and it is not right to speak of any one else in
that character。 As for me; I shall take Master Cap's advice;
and try and make a man of myself by seeing what is to be
done on the salt water。〃
〃You; Jasper Western! you quit the lakes; the forests;
and the lines; and this; too; for the towns and wasty ways
of the settlements; and a little difference in the taste of
the water。 Haven't we the salt…licks; if salt is necessary
to you? and oughtn't man to be satisfied with what con…
tents the other creaturs of God? I counted on you; Jas…
per; I counted on you; I did; and thought; now that Mabel
and I intend to dwell in a cabin of our own; that some day
you might be tempted to choose a companion too; and
come and settle in our neighborhood。 There is a beauti…
ful spot; about fifty miles west of the garrison; that I had
chosen in my mind for my own place of abode; and there
is an excellent harbor about ten leagues this side of it
where you could run in and out with the cutter at any
leisure minute; and I'd even fancied you and your wife in
possession of the one place; and Mabel and I in possession
of t'other。 We should be just a healthy hunt apart; and
if the Lord ever intends any of His creaturs to be happy
on 'arth; none could be happier than we four。〃
〃You forget; my friend;〃 answered Jasper; taking the
guide's hand and forcing a friendly smile; 〃that I have
no fourth person to love and cherish; and I much doubt
if I ever shall love any other as I love you and Mabel。〃
〃Thank'e; boy; I thank you with all my heart; but
what you call love for Mabel is only friendship like; and a
very different thing from what I feel。 Now; instead of
sleeping as sound as natur' at midnight; as I used to could;
I dream nightly of Mabel Dunham。 The young does sport
before me; and when I raise Killdeer; in order to take a
little venison; the animals look back; and it seems as if
they all had Mabel's sweet countenance; laughing in my
face; and looking as if they said; 'Shoot me if you dare!'
Then I hear her soft voice calling out among the birds as
they sing; and no later than the last nap I took; I be…
thought me; in fancy; of going over the Niagara; holding
Mabel in my arms; rather than part from her。 The bit…
terest moments I've ever known were them in which the
devil; or some Mingo conjuror; perhaps; has just put into
my head to fancy in dreams that Mabel is lost to me by
some unaccountable calamity either by changefulness or
by violence。〃
〃Oh; Pathfinder! if you think this so bitter in a dream;
what must it be to one who feels its reality; and knows it
all to be true; true; true? So true as to leave no hope; to
leave nothing but despair!〃
These words burst from Jasper as a fluid pours from the
vessel that has been suddenly broken。 They were uttered
involuntarily; almost unconsciously; but with a truth and
feeling that carried with them the instant conviction of
their deep sincerity。 Pathfinder started; gazed at his friend
for full a minute like one bewildered; and then it was that;
in despite of all his simplicity; the truth gleamed upon
him。 All know how corroborating proofs crowd upon the
mind as soon as it catches a direct clue to any hitherto
unsuspected fact; how rapidly the thoughts flow and pre…
mises tend to their just conclusions under such circum…
stances。 Our hero was so confiding by nature; so just; and
so much disposed to imagine that all his friends wished
him the same happiness as he wished them; that; until this
unfortunate moment; a suspicion of Jasper's attachment
for Mabel had never been awakened in his bosom。 He
was; however; now too experienced in the emotions which
characterize the passion; and the burst of feeling in his
companion was too violent and too natural to leave any
further doubt on the subject。 The feeling that first fol…
lowed this change of opinion was one of deep humility and
exquisite pain。 He bethought him of Jasper's youth; his
higher claims to personal appearance; and all the general
probabilities that such a suitor would be more agreeable to
Mabel than he could possibly be himself。 Then the noble
rectitude of mind; for which the man was so distinguished;
asserted its power; it was sustained by his rebuked man…
ner of thinking of himself; and all that habitual deference
for the rights and feelings of others which appeared to be
inbred in his very nature。 Taking the arm of Jasper; he
led him to a log; where he compelled the young man to
seat himself by a sort of irresistible exercise of his iron
muscles; and where he placed himself at his side。
The instant his feelings had found vent; Eau…douce was
both alarmed at; and ashamed of; their violence。 He
would have given all he possessed on earth could the last
three minutes be recalled; but he was too frank by dispo…
sition and too much accustomed to deal ingenuously by
his friend to think a moment of attempting further con…
cealment; or of any evasion of the explanation that he
knew was about to be demanded。 Even while he trembled
in anticipation of what was about to follow; he never con…
templated equivocation。
〃Jasper;〃 Pathfinder commenced; in a tone so solemn
as to thrill on every nerve in his listener's body; 〃this _has_
surprised me! You have kinder feelings towards Mabel
than I had thought; and; unless my own mistaken vanity
and consait have cruelly deceived me; I pity you; boy; from
my soul I do! Yes; I think I know how to pity any one who
has set his heart on a creature like Mabel; unless he sees
a prospect of her regarding him as he regards her。 This
matter must be clea
快捷操作: 按键盘上方向键 ← 或 → 可快速上下翻页 按键盘上的 Enter 键可回到本书目录页 按键盘上方向键 ↑ 可回到本页顶部!
温馨提示: 温看小说的同时发表评论,说出自己的看法和其它小伙伴们分享也不错哦!发表书评还可以获得积分和经验奖励,认真写原创书评 被采纳为精评可以获得大量金币、积分和经验奖励哦!