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the pathfinder-第97部分
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on 'arth that would make my tongue bold and persuading;
Mabel; I do think it's yourself; and yet in our late conver…
sations Jasper has outdone me; even on this point; in a
way to make me ashamed of myself。 He has told me how
simple you were; and how true…hearted; and kind…hearted;
and how you looked down upon vanities; for though you
might be the wife of more than one officer; as he thinks;
that you cling to feeling; and would rather be true to
yourself and natur' than a colonel's lady。 He fairly made
my blood warm; he did; when he spoke of your having
beauty without seeming ever to have looked upon it; and
the manner in which you moved about like a young fa'n;
so nat'ral and graceful like; without knowing it; and the
truth and justice of your idees; and the warmth and gener…
osity of your heart 〃
〃Jasper!〃 interrupted Mabel; giving way to feelings
that had gathered an ungovernable force by being so long
pent; and falling into the young man's willing arms; weep…
ing like a child; and almost as helpless。 〃Jasper! Jasper!
why have you kept this from me?〃
The answer of Eau…douce was not very intelligible; nor
was the murmured dialogue that followed remarkable for
coherency。 But the language of affection is easily under…
stood。 The hour that succeeded passed like a very few
minutes of ordinary life; so far as a computation of time
was concerned; and when Mabel recollected herself; and
bethought her of the existence of others; her uncle was pac…
ing the cutter's deck in great impatience; and wondering
why Jasper should be losing so much of a favorable wind。
Her first thought was of him; who was so likely to feel the
recent betrayal of her real emotions。
〃Oh; Jasper;〃 she exclaimed; like one suddenly self…
convicted; 〃the Pathfinder!〃
Eau…douce fairly trembled; not with unmanly apprehen…
sion; but with the painful conviction of the pang he had
given his friend; and he looked in all directions in the
expectation of seeing his person。 But Pathfinder had
withdrawn; with a tact and a delicacy that might have
done credit to the sensibility and breeding of a courtier。
For several minutes the two lovers sat; silently waiting his
return; uncertain what propriety required of them under
circumstances so marked and so peculiar。 At length they
beheld their friend advancing slowly towards them; with
a thoughtful and even pensive air。
〃I now understand what you meant; Jasper; by speaking
without a tongue and hearing without an ear;〃 he said
when close enough to the tree to be heard。 〃Yes; I un…
derstand it now; I do; and a very pleasant sort of discourse
it is; when one can hold it with Mabel Dunham。 Ah's me!
I told the Sergeant I wasn't fit for her; that I was too
old; too ignorant; and too wild like; but he _would_ have it
otherwise。〃
Jasper and Mabel sat; resembling Milton's picture of
our first parents; when the consciousness of sin first laid
its leaden weight on their souls。 Neither spoke; neither
even moved; though both at that moment fancied they
could part with their new…found happiness in order to re…
store their friend to his peace of mind。 Jasper was pale
as death; but; in Mabel; maiden modesty had caused the
blood to mantle on her cheeks; until their bloom was
heightened to a richness that was scarcely equalled in her
hours of light…hearted buoyancy and joy。 As the feeling
which; in her sex; always accompanies the security of love
returned; threw its softness and tenderness over her coun…
tenance; she was singularly beautiful。 Pathfinder gazed
at her with an intentness he did not endeavor to conceal;
and then he fairly laughed in his own way; and with a sort
of wild exultation; as men that are untutored are wont to
express their delight。 This momentary indulgence; how…
ever; was expiated by the pang which followed the sudden
consciousness that this glorious young creature was lost to
him for ever。 It required a full minute for this simple…
minded being to recover from the shock of this conviction;
and then he recovered his dignity of manner; speaking
with gravity; almost with solemnity。
〃I have always known; Mabel Dunham; that men have
their gifts;〃 said he; 〃but I'd forgotten that it did not
belong to mine to please the young; the beautiful; and
l'arned。 I hope the mistake has been no very heavy sin;
and if it was; I've been heavily punished for it; I have。
Nay; Mabel; I know what you'd say; but it's unnecessary;
I _feel_ it all; and that is as good as if I _heard_ it all。 I've
had a bitter hour; Mabel。 I've had a very bitter hour;
lad。〃
〃Hour!〃 echoed Mabel; as the other first used the
word; the tell…tale blood; which had begun to ebb towards
her heart; rushing again tumultuously to her very tem…
ples; 〃surely not an hour; Pathfinder?〃
〃Hour!〃 exclaimed Jasper at the same instant; 〃no;
no; my worthy friend; it is not ten minutes since you left
us!〃
〃Well; it may be so; though to me it has seemed to be
day。 I begin to think; however; that the happy count
time by minutes; and the miserable count it by months。
But we will talk no more of this; it is all over now; and
many words about it will make you no happier; while they
will only tell me what I've lost; and quite likely how much
I desarved to lose her。 No; no; Mabel; 'tis useless to in…
terrupt me; I admit it all; and your gainsaying it; though
it be so well meant; cannot change my mind。 Well; Jas…
per; she is yours; and; though it's hard to think it; I do
believe you'll make her happier than I could; for your gifts
are better suited to do so; though I would have strived
hard to do as much; if I know myself; I would。 I ought
to have known better than to believe the Sergeant; and I
ought to have put faith in what Mabel told me at the head
of the lake; for reason and judgment might have shown
me its truth; but it is so pleasant to think what we wish;
and mankind so easily over…persuade us; when we over…per…
suade ourselves。 But what's the use in talking of it; as I
said afore? It's true; Mabel seemed to be consenting;
though it all came from a wish to please her father; and
from being skeary about the savages 〃
〃Pathfinder!〃
〃I understand you; Mabel; and have no hard feelings; I
haven't。 I sometimes think I should like to live in your
neighborhood; that I might look at your happiness; but;
on the whole; it's better I should quit the 55th altogether;
and go back to the 60th; which is my natyve rigiment; as
it might be。 It would have been better; perhaps; had I
never left it; though my sarvices were much wanted in
this quarter; and I'd been with some of the 55th years
agone; Sergeant Dunham; for instance; when he was in
another corps。 Still; Jasper; I do not regret that I've
known you 〃
〃And me; Pathfinder!〃 impetuously interrupted Mabel;
〃do you regret having known _me_? Could I think so; I
should never be at peace with myself。〃
〃You; Mabel!〃 returned the guide; taking the hand of
our heroine and looking up into her countenance with
guileless simplicity; but earnest affection; 〃how could I
be sorry that a ray of the sun came across the gloom of a
cheerless day that light has broken in upon darkness;
though it remained so short a time? I do not flatter
myself with being able to march quite so light…hearted
as I once used to could; or to sleep as sound; for some time
to come; but I shall always remember how near I was to
being undeservedly happy; I shall。 So far from blaming
you; Mabel; I only blame myself for being so vain as to
think it possible I could please such a creatur'; for sar…
tainly you told me how it was; when we talked it over on
the mountain; and I ought to have believed you then; for
I do suppose it's nat'ral that young women should know
their own minds better than their fathers。 Ah's me! It's
settled now; and nothing remains but for me to take leave
of you; that you may depart; I feel that Master Cap must
be impatient; and there is danger of his coming on shore
to look for us all。〃
〃To take leave!〃 exclaimed Mabel。
〃Leave!〃 echoed Jasper; 〃you do not mean to quit us;
my friend?〃
〃'Tis best; Mabel; 'tis altogether best; Eau…douce; and
it's wisest。 I could live and die in your company; if I only
followed feeling; but; if I follow reason; I shall quit you
here。 You will go back to Oswego; and become man and
wife as soon as you arrive; for all that is determined with
Master Cap; who hankers after the sea again; and who
knows what is to happen; while I shall return to the wil…
derness and my Maker。 Come; Mabel;〃 continued Path…
finder; rising and drawing nearer to our heroine; with grave
decorum; 〃kiss me; Jasper will not grudge me one kiss;
then we'll part。〃
〃Oh; Pathfinder!〃 exclaimed Mabel; falling into the
arms of the guide; and kissing his cheeks again and again;
with a freedom and warmth she had been far from mani…
festing while held to the bosom of Jasper; 〃God bless you;
dearest Pathfinder! You'll come to us hereafter。 We
shall see you again。 When old; you will come to our
dwelling; and let me be a daughter to you?〃
〃Yes; that's it;〃 returned the guide; almost gasping for
breath; 〃I'll try to think of it in that way。 You're more
befitting to be my daughter than to be my wife; you are。
Farewell; Jasper。 Now we'll go to the canoe; it's time
you were on board。〃
The manner in which Pathfinder led the way to the
shore was solemn and calm。 As soon as he reached the
canoe; he again took Mabel by the hands; held her at the
length of his own arms; and gazed wistfully into her face;
until the unbidden tears rolled out of the fountains of
feeling and trickled down his rugged cheeks in streams。
〃Bless me; Pathfinder;〃 said Mabel; kneeling reverently
at his feet。 〃Oh; at least bless me before we part!〃
That untutored but noble…minded being did as she de…
sired; and; aiding her to enter the canoe; seemed to tear
himself away as one snaps a strong and obstinate cord。
Before he retired; however; he took Jasper by the arm and
led him a little aside; when he spoke as follows:
〃You're kind of heart and gentle by natur'; Jasper; but
we are both rough and wild in comparison with that dear
creatur'。 Be careful of her; and
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