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the wandering jew, volume 11-第17部分
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that you may be good。 Would you have gold?you shall have it。 Would
you have a friend?though you are a slave; a king's son offers you his
friendship。〃
Faringhea had refused the gold; and appeared to accept the friendship of
the son of Kadja…sing。 Endowed with remarkable intelligence; and
extraordinary power of dissimulation the half…breed had easily persuaded
the prince of the sincerity of his repentance; and obtained credit for
his gratitude and attachment from so confiding and generous a character。
Besides; what motives could Djalma have to suspect the slave; now become
his friend? Certain of the love of Mdlle。 de Cardoville; with whom he
passed a portion of every day; her salutary influence would have guarded
him against any dangerous counsels or calumnies of the half…caste; a
faithful and secret instrument of Rodin; and attached by him to the
Company。 But Faringhea; whose tact was amazing; did not act so lightly;
he never spoke to the prince of Mdlle。 de Cardoville; and waited
unobtrusively for the confidential communications into which Djalma was
sometimes hurried by his excessive joy。 A few days after the interview
last described between Adrienne and Djalma; and on the morrow of the day
when Rodin; certain of the success of Ninny Moulin's mission to Sainte…
Colombe; had himself put a letter in the post to the address of Agricola
Baudoin; the half…caste; who for some time had appeared oppressed with a
violent grief; seemed to get so much worse; that the prince; struck with
the desponding air of the man; asked him kindly and repeatedly the cause
of his sorrow。 But Faringhea; while he gratefully thanked the prince for
the interest he took in him; maintained the most absolute silence and
reserve on the subject of his grief。
These preliminaries will enable the reader to understand the following
scene; which took place about noon in the house in the Rue de Clichy
occupied by the Hindoo。 Contrary to his habit; Djalma had not passed
that morning with Adrienne。 He had been informed the evening before; by
the young lady; that she must ask of him the sacrifice of this whole day;
to take the necessary measures to make their marriage sacred and
acceptable in the eyes of the world; and yet free from the restrictions
which she and Djalma disapproved。 As for the means to be employed by
Mdlle。 de Cardoville to attain this end; and the name of the pure and
honorable person who was to consecrate their union; these were secrets
which; not belonging exclusively to the young lady; could not yet be
communicated to Djalma。 To the Indian; so long accustomed to devote
every instant to Adrienne; this day seemed interminable。 By turns a prey
to the most burning agitation; and to a kind of stupor; in which he
plunged himself to escape from the thoughts that caused his tortures;
Djalma lay stretched upon a divan; with his face buried in his hands; as
if to shut out the view of a too enchanting vision。 Suddenly; without
knocking at the door; as usual; Faringhea entered the prince's apartment。
At the noise the half…caste made in entering Djalma started; raised his
head; and looked round him with surprise; but; on seeing the pale
agitated countenance of the slave; he rose hastily; and advancing towards
him; exclaimed; 〃What is the matter; Faringhea!〃
After a moment's silence; and as if struggling with a painful feeling of
hesitation; Faringhea threw himself at the feet of Djalma; and murmured
in a weak; despairing; almost supplicating voice: 〃I am very miserable。
Pity me; my good lord!〃
The tone was so touching; the grief under which the half…breed suffered
seemed to give to his features; generally fixed and hard as bronze; such
a heart…rending expression; that Djalma was deeply affected; and; bending
to raise him from the ground; said to him; in a kindly voice: 〃Speak to
me! Confidence appeases the torments of the heart。 Trust me; friend
for my angel herself said to me; that happy love cannot bear to see tears
about him。〃
〃But unhappy love; miserable love; betrayed loveweeps tears of blood;〃
replied Faringhea; with painful dejection。
〃Of what love dost thou speak?〃 asked Djalma; in surprise。
〃I speak of my love;〃 answered the half…caste; with a gloomy air。
〃Of your love?〃 said Djalma; more and more astonished; not that the half…
caste; still young; and with a countenance of sombre beauty; appeared to
him incapable of inspiring or feeling the tender passion; but that; until
now; he had never imagined him capable of conceiving so deep a sorrow。
〃My lord;〃 resumed the half…caste; 〃you told me; that misfortune had made
me wicked; and that happiness would make me good。 In those words; I saw
a presentiment; and a noble love entered my heart; at the moment when
hatred and treachery departed from it。 I; the half…savage; found a
woman; beautiful and young; to respond to my passion。 At least I thought
so。 But I had betrayed you; my lord; and there is no happiness for a
traitor; even though he repent。 In my turn; I have been shamefully
betrayed。〃
Then; seeing the surprise of the prince; the half…caste added; as if
overwhelmed with confusion: 〃Do not mock me; my lord! The most frightful
tortures would not have wrung this confession from me; but you; the son
of a king; deigned to call the poor slave your friend!〃
〃And your friend thanks you for the confidence;〃 answered Djalma。 〃Far
from mocking; he will console you。 Mock you! do you think it possible?〃
〃Betrayed love merits contempt and insult;〃 said Faringhea; bitterly。
〃Even cowards may point at one with scornfor; in this country; the
sight of the man deceived in what is dearest to his soul; the very life…
blood of his life; only makes people shrug their shoulders and laugh。〃
〃But are you certain of this treachery?〃 said Djalma; mildly。 Then he
added; with visible hesitation; that proved the goodness of his heart:
〃Listen to me; and forgive me for speaking of the past! It will only be
another proof; that I cherish no evil memories; and that I fully believe
in your repentance and affection。 Remember; that I also once thought;
that she; who is the angel of my life; did not love meand yet it was
false。 Who tells you; that you are not; like me; deceived by false
appearances?〃
〃Alas; my lord! could I only believe so! But I dare not hope it。 My
brain wanders uncertain; I cannot come to any resolution; and therefore I
have recourse to you。〃
〃But what causes your suspicions?〃
〃Her coldness; which sometimes succeeds to apparent tenderness。 The
refusals she gives me in the name of duty。 Yes;〃 added the half…caste;
after a moment's silence。 〃she reasons about her lovea proof; that she
has never loved me; or that she loves me no more。〃
〃On the contrary; she perhaps loves you all the more; that she takes into
consideration the interest and the dignity of her love。〃
〃That is what they all say;〃 replied the half…caste; with bitter irony;
as he fixed a penetrating look on Djalma; 〃thus speak all those who love
weakly; coldly; but those who love valiantly; never show these insulting
suspicions。 For them; a word from the man they adore is a command; they
do not haggle and bargain; for the cruel pleasure of exciting the passion
of their lover to madness; and so ruling him more surely。 No; what their
lover asks of them; were it to cost life and honor; they would grant it
without hesitationbecause; with them; the will of the man they love is
above every other consideration; divine and human。 But those crafty
women; whose pride it is to tame and conquer manwho take delight in
irritating his passion; and sometimes appear on the point of yielding to
itare demons; who rejoice in the tears and torments of the wretch; that
loves them with the miserable weakness of a child。 While we expire with
love at their feet; the perfidious creatures are calculating the effects
of their refusals; and seeing how far they can go; without quite driving
their victim to despair。 Oh! how cold and cowardly are they; compared to
the valiant; true…hearted women; who say to the men of their choice: ‘Let
me be thine to…day…and to…morrow; come shame; despair; and deathit
matters little! Be happy! my life is not worth one tear of thine!〃
Djalma's brow had darkened; as he listened。 Having kept inviolable the
secret of the various incidents of his passion for Mdlle。 de Cardoville;
he could not but see in these words a quite involuntary allusion to the
delays and refusals of Adrienne。 And yet Djalma suffered a moment in his
pride; at the thought of considerations and duties; that a woman holds
dearer than her love。 But this bitter and painful thought was soon
effaced from the oriental's mind; thanks to the beneficent influence of
the remembrance of Adrienne。 His brow again cleared; and he answered the
half…caste; who was watching him attentively with a sidelong glance: 〃You
are deluded by grief。 If you have no other reason to doubt her you love;
than these refusals and vague suspicions; be satisfied! You are perhaps
loved better than you can imagine。〃
〃Alas! would it were so; my lord!〃 replied the half…caste; dejectedly; as
if he had been deeply touched by the words of Djalma。 〃Yet I say to
myself: There is for this woman something stronger than her love
delicacy; dignity; honor; what you willbut she does not love me enough
to sacrifice for me this something!〃
〃Friend; you are deceived;〃 answered Djalma; mildly; though the words
affected him with a painful impression。 〃The greater the love of a
woman; the more it should be chaste and noble。 It is love itself that
awakens this delicacy and these scruples。 He rules; instead of being
ruled。〃
〃That is true;〃 replied the half…caste; with bitter irony; 〃Love so rules
me; that this woman bids me love in her own fashion; and I have only to
submit。〃
Pausing suddenly; Faringhea hid his face in his hands; and heaved a deep…
drawn sigh。 His features expressed a mixture of hate; rage; and despair;
at once so terrible and so painful; that Djalma; more and more affected;
exclaimed; as he seized the other's hand: 〃Calm this fury; and listen to
the voice of friendship! It will disperse this evil influence。 S
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